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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Thu, 6 March 2008 10:18 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Grammy Awards for Amy Winehouse, After My Amy Grant Letter
50th Annual Grammy Awards held in Los Angeles, California February 10, 2008, gives Amy Winehouse some awards, for the Record Of The Year, Song Of The Year, Best New Artist, Best Female Pop Vocal Performance, Best Pop Vocal Album. It happened after my previous letter of 6 April 2007, "Whistling My Lyrics", where I wrote about Amy Grant :"............Then two other songs, the "Black Or White" of Michael Jackson and "That's What Love is For" from Amy Grant. Those two songs have the melody from my whistle a few moment before it were released..........". Amy Grant has won six Grammy Awards in the nineties. For me those Grammy Awards for Amy Winehouse after my writing previous letter about Amy Grant becomes something special in my appreciation for the music of the world. While also wondering, what is really going on with me.............
Date: Fri, 7 March 2008 9:55 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Oscar 2008 With Some Messages of My Consent
This year's Oscar held in Kodak Theater in Hollywood, California on 24 February 2008, gives meaningful moment for me regarding my consent to move out of this world to the eternity. Best motion picture of the year obtained by "No Country for Old Men", that also obtained Oscars for Adapted screenplay and Achievement in directing, like a message for me that I should not live until old age, there will be no country for me to live. I should meet the end of my life soon, probably in 2010 from a car accident like mentioned in my letters following the car accident of Taufik Savalas. Best actor obtained by Daniel Day-Lewis. His middle name "Day" is like containing the name of Lady Di, sounds a little bit like the word "die". He got the Oscar for best actor for his work in 'There Will Be Blood', if I should meet the end of my life, probably in 2010, from a car accident like mentioned in my letters following the car accident of Taufik Savalas, then there will be blood from the car accident. Best actress obtained by Marion Cotillard. Her first name Marion is like a combination of my old friend's name Mario, with an extra "n" like from the word "end". My old friend Mario lives at a house nearby Ragunan, whereas the word "ragu" in Indonesia has the meaning of "doubt". So the first name of Marion Cotillard is like containing a message for me not to be in doubt about my consent to meet the end of my life probably in 2010, from a car accident. Best supporting actor obtained by Javier Bardem. Like mentioned in my previous letter of "Javier Bardem's Oscar", his first name Javier is like containing my name Firman. His last name Bardem is like containing a message for me to fulfill my thirst only in accordance with my consent to move to the eternity. Because the syllable "Bar" is like the place to drink for those who are thirsty. While the syllable "dem" is like a combination of Indonesian word "di" which means "at", and "em" like the name of my aunt Emma who still alive after her husband died a few years ago. So, Javier Bardem has the meaning of "Firman should only fulfill his thirst of woman if the woman would be helpful for his moving to the eternity......" And the movie that he played to win the Oscar is "No Country for Old Men", like a message for me that I should not live until old age, there will be no country for me to live. I should meet the end of my life soon, probably in 2010 from a car accident like mentioned in my letters following the car accident of Taufik Savalas. Best supporting actress obtained by Tilda Swinton. Her name sounds like "'Till does win to end", or like "Firman should strive hard to win the efforts of his own consent until he really meet the end of his life". Best animated picture obtained by Ratatouille (Walt Disney) with Brad Bird as the Writer/Director. His first name Brad sounds like Indonesia word "berat" which means "heavy" while his last name "Bird" is like an English word which means "burung" in Indonesian, whereas the same word in my parents language has the meaning of "fail". So if I failed to fulfill my consent to move from this world to the eternity, it will be heavy for this world. Best original score obtained by Dario Marianelli for "Atonement". His first name Dario is like the family name of my old friend Erry Daryo, like written in my letter of "TV One, A Chance to Redeem My Mistakes in 1982 And 2001". Best achievement in music (original song) obtained by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova for the movie "Falling Slowly". This movie title is like representing my consent to fall slowly into the car accident somewhere around 2010. Best makeup obtained by Didier Lavergne and Jan Archibald for "La Vie en Rose". The first name of Didier Lavergne is like containing Lady Di's name, and the Oscar is for best make up, like a message for me that the best is to make me up to the eternity, to the heaven above. Foreign Film of the Year obtained by "The Counterfeiters" with the director Stefan Ruzowitzky. This movie title is like related with my previous letter "James Bond 'Indekos' " about an idea of becoming a Counter Salesman at Green Valley Residence while producing some paintings. Best documentary feature obtained by "Taxi to the Dark Side", a documentray by Eva Orner and Alex Gibney. The movie title "Taxi to the Dark Site" is like bringing someone to the end of life, to the dark site. It also happened around the time I finished a painting of the brother of my brother in law, who before achieving a high ranking level position at Bank Niaga, previously worked as a taxi driver and a food vendor on the sideway. Best original screenplay obtained by a writer Diablo Cody for her work on the movie 'Juno'. This movie title is like the name of the month June, the birth month of my brother Faisal. The message is that my writing this, among other important purposes, is to make sure that there will be no "June zero", because I wish that I will be the one who should move to the eternity. The writer's name Diablo Cody again reminds me with Lady Di. Best sound mixing obtained by Scott Millan, David Parker and Kirk Francis for "The Bourne Ultimatum". According to Merriam Webster dictionary, available on the Internet at http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/Bourne, the word "bourne" has the meaning of "goal, destination". So for me the meaning of "The Bourne Ultimatum" is an ultimatum for me to keep stick on my goal of realizing my consent to move to the eternity.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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