It's Not Me Chapter 2 ****** I led in bed that night next toI was wide awake and looking athard trying to make her turn intowho’d led next to me at night a few times while andwe’re away it was a comfort thing us just lying together as in friends nothing more but I wished for it to be that I remember going to her house a week afterandhad been gone we’d been doing the comfort thing falling asleep in each others arms and watching TV huddled up together and having a laugh but this time it was different ***Flashback*** “Hey”said hugging me as she opened the door “Hey ” I said and hugged her back we pulled back and she closed the door normally I walked through to the living room or kitchen but I just stood there looking at her from head and foot as she closed the door she turned back round and I grabbed her again and kissed her softly “” she said pushing me away “Sorry” I said looking into her eyes she looked back into mine “I better go” I said and went to open the door but she stopped me “Don’t” she said and I felt her lips brush mine as we kissed… ***End Flashback*** But now that’s all going to change’s takingaway to another country away from me and I won’t be able to see her smile at me or sneak a kiss from her ever again then something came to me but that seemed ridiculous. I turned to my side and let the tears slip down my face… ****** I was led in’s arms he was asleep as I could hear the gentle breathing sound he made when he slept I longed for it to be ’s arms around me but I hadand I’ll always have.andthe happy couple will what it will always be I thought knowing it was a lie I let soft salty tears roll down my cheeks… ****** “Babe you’ve been crying in your sleep” I said toon the next morning “I know must have had a bad dream or something” she replied and looked clueless “Nasty monsters coming to get you” I said and grabbed her she giggled as I kissed her neck and went lower “” she giggled as I kissed and caressed her skin… To be Continued...