Forever & Always

Hey Andrew,

This has been a slight work in progress. Mostly an idea in my mind for a short period of time. The most trouble I've had is working out what I would like to include. But hey in the end I think I did well. 

So A Big happy V day to you. I think it's about time I said that "I love you" again. I don't think I've mentioned it enough on this site. "I love you." I have to admit this is such a strange medium to be expressing how i feel for you. It just feels so wrong. But i love you so i'm gonna try hard to express that.

What i thought of doing is try and capture every moment that means something to us. But i can't find decent pictures of the zoo, and i doubt (or at least their shouldn't be) there are any pictures on the net including our bedrooms. And again i doubt that there is any pictures including any other of our special places.

It's strange that here i am talking to you on both phone, and MSN and i can't think of anything to tell you in this right now, that i haven't said 1000 times before. Maybe I've said all the great and awesome things, and am only left with things are only good or are okay. I am really starting to rack my brain here for something new to say.

Here's something.... I don't think i've put this down in writing before, but I need you. I not only want to have you around and want you by my side, but i was thinking the other night that everyone of my dreams i cannot do by myself. I really should be able to do it all just me and God, but ever since i first kissed you, i've drawn a sort of strength from you - not the sort of strength i've given you, but a sort of motivation of sorts. It's hard to explain, but I'm going to try.

Maybe it's just the fact that i have your support (at least so i thinkn i do) and if i fail i let you down too. Or maybe it's just the whole support thing. I'm sure that mum and everyone else thinks i'm not going to get very far in my chosen profession, and here's you coming from a similar profession and being able to relate to that i suppose helps. I don't know, i'm probably confused you, but the point of all that is to tell you : thank you for being there.

Just one last thing before i sign off - I love you heaps.

All my love, now, forever and always.

Tasch

xoxo