My Life

Married with children, alone and depressed, is my day to day life, sometimes I wonder, why I became his wife going nowhere, seeing no one, is how he wants it for me washing dishes, being his maid, is all I'll ever be the children I love, that I'll never deny they love us both, so I decide to try I tell him my feelings, my words he does not hear I want to leave, just walk away, but all I have is fear after sleepless nights, and restless days a decision is made, I can no longer stay I pack our things, I stop at the door look at him, and say, I just can't take it anymore tears are shed, at the final goodbye he begs me to stay, I leave with a sigh as time goes by, I feel free and alive I finally realize, that I'll survive I'm living a life, where everything's new I'm too happy, to feel blue a man enters my life, I tell him my story he's too good to be true, I try not to worry I let down my guard, and he finds my heart to tell him how I feel, Oh, how do i start? the time never comes, I get scared and run I tell him I'm sorry, our relationships done back to my old life I ran, the prison I knew I'll always regret, not saying, I love you