My Soul Pleads For You Chapter 1 *--* “we can’t have this between us anymore” I said as I broke our kiss “Why not?”asked trying to kiss me again but I moved back from him “Because I’ve met someone else” I said I knew I was lying to him but it couldn’t be this way anymore my heart can’t take it “What?” he asked in disbelief “I’m so sorry” I said as he stood there looking broken I walked to our room and started packing my things “I can’t let you go”said taking hold of me by the arms preventing me from packing anymore “please just let me go” I said “I can’t...I love you!” he said “You’re only saying that now because I’m leaving” “No I’m not” “Yes you are cos you never said before until now” I said as I zipped up my suitcase and picked up I left the room followed after me to my car “Don’t make this harder for me” I said “Harder for you? What about me?” I nodded my head gave him one last kiss and got into my car driving off as fast as I could out of his life forever I couldn’t sit around and wait for him to tell me he loved me any longer I thought as I met Derek at the airport “Thanks for buying my car from me” I said as he handed over the sum of money that we had agreed on “Pleasures all mine my daughters going to love it” he said taking the keys from me I smiled at him “Have a good flight” he said as I turned to walk away… *--* “I love you” I said quietly as I watched her car drive off my eyes began to blur as tears came to them I let the tears roll down my cheeks as I walked back inside I just sat on the sofa staring into space trying to come to terms with what had just happened it can’t be true this is a nightmare it has to be I thought as I sawappear in the room from the corner of my eye “You left the door open” he said and I looked at him “what’s the matter?” he asked sitting down next to me “She’s gone” I said “Who’s gone?” he asked “’s gone” I replied “She’ll be back”said “No she won’t she’s left me for someone else for someone who will tell her they love her” I told him “But you do love her” “I know but I made the simple mistake of not telling her that not even once well not until earlier when she was leaving” “That was bad timing to tell her” “I know but I didn’t want her to leave” “Do you know where she’s gone?” “Not a clue” I said with a sigh “Come onshe’ll be back she loves you I know she does you two are meant to be together your soulmates”said I knew he was right but I blew it why didn’t I ever tell her I loved her when I knew I did was I afraid she wouldn’t love me back the way I love her “I’ve gotta move on though I guess” I said getting up from the sofa “Now could you leaveI’m tired and I want to go to bed” I added “Alright mate I’ll see you soon”said and let himself out I went to the bedroom and slipped down to my boxes I got into the cold bed feeling lonely without my arms wrapped aroundprotecting her from anything that could harm her I felt numb not having her here how am I going to protect her now… To Be Continued...