The Hardest Thing Chapter 10 ~*~~*~ “LookI’m really sorry I left for over a year I just knew that if I…” she cut me off by kissing me “I’m sorry I just had to do that” she said “Its ok I was about to say I’d have to kiss you if I saw you again” I replied and she smiled “I really shouldn’t have done that though now I…” “You’re engaged?” I asked picking up her hand and looking at the ring on her finger “Yes” she said and looked down “You not happy about it?” I asked her “Yes, no I don’t know” she said sitting down “Is it too Chad?” I asked and she nodded it felt like a knife in my heart he doesn’t love her like I do no one does I thought “So when are you two getting married?” I asked her “In two months” she replied “Let me be bad one more time” she added “You know its wrong” I said “I know I’ve made my promise to Chad I’m sorry I must be teasing you bad by saying this” she said “Yeah just a bit look we shouldn’t let this get in the way of what we had just friends right” I said “Right” she replied “Now we’ve got that sorted we should be heading back to the club” I said and led her out she met back up with her friends “I officially let her go” I said toas I picked up my drink “You can move on now” he replied “I only had to let her go because she’s getting married to Chad in two months he’s not the guy for her I know but there’s nothing I can do” I sighed “Sorry mate”andsaid I smiled weakly at them and took a swig of my drink… Two months later I’d been out of the area for a bit with the guys promoting our single but now me and the guys came back here it was our ground base and our favourite club was here “You ready boys” I asked rubbing my hands together we went out and got into the club I saw a group of girls dressed up “Looks like hen party”said “Yeah lets go stir up some fun”replied and we walked over to them as we got closer we realised it was’s hen party “So you getting married tomorrow?” I asked standing behind her “” she said as she turned around and hugged me “I missed you bunny girl” I replied hugging her back and she laughed “I’m not getting married tomorrow the weddings next Saturday but we decided it was safer to have the hen night a week before” she replied “Safe option let me buy you lot a drink” I said and walked off to the bar with her and the drink orders from the others “So you still went ahead with it then” I said and she nodding “I’m still not sure” she replied though “Well you’ve not got long to decided precious” I replied she smiled as I called her that “I know” she said taking one tray of drinks and walking over to the others “Why do you punish yourself” I said to myself as I picked up the other tray and walked over. The night went on and a lot more drinking as well as dancing was done “May I have a dance with you?” I askedand she smiled and got up “we're off now see you Monday” the girls said and left welllooked like she was leaving withthey got on really well together. “One dance then I better be off to” she said and followed me to the dance floor as ‘Too Close’ played I cringed slightly I was dancing to one of my songs but havinggrinding against me and moving her body so sexually made me forget about that and the rest of the night until the next morning “” I said shocked and she looked the same back at me “We did it again” she said holding a hand up to her head “You really have to stop doing that too me” I told her “I’m sorry” she said “Look you have to make your decision now” he said “I have to stay with Chad I love him I don’t love you” she said breaking my heart and running out the room “Please don’t pretend you don’t love me” I said out loud I pulled the covers over my head I felt the lousiest I’d ever felt I’d lost her for good… T.B.C...