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i'm glad i had the swan princess



i forgot when this was, must have been somewhere in middle school. it was like 10 at night on a weekend, and me and ness were in our room in our pajamas just kinda talking. i think she was on her bed picking at her toenails or something and i was sitting on my bed. then i heard rustling outside her window and i'm like ness, did you hear that? but she didn't. so i crept to the window and looked outside and saw white, like it was a white tee-shirt... i'm like "ness, there's someone out there." and she's like "what? no there isn't" and she looked and she couldn't see anything. so i'm like "there's someone sitting right there, in a white shirt. but that's crazy i guess cause if there was, they would be able to hear me and would run away, wouldn't they?" and she's like "yeah."

i stuck my head really close to the window and peered out into the dark and i still saw the shirt. hmmm. i went into zoe's room and said "i think there's someone outside" and she's like "what?" and got all scared and said, "i just changed! ew!" and was all freaked out and there was rustling by her window too. dad comes walking along and we tell him and he's like "what!" he goes out the front door, i'm like "dad" cause i was worried, i dunno, i was young. i follow him carefully and he sees these two kids, one by each window, and he's like "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING, GET OUT OF HERE!" and the two dudes start running down the street away from my house.

i was like "dad, what were they doing? why were they just watching us?" and he's like "they weren't just watching you... jesus... geez..." cursing and stuff. i was dumb ok. it took me a while to understand that they were jerking off or something. i kinda figured out they must've been doing that, i went in to talk to ness and i'm like "i wasn't even doing anything! its not like i was dancing or anything, and i'm wearing a teeshirt and pajama pants, that's not sexy!" and zoe was totally freaked out cause she had changed into pj's when the guy was watching her.

so i was completely repulsed and was shaking and zoe's like "let's watch the swan princess!" a cartoon movie that's so completely silly and happy but actually pretty good. i think ness just went to sleep or something but me and zoe stayed up watching it, every so often running to the back door to see if anyone was there... we closed the blinds all the way to the bottom so it was absolutely impermeable. dad walked around the house cursing and swooshing his hair around with his hand and checking the back door. after the movie i wanted to watch it again but it was late so dad sent us to bed. for a long time after that i was always freaked out about people watching me from outside. i didn't tell any of my friends about it because it was so gross and made me feel disgusting. i didn't even want mom to know about it. eugh. i hate guys sometimes.

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