The Hardest Thing Chapter 11 ~*~~*~ I ran home and got in my apartment I ran to my room and dived on my bed but something disturbed the softness of the bed I moved and pulled out a brown envelope I opened it and a CD dropped out along with a letter on the front said don’t open until you’ve heard the song fair enough I thought and put the CD in my CD player and listened carefully We both know that I shouldn't be here This is wrong And baby it's killing me, it's killing you Both of us trying to be strong I've got somewhere else to be Promises to keep Someone else who loves me And trusts me fast asleep I've made up my mind There is no turning back She's been good to me And she deserves better than that Chorus: It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To look you in the eye And tell you I don't love you It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie To show no emotion When you start to cry I can't let you see What you mean to me When my hands are tied And my hearts not free We're not meant to be It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do To turn around and walk away Pretending I don't love you I know that we'll meet again Fate has a place and time So you can get on with your life I've got to be cruel to be kind Like Dr. Zhivago All my love I'll be sending And you will never know There can be no happy ending Chorus Maybe another time, another day As much as I want to, I can't stay (Ooh) I've made up my mind There is no turning back She's been good to me And she deserves better than that Chorus I don't want to live a lie What can I do What this doesn’t make sense I thought listening to the song I opened the letter “Dearthis might not make complete sense except for the line ‘We're not meant to be it's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do to turn around and walk away pretending I don't love you but I know you like this song and I do love you with all my heart but I know your heart belongs toand it’ll only keep the right beat if I let you go to be with him it hurts me a lot to do this but I don’t want to cause you pain I’ll get on with my life and I hope you andare happy together I’ll always love youand don’t worry I’ve cancelled the wedding officially you don’t have to worry about a thing accept gettingback love Chad xxXxx” I smiled slightly and picked up the phone and called “What is it?” he asked coldly “I really need you to come to mineplease” I asked “Is everything ok?” he asked concerned “It will be when you get here” I replied and hung up waiting for him it wasn’t long before he was at my door “What is it?” he asked taking me by the shoulders “Well listen” I said and played the song “And read”did as I said and I could see the smile forming on his face he put the letter down by his side and I ran into his arms kissing him like I always wanted to with the love I was allowed to give him without feeling guilty “Thank you for this gift Chad” I said smiling “He really ain’t a bad bloke”replied “But he’ll never come close to you” I said aspicked me up and carried me to my room… ~*~Chad~*~ That was the hardest thing I had to do give her up but I knew I’d be holding her heart down if I didn’t let her go I’ll learn to love again I wish her the best… The End