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CoSmIc'S ThOuGhTs 
~Expressions of Me~
....Time without beginning or end....the endlessness of a number...and the sweet caress of a letter = .... ETERNITY
I deserve someone amazing to understand my passion & motivation!!!
~Things to think about~
If you don't expect anything...you will receive everything
Love like you've never been hurt.....
Dance like no one is watching.....
Sometimes fate takes too long.....
Einbildung ist auch ne Bildung
Sometimes a kiss really is - just a kiss
I'm on the side I'm always on...MY OWN...
If you don't ask....You don't get...
I don't have an attitude problem...You have a perception problem...
~Selfish Me~
....things that I love....
- ....my cultural heritage....
- ....ambition, focus and drive....
- ....waterskiing....
- ....a cats purr....
- ....aftershave scent on a man that makes me do a double take...bring it on....
- ....the sound of snow being crushed beneath my feet....
- ....spirituality and enlightenment....
- ....boys with great looking hair........ha ha ha
- ....a new bottle of Laura by Laura Biagiotti....
- ....Schneeglöckchen....
- ....being bilingual....
- ....knowing I can attain a higher sense of self, both in my head and in my heart and grasping every opportunity to find it....
- ....clubbing...once a clubber, always a clubber....
- ....lemon blossoms....
- ....metrosexuals....
- ....Fondue Essen....
- ....internet banking rocks....
- ....Fitness...Exercise...Well toned bodies...(I work hard at being healthy and looking good so I appreciate someone with the same interest in fitness as well...its only fair)....
- ....Sauerbraten mit Spätzle....
- ....bubble wrap....(weird, I know)
- ....a brand new pair of fluffy slippers....
- ....chocolate and banana chupa chups....
- ....turning the CD player in my car up full ball....
- ....Best breakfast: Maccas Sausage & Egg McMuffin or a Chicken Mornay Pie (Humble Pies) & Coke....
- ....having a crush....(just doesn't happen often enough these days though)...
- ....soccer boys....soccer matches....soccer boys....soccer balls....soccer boys....
- ....Cafe Del Mar Volumen Cuatro....
- ....being a girl....
- ....Yorkshire Pudding (love your work Pauline)....
- ....platform shoes...the one, the only, original Euro Platforms...none of that stiletto crap....
- ....D-74078 HN-Biberach....
- ....memories....
- ....tender kisses that actually mean something....PS. Kissing is so underrated....
- ....giggling....I'm a happy girl, so why not show it....
- ....self confidence....without being cocky....
- ....Liptons Peach Ice Tea....
- ....Winter...."leise rieselt der Schnee"....
....things I can't stand, or perhaps just don't understand....
- ....cruelty to animals...makes me so f*@#ing mad....
- ....the heartache of getting over someone....
- ....being called babe, honey or sweetheart, by guys I've only just met (depends on circumstance)...and being called darl, sweetie, honey or love, by young teenie Sales girls - they haven't earned the right to call me that yet....
- ....its pronounced Ibiza...not Ibitha...you don't go around saying Pitha instead of Pizza either...so get it right....
- ....moral dilemnas - to kiss Or not to kiss?....
- ....moving house....
- ....bad web chat etiquette....
- ....software programs on the PC that don't work, have problems or are just crap....its so infuriating....
- ....people who winge, bitch and moan about everything...get over it...life is really not that bad....
- ....styrofoam packaging - drives me mental....
- ....when I ask for REAL chicken on my sandwich and I f*@#ing get fake processed chicken...pisses me off....
- ....people doing 80km/h on single lanes on the Highway, where you can't overtake....
- ....doing telemarketing...hate it with a passion....
- ....ignorance and stupidity....
- ....unpunctuality....
- ....guys who cling {to} and smother me....
- ....having people I care for dearly, live half way across the world....
- ....hangovers in summer...actually hangovers FULL STOP....
- ....Fake hugs...whats the go with that...why bother in the first place....
- ....boys who just don't understand the concept of - 'Do not dance here'....
- ....people that talk over me....
~My Weaknesses/Vices~
...things beyond my control...
(I know, I know - its not really beyond my control but sometimes it feels like it is. And I can't say I'm proud of some of these...)
Guilty as charged...ohhhh the shame, the shame!!!....
- ....Animals...I'm such a sucker...ohhhh looookkk...pupppppyy....
- ....Ebay - I am so addicted, its almost scary....
- ....CoKa CoLa....
- ....I feel the need..the need for speed (driving that is)....
- ....my hair...its actually more of an obsession (hey, at least I'm honest)...although I have to say that I have toned down my wicked ways a lot over the last few years....
- ....Hotted up cars...call me a rev head or a spanner...but I do like my suped up cars.....
- ....German Chocolate Crackles...available only from a shop in Heilbronn (Germany)...every time I have visited Heilbronn, over the last 8 years I have gone to this particular shop and been able to enjoy this wickedly delicious treats....
- ....Bad Boys...or rather...boys that are bad (for me) - why do we always like the snakes the best?....
~Natural Highs~
- ....Being in love....
- ....Laughing so hard your face hurts (Captain Snooze moments)....
- ....A hot shower....
- ....No queues at the supermarket....
- ....Taking a drive on a pretty road....
- ....Hearing your favourite song on the radio....
- ....Lying in bed listening to the rain outside....
- ....Hot towels fresh out of the dryer....
- ....A good conversation....
- ....Finding a $20 note in your jacket from last winter....
- ....Running through sprinklers....
- ....Laughing for absolutely no reason at all....
- ....Having someone tell you that you're beautiful....
- ....Accidently overhearing someone say something nice about you....
- ....Waking up and realising you still have a few hours left to sleep....
- ....Making new friends or spending time with old ones....
- ....Sweet dreams....
- ....Making eye contact with a cute stranger....
- ....Holding hands with someone you care about....
- ....Knowing that somebody misses you....
- ....Knowing you have done the right thing, no matter what other people think....
May the Angels protect you,
May the Sadness forget you,
May Goodness surround you,
May Happiness engulf you,
& May Love always be with you...
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