Your laughter rings in my ears, And I can almost feel content. But not quite. A smile plays on your lips, And I find I smile in return. But not widely. Your eyes shine as I stare deep within, And I can almost see love there. But not really. Your radiant face blinds me, And I am overcome by your beauty. But not rightfully. Your voice slices through the air, And my ears drink in the music. But not painlessly. You give me a hug when you see me, And then I have to let go. But not willingly. You bid me adeiu and leave for the night, And I know you'll spend it in a lover's bed. But not mine. You're not mine.