It's Not Me Chapter 3 The view was beautiful out here always sunny skieswas on the balcony lying on a sun lounge tanning herself I has to leave for the studio soon to see what more work had to be done “Babe I’m off now” I said stepping out to the balcony “Miss you already”said and gave me a good bye kiss “Bye” I said a bit distantly I was thinking of this kiss it was an unwanted give or it felt like it or maybe she’s just missing England we’d been living here for 6 months now and it was a bit odd to not just be able to walk down the road and knock and’s and’s door… ****** Did I do something wrong? I asked myself I thought about the way he said ‘Bye’ for ages until my thoughts were interrupted by the doorbell “what are you doing here?” I asked surprised “Well that’s a nice way to greet us”said appearing behind “I’m just surprised that’s all” I said with a forced smile “Ice Tea?” I asked letting them in “Please” they replied and took a seat “’s at the studio at the moment” I said going over with the Iced Tea “Really he’s working hard”said “Yeah I know I’ve hardly spent time with him but that’s ok I know about his career I said smiling “So what brings you two here?” I asked “We’re just visiting you two plushas some stuff to do over here, we’re staying over in the holiday place not far from here”said “Why didn’t you say you we’re coming you can stay here if you like” I said “That would be great but we’ve paid the full price for the three weeks and you can’t get it back thanks for the offer though”said “No problem and if your sure” I replied “Yeah we are” “Soyou going to show me around?”asked “Oh yeahyou wanna look to?” I asked “I’ve got to pick up something’s from the supermarket remember I said I’m cooking you dinner tonight and I’ve already seen the place remember”said “Oh yeah” I said with a smile “Well you better get to the supermarket you know where it is?” I asked her “have you forgotten I had to live here for two months” laughed “True” I said and saw her out “Rightready for the grand tour” I joked going back to him “And this would be the master bed room as they say” I laughed walking into mine and’s room “Very nice”said looking around the room I watched him as his eye’s fell upon looking at the bed without thinking I walked over the led on the bed on my front looking at “So you like the house?” I asked “I do very much but it’s not good enough for you”replied I looked at him shocked “Why not?” I asked him, he came closer and bent down beside the bed so he was eye level with me he gently cupped my face in his hands and kissed me I rose up and so did he falling back on the bed without breaking away “Why not?” I asked him again breaking away “Because you’re not living with me”said and kissed my neck taking himself lower down my body moving his hands over my skin that made me treble his touch was incredible and gave me goose bumps every time he touched my skin “Come with me back to England leaveI’ll leavemove in with me babe, marry me, have my children”whispered into my ear as he moved on top of me “I’m home” I heardyell I gasped and pushedoff of me I put the clothes thathad taken away from my body back on “take your clothes get changed in the bathroom and come down when your finished” I said pushing him out the door I walked over and looked in the mirror checking my make up and hair I went downstairs “babe you’ll never guess what” I said and wrapped my arms around his neck and planted a gentle kiss on his lips “What?” he asked “Me”’s voice camelooked over “" what are you doing here”said running over and giving him a macho hug “I’m doing some work over here and thought I’d pop in and see you two’s with me but she’s gone to the supermarket to get some food in cooking me a special meal tonight”said smiling “That’s great so how long you staying for?”asked “Three blissful weeks”said throwing me a glance “Wicked you seen the place?”asked “Yeahwas just showing me around”replied “So you’ve seen how big and beautiful the bedroom is”said “Yeah nice bed”and him laughed then I remembered the bed was left a mess it was immaculate this morning whenleft “Be back in a minute you lads carry on chatting” I said and ran upstairs I stripped the bed and got a clean sheet if I didn’t’s sent would remain there I made the bed and put the rest of the stuff in the wash basket before going back downstairs “Where’s?” I asked looking around “Said he had to go to be back in time for” “Oh right so how has your day been” I askedand put on the dinner “It was good but I’ve got to into the studio more often but it’s only for a week or so I’m sorry but tomorrow night I won’t be here at all you’ll be ok sleeping alone for one night though right?”asked me “I’m sure I’ll manage” I smiled ****** “That smells good babe” I said toas she came in with the dinner two candles were lit in the centre of the table “Well I hope it taste’s good too”replied smiling she kissed me cheek before taking her place “can I ask you something” she said I nodded “I know it’s not the 29th of February but I’ve got to ask you will you marry me?”asked I gasped no I couldn’t I don’t love you I love “my dearestI’m sorry but I don’t won’t to get married yet I hope you don’t mind babe and you’ll never know I might ask you one day in the future” “It’s okit was stupid to ask and at the wrong time”said I kissed her “Thanks for being understanding I’ll wash up for you babe” I said taking the dishes. To Be Continued...