Tears In Heaven-I Will Love You Forever Would you know my name If I saw you in heaven? Would you feel the same If I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven Would you hold my hand If I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand If I saw you in heaven? I'll find my way through night and day 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees Time can break your heart, have you begging please, beggin please Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven Would you hold my hand If I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand If I saw you in heaven? I'll find my way through night and day 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven… and’s life was perfect. They had met five years ago now, andwas eight months pregnant. They met in college for the first time when they were in the same class for design. And it was love at first sight. Either one of them could help feeling such strong passion right in the first eye contact. The nervousism between them everytime they were close was plain to see. Both of them thought that no.one could notice what they felt, but everyone could see that lovedand that loved. A couple of days after they saw each other for the first time,was putting her books on her locker and when she closed the locker’s door was standing in front of her closing his locker as well. She looked at him and though she wanted to move on and prtend she hadn’t seen him she just got frozen staring at him. He was a gorgeous lad. And his body was able to drive any girl mad. But he didn’t know he had so many influence in girls, he was very shy, a quality that made every girl fall for him since high school. found in him her soul mate even without knowing his feelings for her. deep inside she knew they would end up together… how or when, she had no idea, but this much she knew, they were meant to be. And so knew. It was this who made them not run away from each other and stay there looking deeply to each others eyes and not dare to move. They were both standing next to tehir lockers with their books on their hands. stepped forward, so did. They were now close and their books were now on the floor as their lips were together into a passionate kiss and their fingers intwined. That kissed lasted for a long time till the ring of the bell for them to go back to their classes. They were going to have design together now. Both stepped back, and none of them knew very well how to act. *flashback* : erm… im..sorry… : no, no im sorry I don’t know what happened i….i’m going to my class now or else I’ll be late. turned around but dunk got her arm. She looked at him desperate. All she wanted was to run away and hide. : wait. The design classroom is on this side… : right…erm… shall I go then? : of course. let go off her arm but immediately he regreted and took her hand. She looked at him once again. This time happy for feeling his soft and warm hand in hers. : listen… I’ve been trying to have the heart to do this… and I think it’s the moment. I don’t care of we’re gonna be late for the classes or not.. I have to tell you this… because if I don’t do it now I know I never will. So here it goes… since the first moment I saw you that I cant take you out of my head. And if this kiss happened… it had a reason.. and it wasn’t just me… you wanted it too… which makes me think that I’m not the only one feeling something strong. was looking at him like “wow, I could expect everything but this!”. The hands of both were shaking. The books kept on the floor. Every student crossing the corridor stared at them. But they didn’t seem to care.pushed his hand and both went running to the garden outside. They sat in a bench. : I need to tell you this… I think im in love with you…. With this, they kissed. The books kept there on the floor and the teacher waiting for them to start the class. But did they care? No. they were way too happy to think about the design class or the heavy books. *ends flashback* From that day on they started to date, they were the most romantic couple on the college. Everyone envyed them. But they didn’t even know people noticed their love so much. All they knew is that they loved each other more than anything, they didn’t care if they were a popular couple, or a reason of gossip during the breaks. Three years later their courses were done, they were happier than ever before. They could now start to work and who knows,living together. And so they did. Their parents happily approved their romance. One year latergot pregnant. The prove of their love was almost coming to the world, to testify her parents love.was now eight months pregnant, they were so in love after all this time, no-one could destroy such a strong love. Nothing or no-one would put them apart. Was this entirely true? Is it possible than nothing would put them apart? *flashback* It was’s 25th birthday party. : Are you sure you are able to drive? : course I am, I did drink yes, but nothing too much. : are you sure babe? Maybecould drive us home. : yeswe can drive you guys home, there is no problem! : listen guys im ok really. Me and sara will get home safe ok? : well ok, but your girlfriend is pregnant be careful. : course I will. Lets go love? : yes sure. *kiss* well see you guys tomorrow. : don’t forget to call me when you get home. : she will. Night guys. : night mate. helpedgetting in the car. : its ok love im in.lol : you’re not that big, ok? You’re gorgeous. : only you to make me feel happy… im really disgusted… : I’ll try to drive fast so we can get home soon, and then you can rest, ill take you a warm tea to the bed and you’ll sleep like an angel yeah? : everything sounds perfect but drive slowly and carefully love ok? : sure honey.*kiss* started driving and he was being careful, the most careful one can be. He knew he wasn’t feeling very well, he had a huge headache but even though he didn’t want to disappointteeling her he was a bit drunk., as it had never happened before he swore himself it wouldn’t happen never again and thatwouldn’t know he had been drunk. Everything was going well they were almost arriving home, when a car came on the wrong direction and hit right on ’s side. :NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! had stopped breathing immediately.didn’t know how to act.. he was just able to call the ambulance. Then he broke in tears desperate. ’s pov: I was waiting forto call me, I was really worried and so was. We knewwasn’t properly in the conditions to drive.knew it too she just didn’t mean to hurt him and pretended everything was ok. Two hours had passed since we all left the party and nothing. No sign of them, I called andcalled. Both cell phones were off. Short minutes after… they had gotten to know the cruel truth. One month after… : why did you have to live, why??? You should have gone with her…now…I look at you and I remember her everyday…. Every second… - his look full of hate was making the little frightned of her own father… she was such an innocent being.. who had survived like a miracle… she was a miracle… but not a happy miracle, not for duncan anyway.’s face was’s perfect portrait..the same eyes, the same lips shape… a bit smaller… that’s tortured.. he saw the little girl as his biggest curse… He’d have to live with it forever… : you cant hate her duncan..its your baby!! : it hurts! It hurts too much… I lost the only woman ive ever loved… she was my everything… and now…havinghere…she reminds me ofso much… it’s a complete curse… I wish I could forget but I cant… : listen mate… you should be happy your daughter is alive and healthy…she is the reason to keep you alive..think about it… : I just need to be alone now..please… : just think that you’re not the only one suffering with this… your baby will need you a lot… think about her.. whereveris she’s looking after us and… I believe she doesn’t want you to hate the little baby she gave you… Those words madeget his feet back on the ground. As soon asandwalked out the door,took the baby in his arms and hugged her gently tight as he cried so much... as if that baby was his only salvation… the only one person he would hold onto… he stared at the little girl’seyes and whispered… “You’ll always be the only girl in my life… I swear… for mummy…I will never love anyone but you and mummy… you’re my life now baby.. daddy will never, ever leave you…” – at each word a tear streamed down his cheeks… there was such a huge grief and too many sorrow… a pain that could never be washed away… but he would try… he would do his best to love that child and make her feel loved… make her happy, was his goal now. The little baby smiled. Years after…. “Hi mum…Happy birthday…. – the 10 year old girl said as she put some nice white flowers on her mother’s grave – im 10 today as well… …until today I was never able to come here… but today dad gave me enough strength and here I am… here I am to tell you how much I wish you were here with me right now…but I know its impossible… but I also know that you’re here inside my heart.. dad tells me that everyday… you know he says im just like you..everything in me it’s a portrait of you.. that makes me happy… I wanna be just like you.. I wanna live the life you couldn’t live one day… I will be the best daughter just for you.. ill do everything to make you proud of me…Dad says he’s proud of me… im proud of him too… mum..? I know you’re listening to me even though you’re not here… I wanna tell you that dad never loved anyone else but you and me.. I hear him praying everynight.. sometimes he cries too… he cries in silence and he whispers your name… I know he will never love anyone else.. you were the love of his life.. the only one for him… am always trying to find him girlfriends.. but he never wants, don’t get me wrong mum but I wanted him to have someone else to talk without being just me lee and chelsea.. aw by the way..is my godmother... thought I’d tell you that I love her… she’s so nice dad’s always sayin she spoils me… but I like it and she doesn’t mind either! Uncleis the funniest uncle on earth! He always plays a lot with me and all! Love them and I know they love me too! Well you might be tired of listening to me I guess… so ill just leave you these flowers… hope you like them… dad said these were your second favourite.. he wouldn’t let me give your special favourites as he wants to give you them himself.. he’s in love with you.. his eyes stay brighter when he talks about how you were.. how you met.. I love to listen to the stries he tells about you two! Ah well… I have to go now..andare coming to get me for us to go shopping for me.. see, they spoil me! But its my birthday so I know dad wont mind! Happy brithday mum… I love you…” She kissed the flowers and put them down… As she left to meetand,came… “hi darling… Happy birthday… you know I don’t have much to say..I tell you about my days everynight aint it? I just wanted to tell you that I will love forever… I know one day we’ll meet again… but by now im gonna look after our little girl.. she’s ten today! Time flies! She’s gorgeous… as she might have told you.. she’s just like you.. she has grown fast… she is a little woman and im proud of her… and im sure you are as well… I brought your favourite roses…well complained she wanted to bring them, but then I explained her that these mean love and passion.. and that these are special for us..remember how I used to offer one of these every date we had? You used to love them,.. hope you’ll also like them today. Ive learned to face life without you… you were right time heals everything..not quite everything my bed is always cold and I cry when I wake up and you’re not there…But you’re here in my heart and you will always be…I love you more than anything and I always will… I promise to love you until the end of time…Ill belong to you and you’ll belong to me forever…By the way, have I told you I found I could sing? I don’t think im that good but you used to say you loved everything I did even if I was a mess you’d say I was great just to make me happy… so, here’s a song we both loved.. it was our song remember… im gonna sing it for you, although I wont do that good but its my thanks you for everythin u were for me…For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me I'm everything I am Because you loved me “I love you baby… forever…” He put down the red roses…. “the love roses” asalways used to call them and he kissed her photograph… THE END