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I don't want to die, I just want to go. All these thoughts inside my head, this frown upon my brow, these tears in my eyes. I want to skip them. Don't want to be here, just want to go I'd thought this feeling was just me not wanting to do a damn thing. But it's not. I just don't want to be here anymore. I've always known my future will be better. Always known that I'd be happiest on my own. I wish I could skip this time. Can't I just skip ahead to the happier times? I want to leave this time that I'm in. I wish I could warp ahead. The things I thought I had, I never did. I thought I was smart, but I'm just average. I thought I could draw, I suck! I thought I was nice, but I just don't know when to quit. I have not talent. I'm so average, so unoriginal. I thought I was special, different. I thought I would be somebody, damn was I ever stupid. I used to believe in myself, but turns out, I'm a bad investment. Where am I gonna be? Where's my future at? I can't do shit! I just want out. I just want to live and to be happy. Why can't I be happy? |
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