Trust Above All Things
~*~~*~
I was mad with someone when I left home, so I decided to get in my car and drive all
over the town, I was feeling miserable like I always feel in this past few months.
I parked my car in front of a club called Hypnotize I heard my friends talking
about it so I decided to get in, I started to look all over the place that had 2
environments and a VIP launch, I stayed there for a while but something in the
1st floor got my attention.
The lights all over the place shut down and only a violet light was on the center of
the mini stage, a familiar song started to play and a girl appeared, she was
dressing a black leather trouser that fit her body so well, a black shirtwaist
with the back opened and high hill boots.
She came to my direction and started to sing.
“Baby you pretend that things ain`t what they seem
All this tension on telling just exactly what we should be
Now I don’t mind us being some kind casual thing
Listen all I want to do right now is have your contact on me”
She said that and I started to trip all over her body.
“Can you put your hands on my waistline
Want your skin up against mine
Move my hips to the baseline
Let me get mine you get yours.
Hang a please don’t disturb sign
Put my back into a slow grind
sending chills up and down my spine
Let me get mine you get yours”
I heard what she was singing and to me was like she was calling me to go with her.
“If you see me with a man understand that you can’t question me
The feelings that you caught, ain`t my fault can’t help your jealousy”
She started to walk singing all over the place pulling me by my necktie.
“If you can handle the fact that what we have has get to be commitment free
Then we can keep this undercover loving `comin `hidden underneath the sheets”
When she said that, she threw my necktie away and started to open my shirt in
front of everyone.
“Can you put your hands on my waistline
Want your skin up against mine
Move my hips to the baseline
Let me get mine you get yours
Hang a please don’t disturb sign
Put my back into a slow grind
sending chills up and down my spine
Let me get mine you get yours”
She sat me on a chair, put her foot between my legs and started to sing very close
to my face.
“Now Listen…
So come on and freak my body we can get nasty, naughty
All night a private party
It ain`t about the kissing and hugging `cause this is a physical loving`
Straight sweating`, our bodies are rubbing`
Gotta hit that spot just right work me like a 9 to 5”
She got very close to my ear and I was losing my mind.
”We have a physical thing
We make love, but don’t fall in love
(let me get mine you get yours)
We spend time
Just enough so you get yours and I get mine
No strings attached
I want your body,
Not your heart”
She pulled my head back and went back to the stage.
“Put your hands on my waistline
Want your skin up against mine
Move my hips to the baseline
Let me get mine you get yours.
Hang a please don’t disturb sign
Put my back into a slow grind”
When I looked at her again she started to make me go ‘till her, and sure I did.
“Sending chills up and down my spine
Let me get mine you get yours”
I got close to her and she put one of her hands on my face.
“Come here
Don’t be shy
I won’t bite
Let me get mine, you get yours”
Oh man, that girl was so fine, she finished the song, smiled and gave me a wink right
after that she left the stage. Everyone was crazy about her, that body…she had a
beautiful and shine black hair and the perfume…oh my God it was so sweet that I’m
still smelling it, oh and I can’t forget to say something about her skin, it was the
color of cinnamon and was so soft. I’m all sweating just thinking about her.
So right after that I went to the bar and asked a scotch with ice.
_Hey bartender, can you tell me who is that girl? – I asked drinking.
_The one who sang to you? Who doesn’t know her, man? Everyone here knowsvery
well that’s why the house is always full on Saturdays.
_Thank you, do you know where I can talk to her?
_You got be kidding me right? What makes you think that a girl like her will give
you a chance? – The bartender said laughing at me.
I left the bar, and there she was again; singing and dancing; I was hypnotized by
her but something was holding me back.
~*~~*~
_Heya Red Bull please! – I said sitting on the counter.
_Here beauty! –said hugging me.
_You see that bloke over there? – He said pointing to the guy I sang.
_Yeah, what about him?
_He was asking about you, you think he has a chance more than me?
_what we had was just one night stand get over it mate! – I said jumping from
the counter and walking ‘till the guy. – A bird told me that you were asking about
me, is it true?
_Yes, I was curious about you. – The insolent said drinking my Red Bull. – My name
by the way isand I don’t think I heard yours.
_You couldn’t hear ‘cause I never said…but my name isbut call me
like everyone else.
_I don’t want to be like everyone else, can I call you? – He said leading me
to the dance floor.
_Sure is a bit confused to me but call me whatever you want to.
We danced two songs I guess, I wasn’t paying to much attention on it, when we stopped
his mobile started to ring.
_What…no I won’t be at home tonight see you tomorrow, goodnight! – He said
with a mad face.
_Are you mad with someone?
_My lil’ sister, don’t worry…so can we go to a private place? – He said placing his
hands on my waistline.
_Sure, I have my dressing room.
We got in my dressing room and he started with a small talk that was driving me insane.
_So…that’s the reason why I’m here now!
_To tell the true I don’t even heard what you just said…could you please tell me why
are you really here with me now? – I said sitting in my chair.
_I don’t know…I just…
I stood up and kissed him, at first he was a little tense but then he was very
comfortable. Everything was going well, he was really freaking my body and hitting
the right spots. After that we went to my flat and continued our fun there, under the
covers, in my living room; in the kitchen table and when our bodies were all sweat
and I thought he was tired he lead me to my bathroom to take a shower with him.
Around 5:30am we finally stopped and fell asleep, I woke up at 11am when I heard
the doorbell.
_Heyyou locked the door with the latchkey…did you forget that I live here
too? –said entering beforeopened the door.
_I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to lock you outside hun, can you forgive me? – I said
giving her a cup of coffee.
_Sure, but please do not do this again.
_I totally forgot that you would come back today, how was your week with your
family? – I said closing my robe.
_You know my mother…but and you?
_I’m with a guy here…
_A guy? What guy? –said smiling.
~*~~*~
I heard some girls talking so I got up and went to the living room.
_Heycan I take a shower? – I said messing my own hair.
_Sure…ohthis is my matewe live together here. –said laughing.
_Hi, nice to meet you…I’m gonna take a shower and be right back!
I went to the bathroom and I could hear the girls’ laughing, that was when I realized
that I was naked when I was in the living room.
I took a shower; went back to her bedroom; put my clothes on and when I looked at
my mobile I’d realized that I should be at home hours ago.
_Hey, I have to go home now. – I said picking my shoes.
_Now? You don’t want to have breakfast first?
_No, I really have to go. Can we meet later? – I said kissing her.
_Sure, but tonight I have to work. – She said giving me my car keys.
_, tonight I can’t stay that longer so I’ll only appear to see you, is it ok for
you hun? – I said kissing her again.
_Fine don’t worry. This in my mobile number call me later if you want.
_Of course I want, I left my number on your bed, see you later andnice to
meet you. – I said running to my car.
~*~~*~
_Weird huh?! –said going to her bedroom.
_Yeah…but he’s cute and good in bed.
_So how was your show yesterday? –said smiling and throwing herself in
her bed.
_Great, I mean that’s whywoke up here today…butwere pissing me off.
_Why? ’Cause of? Oh hun, tell that he got over you.
_you know he didn’t, but I’m working on it, so I’ll go take a shower I
have to work in an hour.
_Hey, why do you have two jobs?
_I don’t know, money I guess, if you want you can go have lunch at the diner today.
_Ok…I see you later at the diner.
I took a shower, packed my things and left to work; when I got there I saw
sat at the counter.
_Hello beauty!
_Hi, what are you doing here? – I said putting my white apron.
_A coffee would be nice and warm…it’s really cold today. – He said taking my hand.
_Fine I’ll get your warm coffee and a chocolate muffin, happy? – I said going to pick
his coffee.
_No! I’ll be gladder if you tell me that you slept alone last night.
_Come on… - I said giving him the things he asked for. – This is not of your business
mate so chill out and eat your muffin I have lots of things to do today ok! – I said
walking away.
paid his bill and left the diner without talking to me, during all day I
waited for’s call but he didn’t and the only call I got today was from
saying that she wont have lunch with me. At 6:30pm I went back home; took a
shower and left to the club with.
~*~~*~
After I left’s house, I went back to my house and when I got there I saw my
mates all sat in my kitchen table.
_,,what are you all doing here together guys? – I said
taking a bottle of water from the fridge.
_called us here, where were you? –asked taking the bottle from
my hand.
_In a club, why? – I asked clueless.
_Why? –asked with a mad face. –was worried with you stupid!
_Come on, you couldn’t be there ‘till now. –said opening my fridge. – Where
were you? – He said giving an apple toand taking a beer for himself.
_Guys I told you I was in a club and then I stayed in a Hotel… it’s only
11:45am drop this beer mate.
_… –said entering in the kitchen.
_Hi and bye! – I said going up the stairs. – Guys I talk to you later! – I yelled
to them.
_I wanna talk to you… – She said coming after me.
_But I don’t, now leave me alone! – I said locking the bathroom door.
_I’m your wife, I deserve to know where were you last night. – She said knocking
like an insane.
I turned on the stereo that I kept in my bathroom and put “U Remind Me” from
Usher louder than I could.
After a few minutes my mates left my house and she gave up, after shower I
locked myself in my studio at home and when it was almost 7pm I left the studio
and went to my closet to change my clothes.
_Where are you going now? – I sawsat on our bed.
_I need to get out of here. – I said changing my clothes.
_I’m telling you, I’m tired of this shit and you are not helping here! – She
said throwing a portrait on me.
_Are you insane or lost your mind? You just hurt me! – I said when I put
my hand in my head and saw some blood.
_No, you are! You are throwing our marriage away…why can’t I go with you, huh? – She
said pulling me out of the room.
_Because I don’t want to, shut up ok!? This is all your fault , your fault
not mine, you lied to me all the time even before we got married, did you
remember? Answer me! – I said nervous.
_I can’t believe you, you are just unbelievable.
took her car keys and left to her mother’s house, I put on my jacket and left
to see.
~*~~*~
I was on the stage when I sawtalking with; he was with a weird face,
like he was sad or something. I finished my show at the club and went to talk to him.
_Hey you came! – I said kissing him on the cheek.
_Hi! Can we talk out of here? – He asked looking at the floor.
_Sure, what’s wrong? – I asked worried.
_I’ll tell you everything…
_do you mind if…
_Go home, I’ll stay here don’t worry ok? –said hugging me.
_Thank you hun. – I said going to my change my clothes. – I’ll meet you at
my car ok?
_Fine! –said brushing his lips on mine.
I put on my white jeans, my baby-blue shirt and my white jacket; I left the dressing
room anddrove us to my flat and when I got theresat in my sofa laid down
his head and crossed his fingers.
_So…what do you wanna talk about it? – I asked sitting on my coffee table and
put my hands on his knees.
_I’m married! – He said shocking me.
_Gosh! I can’t believe how stupid I am. – I said standing up.
_Listen to me, I’m not happy withshe’s not… – He said walking around
my living room.
_I know what are you going to say, she’s not good to you, never is around and you
never loved her, am I right? This is always the excuse that guys like you use to
cheat on us! – I said pushing him.
_Right, I shouldn’t have cheat on her, but she lied to me and I can keep
this only for myself.
_Your wife lies to you and you cheat on her, how convenient huh ? I don’t wanna
hear, I know what you will say now too, you will leave her soon to be with me. – I said
sitting on my sofa.
_Shut up and let me talk please, I really need to talk about it and if after
that you still not believe in me, I’ll leave your flat and you will never hear from
me again. – He said sitting on the floor in front of me.
~*~~*~
I sat in front of her and placed my hands on her knees.
_I met8 months ago, we started to go out and a month after she told me she
was pregnant, I was going crazy with her ‘cause she told that her family were all
conservative and they would kill her for that, so we decided to get married without
telling them she was pregnant, I only knew her for about 2 months and we got
married, all that was insane and the time started to run fast and it was when she
told me that she wasn’t pregnant. – I said laying my head on her legs.
_She had a miss-carriage? – She asked caressing my hair.
_No…she lied to me, she wasn’t pregnant, she said that only to force me to get married,
and since I discovered that I’ve been trying to get divorced but I can’t! – I said as
she was making me relax.
_Why can’t you leave her? –said sitting on the floor with me.
_Every time we talk about that she freaks out and leaves to her mother’s house and
then her mother calls me saying that she’s trying to kill herself and
etc. – I said holding her.
_Come on! You gotta have a real conversation with her and put an end on it
, you’ll be happy and I bet she’ll be happy too, you have to make her understand
your situation. Got it hun?
We hugged and I spent the night in her house. In the morning I had breakfast with
her andand then I called mates and told them to meet me at ’s house.
~*~~*~
After we finished breakfast, his mates got in my flat.
_Hi we’re looking for. Is he here? – A guy with blue eyes said.
_Yeah, come on in…he’s in the living room with Cathy.
_I am Duncan. – The guy witheyes said staring at me.
_Hi, I’m… – I said introducing myself.
_Sure, this isand that bloke behind him is. –said entering
in my house with the other guys.
I said a simple “Hi” to the guys andand I went to my bedroom and the
guys stayed there talking. I guess that 30min later,called us and we went
to the living room with him.
_I told the guys the whole story, about’s lies and about you and me.
_What about us? – I said sitting beside him.
_Don’t worry hun, they already know that I’m with you. –said smiling at me.
_Are we together? – I asked as everyone looked at me. – What I didn’t know ‘till
now that we were together. – I said looking at them.
_…calm down! –said sitting beside me.
_Wait! –said confused. – Whycalled youandcalled you
and you told us that your name was? – He continued.
_my name really isbutcalled mebecause he wanted
to be different from the others who by the way call me. Got it? – I asked him
who smiled.
_Sorry now I got it!
Through the day,, the guys and I talked about’s problems and
decided to talk withabout them.
and the guys’
left and a few hours laterand I went to the club, I went to my dressing room
withto change my clothes.
_Are you ok? –asked.
_Yeah a bit confused but ok, I’ll change my clothes and as soon asgot here
can you call me,? I am worried about him.
_Sure, but don’t worry, I’m sure he’s ok!
said that and left me alone, I’ve changed my clothes, I put on a purple
one shoulder dress with a black pair of shoes with a purple lace on the back, I made
a pony-tail on my hair and went to the stage.
I started to sing and when I was on my third song I saw the guys sitting next to
,smiled at me and for some reason took’s hand,and
were looking happy in their ways and I started to feel good again, I
wasn’t feeling the girl who stole a married guy from his wife anymore. I was
about to finish my show when I sawcoming to the stage he send me a kiss
and gave me a red rose, and I started to sing my last song.
I feel it, it's coming…
[chorus]
Rain, feel it on my finger tips
Hear it on my window pane
Your love's coming down like
Rain, wash away my sorrow
Take away my pain
Your love's coming down like rain
When your lips are burning mine
And you take the time to tell me how you feel
When you listen to my words
And I know you've heard, I know it's real
Rain is what this thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your
[chorus]
When you looked into my eyes
And you said goodbye could you see my tears
When I turned the other way
Did you hear me say
I'd wait for all the dark clouds bursting in a perfect sky
You promised me when you said goodbye
That you'd return when the storm was done
And now I'll wait for the light, I'll wait for the sun
Till I feel your
[chorus]
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say, never go away
Waiting is the hardest thing
(It's strange I feel like I've known you before)
I tell myself that if I believe in you
(And I want to understand you)
In the dream of you
(More and more)
With all my heart and all my soul
(When I'm with you)
That by sheer force of will
(I feel like a magical child)
I will raise you from the ground
(Everything strange)
And without a sound you'll appear
(Everything wild)
And surrender to me, to love
Rain is what the thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your
Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like
[repeat]
[chorus]
Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like…
I was about to sing the 2 last sentences of the song when I saw turning off
my microphone and all the lights of the club shut down and only one stayed lighting me.
_Hi, everyone…can you see this slut on the stage, I guess her name isI
don’t know and don’t care if it’s right... – I saw a girl with curly blonde hair
talking on the microphone. – But she stole my husband from me ‘cause he told
me today he’s leaving me to be with her, isn’t that great? – The girl said going
down the stairs. – So I’m only here now, to show to all of you that this stupid
slut can do the same thing she did to me with your boyfriends or husbands. This slut
don’t care if you have a happy home or not, she just care about herself and just
want to destroy everything. – She said stopping next to me.
~*~~*~
_Stop it! – I said trying to take the microphone out of her hand.
_No, I won’t stop. Is everyone watching what my husband is doing to me because
of this bimbo?
_come on stop it! –said getting close to her.
_All of you here tonight can see she seduced his mates too right? Soyou
really wanna leave me to be with this piece of crap? She doesn’t worth a nickel
honey! –said pointing to Lynn who was almost crying.
_I’ll take you out of here right now!
_No I won’t go with you, you wanna leave our home to be with this girl you met 3
nights ago and I can’t accept that. –said smiling to.
_I’m not leaving you ‘cause of! – I said taking the microphone from
her. _I’m leaving you because you made my life become a hell, you lied to me,
you told me you were pregnant just for us to get married, I do not love you
I can’t stand your presence in my bed every night. I only stayed with you because
everutime I said I was leaving you said you would kill yourself that’s why
that’s I’m leaving you, not because ofor any other girl, it’s only because
you lied and used me all the time since the beginning. – I said going towards
. – And you, stupid, turn on these lights right now before I kick your ass ok
mate? – I said really mad.
_Of course man, sorry! –said with a scared face.
_Now to everyone hear ok,has nothing to do with the end of my marriage with
so everyone can stop looking at her like she was guilty ‘cause she’s
NOT! Andyou better go home now and call your mother to help you to take
all your belongings out of my house, did I make myself clear? – I said looking
straight into her eyes.
_I really hate you! – She said walking away.
_I hate you since we got married. – I said looking at my mates who were very
happy for me.
_I’ll go change my clothes. –said going down the stage.
_Hey you don’t need to change your clothes you look beautiful. – I said holding
her in my arms.
_Are we ok? – She asked kissing me.
_Of course we are, and I guess now we are a couple! – I said smiling.
~*~~*~
_Of course we are! – I said jumping on his lap.
_I’m glad you are happy; can you forget everythingsaid about you? –
said with a bright smile.
_who? – I said andand the guys smiled.
After that dayhad some problems withbut now everything is ok,
she’s living in another city with her parents,after 3 months dating
now live in our flat with us,andnow live within his
old house…Welland I are doing great in our relationship and the best thing
we built together was always trusting in each other and never ever lie no matter
what! We don’t talk about marriage buttalk about moving in with me and have
kids, but I still don’t know when all this will happen, I only know that we are
happy together and that we love each other very much.
The End.