(AP) - Goran Ivanisevic knew the routine. He shook hands with
the
Duke and Duchess of Kent, reluctantly accepted his runner-up
trophy, gave the crowd a halfhearted wave and then stepped aside
for the Wimbledon champion.
Once again, the champion was Pete Sampras.
Ivanisevic came in second at Wimbledon for the third time Sunday,
and the latest loss was his toughest yet. Sampras earned his
fifth Wimbledon title in a tense three-hour slugfest, 6-7 (2-7),
7-6 (11-9), 6-4, 3-6, 6-2.
Ivanisevic, who possesses both a quick wit and a quick temper,
was neither funny nor mad afterward.
He was devastated.
"It feels bad," the 6-foot-4 Croatian said. "I cannot describe
it. It's the worst moment in my life.
"I've had some bad moments, you know, when you are sick or when
somebody dies, but for me this is the worst thing ever. Nobody
died yet, but it's tough."
Even the mention of Croatia's World Cup victory Saturday over
Germany failed to brighten his mood.
"I cannot cheer anybody now," he said. "I can only kill myself."
Ivanisevic and Jana Novotna entered the finals trying to shake
labels as the most talented active players without a Grand Slam
title. Each had been a runner-up at Wimbledon twice previously.
The parallel ended there. Novotna won; Ivanisevic lost.
"At this level, with Goran and me playing the way we do on grass,
it's not really much that separates us," Sampras said. "He's
going to win this event. His game is too big, and his serve
is
too big. He has come close three times now."
Ivanisevic lost a five-set final to Andre Agassi in 1992. He
lost
in straight sets to Sampras in 1994.
Now, the 26-year-old lefty with the booming serve can't be sure
whether he'll get another shot at a Wimbledon title -- or whether
he'll even try again.
"This doesn't motivate me at all to come back," he said. "It's
tough. I have to push myself if I can. I don't know how long
it's
going to take, but I have to try."
Others have suffered repeated frustrations on the Centre Court
grass. Ken Rosewall went 0-for-4 in Wimbledon finals, while
Fred
Stolle finished second three consecutive years and never won
the
title.
That was of no consolation to the 1998 runner-up.
Ivanisevic's shaky psyche held up well for most of the match.
He
broke a racket in anger, complained about calls and chastised
himself in a voice audible 30 rows up. But he didn't unravel
under pressure the way he's done in the past.
He did, however, come up short at the most important moments,
squandering seven of nine break-point chances. His 32 aces
weren't enough; his 20 double faults were too many.
Ivanisevic fretted about failing to convert two set points in
the
second-set tiebreaker, which allowed Sampras to even the match
at
one set each.
"If I would go up 2-0, that's a different story," Ivanisevic
said. "I don't think he would come back. No chance."
Instead, Ivanisevic fell behind, then tired after playing a 15-13
fifth set against Richard Krajicek in Friday's semifinals. He
won
only three points in the final four games.
"I gave everything in that fourth set, and then it was like
somebody hit me," he said. "That last game, I hit three first
serves ... like a woman serving."
He sailed a backhand long on match point, then met a jubilant
Sampras at the net, shaking his head as they spoke. The
conversation was brief.
"What can you say? 'Bad luck?' He doesn't want to hear that,"
Sampras said. "He just probably wants to be left alone. I'm
sure
this match will replay in his mind for many months."
The replays began immediately. While waiting to accept the
consolation trophy, Ivanisevic sat for a long time in his
courtside chair with a towel draped over his head, talking to
himself.
Later, he tossed the trophy in his bag, alongside the busted
racket. Then he walked slowly off Centre Court, uncertain whether
he'll ever be back.