Whith Hands Tied And Heart Not Free





_2 years huh? –said smiling.
_Yeah, I can’t believe that you did it mate!
_Neither do I, do you wanna go to a pub with me or something? – asked walking 
beside her.
_Sure, but don’t you think your wife will be worried with you?
_is a sweet woman and now that she’s pregnant I bet she won’t care 
if I stay out for a couple of hours. Shall we? – He said opening the 
car door for her.
They went to the pub and started to chat like on the old days.
_Do you remember the day we’ve met? –asked.
_God, that was 3 years ago…
Flash Back…
_Hey you! –yelled.
_What? –asked getting out of her car. _May I help you?
_I was going to park my car on that space.
_So… - She said smiling.
_Forget it…
_Is important to you park here? – She asked being nice.
_… It’s because is near my office… just forget it ok. – He said walking away.
Later that same day in a coffee shop.
_So… you parked your car? –asked sitting next to him on the counter.
_Yeah, and sorry for been rude with you this morning, I’m by-the-way!
_Don’t worry, I’m nice to meet you.
End Of Flash Back
_I was so rude with you that morning.
_I noticed… - She said touching his hand.
_But even though you kept being nice with me. – He said holding and squeezing 
her hands. 
_Yeah, after that we’ve became friends.
_I know, do you remember our first date? – He said with the most beautiful smile.
Flash Back 2 years and half ago…
_, I know we are friends and everything but I wanna go out with you. – He 
said standing in front of her.
_I thought you would never ask me. – She said brushing her lips on’s.
On the next day at night…
_I loved the night we had yesterday.
_Me too. – She said holding him tight.
_I guess now when we go out, I’ll introduce you as my girlfriend not my girl 
friend. – He said smiling.
_Yeah I guess, I don’t know if it’s right to say this now but I love you.
_I think is right ‘cause I love you too.
End Of Flash Back.
_Yeah, after that we started a great relationship.
_And that’s why we are here celebrating my 2 years without smoking. Because 
you convinced me to quit it!
_I don’t know why it ended… -said a little bit sad.
_Neither do I, I guess we fought about some stupid reason and stop talking 
with each other.
_I remember now, it was because of a movie that we saw and had different opinions 
about it. Now it seems very stupid it! – She said laughing.
_At least we became friends again.
_Only 3 months after that…but I’m over it now.
_It was when I metand a year later we got married. – He said drinking 
his beer.
_I was there, I saw you getting married and I got the braids bouquet. – She 
said messing his hair.
_I know, and in a month I’ll be a dad.
_I’m happy for you and. –said hugging him.
_Me too. – He said caressing her hair.
_You just called me? – She said whispering in his ear. _You only called me when we were dating.
_I wish we never had that fight! – He said looking into her eyes.
_I wish that too!
They started to kiss so calmly like on they first kiss,
was feeling happy 
coz that was happening and so‘cause she was still in love with him.
_I’m gonna make a phone call, can you wait for me in my car? – 
said giving her little kisses.
_Are you sure?
_Yes please…- He said hugging her again.
went to wait for him at the car andcalled to his wife.
_Hello!
_sweetheart, it’s me babe, I am just calling you to say that I’ll be 
out for the night.
_Why hun? Something wrong?
_Nonot at all, I just have a lot of work to finish here and I don’t 
wanna wake you up when I got home.
_Ok, see you in the morning hun.
_Goodnight. – He hung up the phone and went to meet. _Ready 
to go? –said.
_To go? Where? – She asked getting in the car.
_Your flat!
drove all the way to her flat kissing her and being all tender and caring 
with her, when they got in the flat, he sat in the sofa.
_I really wanna be with you tonight! – He said sitting her next to him.
_I really want that too… - She said kissing him.
_Can we slow dawn the things a little? We always did this with no rush and 
I don’t wanna rush the things now. – He said carefully unzipping her jacket.
_You were always like this enjoying every moment. – She said admiring him.
_I can’t believe this is really happening to us again. –said unbuttoning 
his white shirt.
started to give sweet kisses on’s chest, she slide her hands 
on his shoulder making the shirt fall down, he was holding her by the waist 
line and when she did that kissing his shoulder,squeezed his hands on 
her waist line and kissed her hard. He threw her jacket on the floor and slowly 
turned her back and kissing her back he started to unzip her dress, he turned 
her to him again and continued kissing,took off his belt and his 
pants, they started to slide to the floor.was making sure that she 
was comfortable whentook off her bra and put her body very close to 
his,’s breathing was makinggoing crazy and he was tripping 
with the things that she was doing with him.
All the love they felt 2 years ago was still living in their hearts and they 
felt everything again on that night,andfinished the night in 
the bedroom and it was whenand her laid in each other’s arms they started 
to talk.
_What are we gonna do now? – She said kissing his chest.
_Nothing… - He said caressing her back.. _We know we can’t do anything.
_Do you love?
_No…but I care for her that’s all.
_So why we cannot be together? – She asked sitting in the bed.
_I’m married; I can’t leave her now she’s pregnant and in a month we’ll 
have a baby. – He said looking at her.
_But you do not love her! –said with a sad face.
_But she’s the mother of my child and I can’t leave her alone , not 
now. –said laying her in the bed with him.
_I hate this situation.
_Me too, more than anything.
kissed her forehead and started to caress her hair, she fell asleep and 
started to look at her, he knew he was breaking her heart in a million peaces 
‘cause that was happening to him too.
He covered her and turned off the shade lamp and sat in the her living room and 
started to think, in the morningleft the flat for a few minutes, when 
he got backkissed her when she was sleeping, kissed the white long rose 
he bought and put it beside her at the bed with a white envelope.
left the 
flat and an hour laterwoke up and saw the rose, she picked up the 
rose and kissed it, put on her robe and went smiling to the living room with 
the envelope in her hands.
_are you still here? – She said smelling the rose.
When she noticed that he wasn’t thereput the rose on her dinner table 
and opened the envelope.
“, I know I’m hurting you now but I’m hurt too…I’m sorry I can’t do 
this…I hope you can understand methrough this song.

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that 
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you 

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending 
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
t's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do(oo eyah)
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry(oh baby I)
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be(oo)
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
Don't wanna live a lie 
What to do
t's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do(oo eyah)
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry(oh baby I)
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be(oo)
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you…
Don't wanna live a lie 
What to do

I’m really sorry… Love you always
                              .”

Tears started to roll down from her eyes, she let the paper fall down from her 
hands and went to the window holding her white long rose when she looked down 
she sawholding the same rose on the other side of the street, he kissed 
the rose and walked away without looking back,kissed the rose as well 
and crying she closed her curtain putting an end on what they had last night.

*The End*