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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Mon, 4 February 2008 10:50 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Not About Showing Off My Ability
Sometimes when certain people implementing their pressures on me and I showed no significant negative responses like they wanted, it made them think that I was just wanting to show off my ability. I think I need to keep reminding here to anyone who also read this, that this is not about showing off my ability. I am just an oridnary human with no special ability. This is about my consent to move to the eternity by tracking any signs that could strengthen the reasons and the power for my moving to the eternity.
Date: Mon, 4 February 2008 10:55 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Site Plan Like "P", Paris Hilton Is About My Bridge to Heaven
The above picture is the site plan of Green Valley Residence, and it does look like a letter "P", like representing Paris Hilton. Before certain persons began to think of negative things about this, I should explain here that my relationship with Paris Hilton is about my treating her as my bridge to heaven, in accordance to my consent to move to the eternity. The consequence is that it means I should be serious about the appearance of this housing project which site plan looks like ":P". Now the important thing is, if this Green Valley Residence is representing Paris Hilton to strengthen my moving to the eternity, so what should I do with this? Since I am not the owner of this housing project, of course it will not be depending on me about what I should do. But at least I had proposed an idea to Mr. Wardy about the possibility of my being there as a Counter Sales person while also producing paintings. And it would be probably along with my staying there as a boarder like mentioned in my previous letter James Bond "Indekos" . If in fact I would not be accepted as a Counter Sales, then I could also stay there to only producing paintings. But then again, since I am not the owner of this housing project, of course it will not be depending on me about what I should do.
Date: Mon, 4 February 2008 11:04 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: No Em End As End
On 30 January 2008, there was the news on TV about a riot inside a university campus of Nommensen, North Sumatera. Some students broke the glass windows and doors of the campus using wooden sticks, as their protest for the decision of the university head to give sanction to 40 students, 16 of them were terminated and the rest were suspended. Of course I have no right to get involve in this case since I am only an outsider. But for me it brings a strong message related with Paris Hilton and my consent to move to the eternity. The campus name, Nommensen, for me sounds like "No Em End As End". Like I have often mentioned before, my aunt Emma is still alive today after her husband died a few years ago. So this "No Em End" has the meaning of there should be no Emma died in replacement with my own death. In this case, since I am treating Paris Hilton as my bridge to heaven, so there should be no changing of my death destiny with Paris Hilton. It is important for my concern because of what happened to Lady Diana in 1997. Whereas after I wrote her some letters and produced some paintings about her because I thought her name Lady Di that sounds like "die" could strengthen my own death, yet it was her who later on died while I am still alive up till now. So now I wish to God that there will be no changing of my death destiny with Paris Hilton, or anyone else. Because I am the one who has the consent to move to the eternity.
Date: Mon, 4 February 2008 11:19 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: "Nasi Sudah Jadi Bubur", "Water Over the Dam"
Something more about Green Valley Residence is related to its location at Cibubur. There is an Indonesian phrase related with the word "bubur", which is "Nasi Sudah Menjadi Bubur". Translated freely, it will be "The Cooked Rice Had Turned to Become Porridge", and the meaning of this phrase is when something had happened that nothing else can be done to stop it. It is because porridge is from cooked rice but more scrambled and would never return to its previous shape. Like when something had happened and can not get back to its previous situation anymore. It has the same meaning with the English phrase of "Water Over the Dam". And if it was connected with hurricane Katrina in 2005, it did happened literally, the water did breached over the dam and caused flood to New Orleans, caused most part of New Orleans to submerge. This similarity seems like a caution for me, not to become someone who would cause any huge disasters like that, because when it had happened then nobody can stop it. May God help me not to waste any good opportunities especially those related with my consent to move to the eternity.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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