Jonathan Berger's Poetry: Poem of the Day
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OBESE CHIHUAHUA

I don't listen to what you say
or act much on your feelings and opinions
and vital core-beliefs.
Is it because I disagree,
or some subconscious fear-based denial
or that I just don't care?
I don't know
but I ignore you.

I'm jealous of the boys you knew before
and the boys you know now
and the boys who know more than I do
and afraid that you might say "No"
and so much more.

I am an obese chihuahua
petty and over-sized all at once
I can't imagine what you'd see in me
but really, am amazed and horrified that you might not.

At the sight of your affection
I turn into vermin
turn tail and run.
Scurry into some hidey hole of my mind
once you see through with the same ease
that everyone else does.

I am small and swell-headed.
I am curious about the stupidest things.
I am just like the last boy you liked
(who was a mistake)
but without his charm.

I am the wrong choice for you to make
and I hope to God you do.