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  • March 2004

    So even after quitting last year, I decided to apply at Dorney again. I missed the fun I had in 2001 & 2002. I really didn't expect them to hire me back after I had just walked out last year but they did.

    Friday, March 26th

    I had my interview today. Went in and filled out the usual stuff before being taken into one of the offices in the back. Tammy was interviewing me so I wasn't really nervous like I usually am with interviews. She knows me so it was a simple interview since I had worked there before. She told me I would be at Thunder Canyon! I wasn't too thrilled because I haven't enjoyed myself there in the past but that was mostly because of the jerks who worked there. So hopefully it will all work out and be lots of fun. I'm also only getting paid $6.60, which is lower than the wage 2 years ago. Might just be because I quit last year? Not sure.

    April 2004

    Friday, April 16th

    I took my paperwork into the park today. I saw Abu in HR...I worked with him last year. He said he is applying to be a supervisor...good luck on that one! I also got my picture taken for my photo ID...ugh! I hate hate HATE getting my picture taken because, well, I'm ugly. They were trying to get me to smile so Tammy started saying things to me, which ended up making my picture really horrible...lol.

    Monday, April 19th

    Time for orientation...woohoo! When I showed up, I saw Rob Hill & Chad standing outside of HR talking. I said hi to them. There was also a really cute girl standing there...she had really nice eyes...here I am falling for people already...I'm so pathetic! I really don't like the classroom orientations. I like it better when it's a lot of people on Saturdays in the Saloon. But I have applied late the past 2 years so I get the 15 person classroom sessions...yuck! Oh well, Tammy is our teacher for the day. She had to go somewhere before it started so I got to be door monitor for her! I feel so special! I just marked people off when they came in and gave them their manuals and stuff. Other than that, it was really rather boring. Buutttt...that cute girl from outside was in my orientation....and she is going to be at my ride! Yippee! Haha. Her name is Caitlin. Hope she is nice & doesn't turn out to be a meanie like the last cutiepie I liked at Dorney.

    Wednesday, April 21st

    Now is when we learn about all of the stuff pertaining to the rides. Jim was there with his cute little roller coaster model. Haha. I like Jim. He is 2nd in charge of all of the Park Ops department but he is really cool. He has a great sense of humor and is a lil weird but that's what makes him so great. Shara was our teacher for this day. We watched some films & stuff, including a clip from SNL with Jim Carrey. It was funny! Boring...very much so because I have gone through it all like 5 times before. Oh, and I got to take my piss test for drugs! YaY! I passed! Not like I didn't expect to since I have never taken drugs of any sort in my life except for maybe aspirin. And Caitlin was there & said hi to me because I guess she realized we will be working together. I have to stay away from her...I can't go liking people from this place...AHHH! It never works out.

    May 2004

    Saturday, May 1st

    It was Simulation Day. I really didn't have as much fun as I have in the past. I don't know anyone here anymore really. In 2002, I knew just about EVERYONE and it was fun...but over the past few years, lots of people left and didn't come back. So it's all new people...even the supervisors are almost all new to me. Anyhow, Jeremy & Rob are my area supervisors. I don't really know Jeremy but I saw him a few times last year & showed him how to do the straps on the Skyscraper. He seems nice. I worked with Rob last year & he is pretty cool. We'll see. My group supervisor is Bobby...he seems nice...I guess I'll learn more as the summer progresses. Justin is working with me again! I work with him every year it seems...it's crazy coincidence! He was my Area Sup in 2000, 2002, and 2003...and now working with me. He will only work 4-8 Monday thru Thursday though so I won't see him much. Other than that...all new people. Sim Day...I just walked around by myself and went on rides. I ate lunch at BK with Chad & Jolana and some other kid. Then I went to my ride but we never opened it so those of us who hadn't been trained were shown everything by Justin. It's not "official" though because he isn't a supervisor.

    Friday, May 7th

    Cleaning night. Yuck. Got there and had to clean boats. There weren't many of us there. I cleaned the boats with some kid named Wojtek & a girl named Ashley. OK, I'm a perv but Ashely had these tight pants on and I was doing the boat right next to her. Soooo...every time she would bend over, her butt was like...right there. She has a NICE butt! Hahaha. After that, Bobby retrained some of us on the ride and our night was over.

    Saturday, May 8th

    Worked 3:30-11...nothing really happened though.

    Sunday, May 9th

    I worked all day today....I don't have anything interesting to say again. I need drama! Well, hopefully the good kind and not the usual heart-breaking kind. Our ride closed for a little while...that was pretty much it.

    Friday, May 14th

    Ewww...I saw April in the cafeteria today. I guess she only works like once a week but whatever. I was at the towers pretty much all day...from open until 3. So, it was an easy & boring day.

    Saturday, May 15th

    Ohhh...I was at lower height check today and some girl was a total bitch to me. She had problems with her locker so she blames me. She said since the locker wasn't working, I should watch her stuff...ummm, no. So she got all pissy and put her stuff in the bins and went on the ride. She was cute but a bitch and a half. Some girl asked me for my number...she didn't get it. Another wanted a hug...she didn't get it either. They were way too young.

    Sunday, May 16th

    I busted ass today. Some girl said I was sexy...she must have been blind.

    Friday, May 21st

    We were closed in the morning because we didn't have enough people to open our ride. I was at height check until 12:30pm...I really hate height check. It's the most stressful position. But there were some really hot girls who were doing sparkle fingers for me. WTF are sparkle fingers?? They just waved their fingers at me...must have been cheerleaders or something. Then I was at the towers until 4. Heather got an attitude with me because I told her she couldn't sit down when she asked if she could. So she flips out and asks, "Are you a supervisor? No! I don't think so!" Nah, I'm not...but I could be if I wanted...more than I can say for her.

    Saturday, May 22nd

    Bobby had to leave for a couple of hours so I got to be in charge. Yay! I moved people around and asked where they wanted to go. It was easy. Ashley is becoming everyone's obsession it seems. Lots of people like her...although I'm not sure they like her for her personality or her ass. Eh...may seem harsh but Dorney people tend to be shallow like that. She's not the hottest girl ever but she's cute. I think I like her personality more than her looks. She laughs a lot & seems nice. Anyhow...I caught my leg on the chain going down the stairs & it hurt. It tore some skin off and still hurts.

    Sunday, May 23rd

    Tomorrow is my birthday. Woo. I was in the operator's booth today & Caitlin is sitting behind it on the deck when she decides to do some stretches & aerobics. Haha. So there she was with her legs over her head....she's cute. But why does she have to be so young? Grrr. She's also very goofy...unlike any other girl I have ever met. That just makes her more interesting. She told me to squirt her with my water because she was hot so I did in her face...LoL. I found out she is moving to Washington DC in the middle of July so that really sucks. Abu came to my ride today. Somehow, he already can see that I think Caitlin is cute but nobody at my ride knows...hmm. We had a cute volunteer today...Bobby said she was gorgeous. Eh...maybe. I found out it was Steel Force ride night when we were signing out but I already had plans so I left.

    Friday, May 28th

    I saw Rachel during my break today. She doesn't even acknowledge me...that's fine. Her hair is short and dark now...I liked it better how it was in 2001. I was at height check when these girls decided they were going to move up near the front of the line just because some other girls from their camp were there. Hmmm...no! I tossed them back to the end of the line.

    Saturday, May 29th

    It was cold today! I saw Caitlin briefly when I was on my way to the tower when I went in. I'm sick...everyone is getting sick actually. The new assistant group supervisor came over at the end of the night to learn the ride...his name is Chris. Not sure about him. We'll see how that goes.

    Sunday, May 30th

    I opened today. Bobby wasn't in so there was no supervisor. So me & Phil kinda took charge but I let Phil do it mainly because I don't like being in charge. I'm sick & losing my voice so I sound horrible over the mic. We had 2 new people start today...Ryan & Maria. Right before I left at 4, some girl in the boat asked me what the finger meant and I told her it meant that it was time for the ride to go. So then she started saying something dumb and bitched at me, saying I was being ignorant & so she was going to be ignorant as well. I doubt she even knows what the word means.

    Monday, May 31st

    It was rainy & horrible today. We had way too many people working. When I came back from break, I went in the booth and it smelled horrible! Cesar had the door closed and must have farted right before I got there so it smelled up the whole booth. Earlier in the day, before opening, I took my basic test...easy stuff. By the end of the day, I was drenched...I NEED RAINGEAR!!

    June 2004

    Wednesday, June 2nd

    My contact was really bothering me today so I took it out and went with only 1 for most of the day. I finally bought a raincoat! It's only my 4th year & it's my first rain jacket...haha. When I came back from break, there was a girl sitting in the booth...her name was Kate. She was from the Wild Mouse but was going to work with us for the night. She seemed nice but she reminded me a lot of April. Her voice and the way she stood was the same. Apparently, there are some guys who think she's cute. She is I guess. It stormed...we closed and all huddled in the booth. I glanced over and saw Abu looking Kate up & down. He works with her at the Mouse & likes her. Eh...

    Thursday, June 3rd

    I saw Rachel again today...she still looks like she hates everyone. I also saw Virgen at lower gates...she works in Games now. Not much else.

    Saturday, June 5th

    Another rainy & cold day. When I came in, Caitlin was standing at height check, completely drenched and shivering. :-( She should have a rain jacket but she said she was fine. Then I was pushing boats and I hear a loud splash. I turn around to see Micah climbing out of the water. Hahaha! He had fallen in and I missed it....grrrrr! He said he was riding the boat but when he stepped back to get on the platform, he kind of missed. LMFAO! Oh well...it was FREEZING out at the towers. The night went so slow.

    Monday, June 7th

    I spent today flirting with Ashley from the booth over the mic. I went on break with her & met her cousin who works at Thunderhawk. I told her that a lot of guys like her and she just kinda shrugged like she knew it. Here's the thing about Ashley. For whatever reason, there are about 4 or 5 guys that like her...maybe because they just want some or maybe because they like HER...I don't know. To be totally honest, I am liking her more now that I am talking to her a little. She's a happy person & it makes you feel happy when you're around people like that. I just think that she would be a really great person to get to know better. I know her & Bobby are kinda liking each other though so I really am not going to try to be anything more than friends with her...I don't think she would anyways. So I started the "I Love Ashley Club". It's me, Bobby, Rob, and Chris. As for Caitlin...I don't know. I liked her first but she doesn't really talk a lot or seem to have any interest in talking to me. Plus she is leaving in a month so oh well.

    Wednesday, June 9th

    Ryan really pissed me off today. It was him and me pushing boats. He would get 1 and I would get 3...that's me doing 3 times more work. The boats tend to spin a little when people get out so he came up to me and was like, "Watch the boat next time! It was spinning!" So I told him to shut his mouth & he got up in my face like he was going to do something about it. Yeah you ugly mofo, maybe if you actually help with the boats, there wouldn't be that problem because I wouldn't have to hurry to get the 3rd boat. Nobody likes him. Heather is apparently back as of yesterday. If she passed out or whatever this early in the season when it isn't even hot, she isn't going to be able to handle the summer at this ride. And then it happened...between 5:30 & 6pm....I saw a girl on the boat who looked like Megan. And it was. She was wearing a Rio De Jeneiro shirt so that's how I knew it was her. It had been almost 2 years since I saw her...she still looks the same pretty much. She might have put on a lil weight but was still cute. I talked to Caitlin in the booth before she left. That is all.

    Thursday, June 10th

    Today Tammy took my down to HR to show me my video audit. It was 10 minutes of footage of me sitting at the tower watching boats...exciting. Then Heather hit the E-Stop with the microphone *sigh*. She was whining to go home early...ugh. That's all she ever does.

    Saturday, June 12th

    I missed the morning meeting...not like I care. They say the same stuff all of the time. Some kid decided to jump out of the boat today while it was going around the final turn. He jumped out, jumped the fence, and then came back in line for the ride! Dummy. Security came and took care of that braindead putz. I was asked to stay but I didn't because I thought I had plans.

    Sunday, June 13th

    While I was operating, I held a piece of paper in front of my face to block out Ashley, who was pushing boats. I was just being a goof. When I told her later what I was doing, she punched me a few times & said she hopes I fall in the water. Such a sweetheart! Haha. Caitlin went home early...:-( Later on, Ashley came on the ride in a bikini & hugged Chris! Grrrrrrrrrr!!! She didn't even say anything to me. Rob & Wojtek were upset that they missed her bikini clad hotness. Tek came on the ride a few times and dropped his basketball in the water. I had to get it out...I risked my well being for him!

    Monday, June 14th

    When I came in, I went to tower 3. Ashley was sweeping near the bridge and told me there was nothing to sweep. So, I threw my water bottle from the bridge down to the ground next to her & told her to sweep it. Instead, she picked it up and took a drink from it, sucking my water bottle! Now her GERMS are on MY bottle!!! Hmm...wait, that's good! *yummy* That's as close to making out as I'm gonna get. Ha. She thinks I hate her for some reason....that couldn't be farther from the truth. I did some raps on the mic today. (for the seatbelts) "Orange to orange & black to black....if you can't get it, yo that's wack!" At the end of the night, Heather came on the ride with her weird boyfriend. Phil & Chris dumped the cooler of water on her...ha. What fun!

    Tuesday, June 15th

    Brian & Phil were in charge today....oooo. Ashley is hung over. Such a lil drunk she is. :-p But then she hugged Rob!! Mother Fu---r!!!! I never get any love! Instead, she punched me again. Oh, I feel so special. :-/ Later on, I radioed her at the tower and said, "I love you *muah* *muah* *muah*". When she came back, she started bumping me and hitting me again...grrr. Then she asked me if I really loved her but I ignored her cuz she was beating me up & hugging everyone else. I don't love her....but I like her. People know I have a crush on her...oh well. Not like it will ever amount to anything. At night, we were at the towers and it stormed. So when we were going back, she told me to look at her butt because it was wet. I told her I look at her butt all of the time anyways even if she doesn't ask me. We got out early at 9:30.

    Wednesday, June 16th

    Heather was whining AGAIN today. She got flexed and complained about her plans being ruined. I find it amusing that her & Cesar are FLEX operators, which means they get paid more because they are contractually obligated to stay and work more hours if they are needed. But they always cry & whine about having to stay. They have both worked in the park before and know what flex is. It pisses me off that they get paid more than regular operators like me and yet they work less hours. They are a bunch of annoying little crybabies. Anyhow, she got "sick" again. How convenient. She sat there shaking & said she was gonna pass out or something. She is so full of it. She just wanted to leave. In other news, some black lady asked me where stuff was when I was walking to tower 3. Then she started complaining about how she had asked other people and they had no idea where anything was. She said it was kind of sad. Yea, I guess so. Talk about sad...Caitlin came on the ride in a bikini! Yum! But then when she was on the bridge and called me on the radio, saying, "I'll never be your cupcake, Jason!" Ah! Put a dagger in my heart! Oh well, that confirms that she doens't like me.

    Friday, June 18th

    Heather has been permanently transferred to the Revolution group! YaY!!!!! Ashley & Caitlin left when I arrived...that sucked. Chris had to leave early for his bro's graduation or something so me & Cynthia were left in charge. Maria told me that she prefers having Brian in charge instead of me...I'm hurt...nah, not really. Cesar whined so he got sent home at 8. Some people.

    Saturday, June 19th

    I came in early and worked all day. Ashley came on our ride in the morning & hugged Rob when she got off...again, no love for me...whatever. Later on, Phil & I were pushing boats while Ashley was at height check. We talked about her and made her paranoid. She kept wanting to know what we were saying about her. We were acting like goofs for a while...long days will do that to you. Then a group of kids came on the ride and wanted Ashley to ride with them. They told her that Phil liked her and wanted to see her in a wet T-shirt. Haha. Area supervisor Shannon came to the ride and was all touchy feely with everyone...it was weird. Another group of kids came on and one of the girls said I was "off the hizzle fo shizzle!" Then she asked me out...too bad she was only 12! LoL. They came on a few times and were saying, "Yo Jason, whats up?" Then when they came back around for a 3rd ride, I said "Yo yo my friends." over the mic. They were the only ones in line. They all were screaming to me to ask Ashley out...lol. No thanks....being rejected isn't my idea of fun. Then something funny happened. Micah, who was at Tower 3 (the bridge), radioed in asking who was operating. Jeremy & Chris went out to the bridge because there were a couple of guys standing out there. Jeremy came back and asked me if I had said "yo" on the mic. I told him I had. Apparently, these black guys on the bridge said I was a racist for saying it and were telling Jeremy that they would end up getting in trouble if they came up to the booth and beat me up. So not only are these morons so retarded that they consider "Yo" racist when it wasn't even directed at them but they continue their brainlessness by actually thinking of attacking someone over such a silly thing. Way to fit the sterotype. Not only am I NOT racist, they proved they they are the ones who are racist. Anytime someone whines about something dumb just because they are a different color and then call it being racist, they are showing themselves to be the actual racists. It's pathetic but it's what the world has come to. And the funny thing is that the guys were the ones who earlier had been yelled at for jumping the rails and told they had to go back through the line in order to ride again....so this was their attempt at revenge I suppose.

    Sunday, June 20th

    Phil is being promoted to the Revolution group. Ugh. All of our original people are leaving & it sucks. I had fun with Phil. Bobby came back from his vacation today. And Lydia, the newest girl at our ride, hugged me twice. She's kinda cute. Apparently, she was told that I said she seemed too serious so she thought hugging me would change my opinion. Haha. I love hugs though.

    Monday, June 21st

    I came in at 3:30. Kate from the Mouse was there operating. She was only there until 4 though. I was pushing boats and she said over the mic, "I like the shades Jason." Uh huh. I said, "That's not all you like sweetheart." But she couldn't hear me say that. Some kid was on the ride saying that the Loch Ness Monster was going to come out of the water and eat him. I told him that I hoped so. He was annoying me. Later on, a little kid needed to be walked across the bridge by Bobby because he was afraid he was going to fall through the bridge...hahaha. Near the end of the night, Rob came up to the ride to stare at Ashley. A few of the area sups rode our ride at 10pm so we didn't close til like 10:15. Ashley is heading out on vacation...I was going to say goodbye and hug her but she was waiting around for Bobby to leave so I didn't.

    Tuesday, June 22nd

    I thought I left my headlights on today so I had to run up and check during my break. I didn't but it was good to make sure. I said "Hi love" to Caitlin when I came in and she said hi back....oooo, she realizes that she is my love. Haha. Eh...nothing happened today.

    Wednesday, June 23rd

    Our ride had to be closed in the morning because the gate that spaces the boats out wouldn't close. Dawn, Andrew's g/f from the Mouse, came to our ride. Bobby asked how old she was & when she said 17...he said "Damn!" Haha...it sounded like he was upset she wasn't 18 for other reasons but it was really because he wanted to know if she could operate. I saw Rupi come on the ride but neither of us said hi to the other so whatever. A kid from the Skyscraper got transferred to our ride and Andre stayed away from him. He said the kid smelled like a "horse's armpit." LoL.

    Friday, June 25th

    I came in to find that people had been making family trees. Nick printed one out where I was married to Cynthia. A lot of the pairings were weird. I told Nick that I would be after his "sisters" because both Ashley & Caitlin were his sisters on the tree. Heh. Chris fell asleep in the operator's booth...hmmm. He's getting paid like $1/hr more than me and he's sleeping. Later on, some girls flashed their breasts to the people at the towers. I don't know why that never happens when I'm at the towers. Grr. It stormed and we closed for an hour. I offered space in my raincoat to Caitlin and she moved towards me like she was considering it....*sigh*. I wish. Wojtek said that Caitlin had called him on the phone and was moaning. Haha. Tek makes so much crap up. GOOD NEWS! Caitlin is staying until the 23rd of July instead of leaving on the 11th! YaY! On her way back to the tower, I yelled, "Goodbye, my love!" Ha. At the end of the night, I walked down with Caitlin and asked her if she had a boyfriend. She said she doesn't because guys don't find her attractive & just want her as a friend. Yea, I can relate! Lydia, Micah, Nick, Caitlin, and me stood inside the cafeteria and talked. Caitlin left & I made the comment that I didn't even get a goodnight kiss. So Nick opens the door and yells that to Caitlin. To my surprise, she came running back in. LoL. Wow. I was too surprised to do anything. I really should have planted one on her or something but I was frozen in shock that she came back. I thought she hated me. I'm sure I'll regret not kissing her later. *sigh* to the 10th power!

    Saturday, June 26th

    Today was interesting. I was at height check & some lady bitched at me because she said I let a child on that was the same height as her's, who I wouldn't let on because she was too small. Funny how people can always tell with the naked eye that some kid on the ride is the same height as their's. LoL. So Bobby & Chris came down and made a fool out of this crazy woman. They measured her child, who was too small. Then they measured the kid she said was the same height after that child got off the ride...and he was tall enough. FOOL!!!!! Hahaha. I rule. Later on, Caitlin sat in the booth with me while I was operating. She said she was bored and wanted to do something so I asked if she wanted to make out. She said sure. For the love of God! I have to be the dumbest male in the world. That's 2 times I had an invitation for some kissing and I didn't do anything. *beats myself over the head with a hammer* Dumb dumb dumb!!! She called me "sweetie" too. Why do I always hold back when I like people? I have reasons but I really shouldn't restrain myself. I told myself I wouldn't after I missed multiple chances with Megan. Ugh. I hate myself sometimes. I like Caitlin. Yea, there are some complications. But I still like her. It's not like we are going to get serious or ever do anything major so why don't I just kiss her or something? AHHHHHHHHHH! I feel so dumb! Tek told me later that Ashley was into me and wanted to kiss me. I really doubt that. I think he makes up everything he says. At the end of the night, Lydia asked me if I wanted a kiss. So she blew me one. Ach...tease! Heh.

    Sunday, June 27th

    Cesar was getting on my nerves today. He was instructing me how to do height check while he was pushing boats. For someone as lazy as him, I really don't need advice on how to WORK! Maintenance was called because our dump gate was gushing water. The one maintainance guy, who is an arrogant prick, was saying how they always get called for unimportant things. Yea, that's the kind of attitude that leads to people getting hurt on a faulty ride. Later on while I was operating, Lydia & Caitlin were pushing boats. They were talking about me. I guess I looked sad because they both ran up and hugged me from behind at the same time. Ahhh! :o) I LOVE hugs! They should have let me know what was up so I could turn around and give some loving back. While they hugged me, Caitlin accidentally smacked me in the mouth when she threw her arms around me. My mouth hurt...I should have told her to come kiss it and make it better...haha. Lydia was singing "I Love You Baby" to me but I couldn't understand what she was saying...so I thought she was saying she wanted to have my baby. Before Caitlin left, she started asking me weird stuff. She wanted to know if I was just screwing around or if she just "looked like an ass." I didn't get what she was saying. So she left saying she guessed she looked like an ass. Does she like me or something?? With some of the stuff she has been saying to me lately, it seems like maybe she does. But why would she think she looks like an ass? She hasn't done anything to look dumb. She hasn't shown that she likes me really. She should. Kiss me...do something! LoL. I dunno. Girls are weird. They don't tell you that they like you & expect you to know. But when you tell a girl you like her, they don't feel the same and use the "let's be friends" BS line. If they would just be clear and say they like you, things would be easier. Seriously, what do they have to worry about? Guys are more likely to be happy about it. They don't really have anything to lose. But us guys usually get rejected so we have a reason not to say we like them. Ugh.

    Tuesday, June 29th

    Lydia told me that I wasn't her type today. That's because her type is a fatass weirdo. Well, I have only seen 1 of her ex b/fs so I don't know. She checked out my ass & told me I was too skinny for her. LoL. It's funny. I'm in between what every girl wants...seriously. Girls will like fat, ugly, retarded, druggie, potheaded losers but not me because I'm "not their type". It's ridiculous. I'm just not good enough for them in some aspect or another all of the time. Whatever. Cynthia & Bobby asked me to go to the Chicken Lounge with them after work so I did. Brian, Rob, Beth, Jarett, Jon, and some other people went. It was ok. The Volcano wings that I got weren't even hot. For a place that has chicken in it's name, you would think their wings would kick ass. And since these were "volcano", which is a level above "hot" in hotness, I expected spicyness out the ass but they didn't even phase me.

    Wednesday, June 30th

    I saw Rachel in the cafe again today. I did say Happy Birthday to her on IM at the beginning of the month but I guess she didn't ever hear of saying thank you or anything. She still looks good but eh. Ashley punched me in the stomach today & called me a loser. Rob was in the booth with me and said he loves Ashley, she is so gorgeous, and he wants to marry her. Then he asked me if Ashley is shaved & is a virgin. I have no idea...go ask her...jeez! He only seems to like her because of material things. I don't think he really likes HER. But That's how the people at the park are. Some cute young girls came on the ride and started flirting with David.....DAVID! Wow. Caitlin seemed mad at me but said she wasn't. Lydia is freaked out by David a bit. I told her that I told him that she likes him and she got mad at me. I didn't tell him that but I made it seem like I did. Haha. Lydia told me that Caitlin likes me. :o) Hmm....Caitlin wouldn't look up at me the rest of the night.

    July 2004

    Thursday, July 1st

    I started the day at the towers. My radio was dead at Tower 1 so it needed to be replaced. I almost fell asleep at Tower 2...had to walk around. I went on break about 15 minutes after Caitlin and went into the cafeteria as she was about to leave. I persuaded her to stay with me. So she said my hamburger with all of the stuff on it was disgusting. I kept asking her what her big secret was but she wouldn't tell me. I asked her if she liked a guy at the ride and went down the list of the names of the guys. She asked me if I was that blind. LoL. At the end of the night, I was operating & Ashley gave me a hug. Yes, a hug! Not a punch or a headbutt but an actual moment of physical contact that was nice! She was in the booth with me for an hour talking to me & being flirty. Tek & Steven said we looked cute together. She said she would make out with me & asked me if I wanted to know how wild of a girl she was. Hmmm...I don't believe anything she says. I think she is just screwing around. After work, I talked to Ashley & Caitlin. Caitlin wouldn't tell me she liked me but wrote it as a text on her cell phone and showed it to me. Jeez! It's like pulling teeth. She gave me some of her Skittles. I asked her what I owed her & she said "a night of fun". Woohoo! I hugged her before she left. :o)

    Friday, July 2nd

    I found out that Bobby & Ashley are "together" or whatever. So, as I figured, last night was just her being flirty. And thus, it just proves my point why guys can't tell if a girl really likes them. We need women to be more clear of their feelings. There are too many girls who flirt and don't even like you while there are girls who do & say nothing when they DO like you. The whole Ashley & Caitlin thing. Yeah, I sorta like them both. I liked Caitlin first but she was quiet and didn't interact with me so I figured she didn't like me. I worked more with Ashley & she talked to me more so I started liking her. But now she showed that she doesn't like me...she just flirts. And Caitlin has been talking to me more and likes me. Jeez. Ok well...today, Tek tripped over the chain on the exit side of the platform. He tried to jump it and caught his foot. I was pushing boats, heard a big BOOM, and the platform shook. I turned around and he was on the ground. he was ok though. About 4 hours later, Bobby tripped over the same chain. He didn't jump though...he was just stepping over it...so he didn't fall as hard. Some kids asked Caitlin if they could spit on her today. Grrr. I wanted to go and beat them with the height stick. We walked out together again...she gave me a whole bag of Skittles this time & said I now owed her 2 nights of pleasure and fun!!!! Yay! But when she left, I only got a high five...no hug. Yuck at high fives.

    Saturday, July 3rd

    Wow...this journal has become the Ashley & Caitlin show. Haha. Well they make work fun...sorry. It was busy today. I had break with Ashley today. I told her I hoped a car would run over her as we crossed in front of it. Hehe. So while I'm eating, she put pepper in my salad. I told her I was allergic and she said, "GOOD, I hope you die." How sweet. Then she said I was dumb, called me a baby, and said she hated me. Then when we were pushing boats, she punched me many times in the stomach & back and body-checked me into one of the boats. I told her I would throw her in the water if she kept it up. We watched DUMP at the end of the night...not all that exciting. When Caitlin left, I wanted to know where my loving was...she said I had to come and get whatever. I pondered it...wanted to...but she said "too late" and left.

    Sunday, July 4th

    I wanted to work all day for the extra hours but didn't get up early enough. I gave Caitlin the letter that I wrote for her. Basically it just said that I really liked her but I wasn't sure if anything should happen with us because of our age difference & because she was leaving in 3 weeks. People told me not to get involved because she would get hurt if we got close and she had to leave...I was worried about myself getting attached to her too though. I told her not to let Lydia read it. I watched several groups of fireworks from the towers near the end of the night. Phil came out to Tower 3 to talk to me. At the end of the night, Mike came up and bitched at us because we weren't sweeping. He said, "I'm not going to yell but...blah blah blah....I have people out there busting their butts and it's not fair to them that you are just sitting here...blah blah blah." Well, it's not really fair when we are working all day in the heat and all of ecology sits in the restrooms talking and doing nothing either. And how about 3 years ago when I was out in the public picnic area sweeping ALONE at times and the ecology people stood there and talked. Yea...life isn't fair. Maria and I swept together until 12:10am and then left.

    Monday, July 5th

    While I was walking up to the ride in the morning, I saw Caitlin coming down in Camp Snoopy. She smacked me in the chest and said hi with a smile so I guess she doesn't hate me. I wish I didn't like her so much...why does she have to be so cute? :-/ Ashley punched me as soon as she came in today...I feel so loved. Caitlin told me she wrote me a note in response to mine & she would give it to me tomorrow.

    Tuesday, July 6th

    I went in at 9:30am. Our ride was shut down from about 11am-12:30pm for maintenence. Caitlin came in at 12 but didn't give me the note that she said she was going to. I was asked to stay until close so I did cuz I need the money. While I was on my 2nd break, some kind of incident happened at the ride and Caitlin and Nicole let people that were stranded off of the ride without the supervisors there so they got yelled at. They didn't really know what to do. I came back from break and it looked like Caitlin was crying. I wanted to hug her soo much & try to make her feel better but she had been kinda ignoring me the whole day so I figured she didn't want me to. Caitlin & Lydia were talking about how the international men always won't let girls push boats. Then they said that guys in the US don't open doors and stuff for women. Kinda interesting. Seems to me they just haven't met the right guys then cuz there are some, like me, that do that kind of stuff. So then Caitlin left without saying goodbye or anything...and she didn't give me that note either!! Nicole came back later in regular clothes cuz she was going to the Chicken Lounge with some people from the park. I was asked to go but declined. Lydia made a comment at the end of the night about how I'm not good enough for her. Funny...seeing how she has dated a fat, pathetic dork. Then we walked down at the end of the night and she told me that Caitlin didn't give me the note because it is mean or something and she was confused about my note. Hmm. Yeah....and yet she told me she enjoyed it and read it like 3 times and acted like everything was cool between us. And this is why I don't bother with people...because they lead 2 seperate lives and say one thing to me while saying the opposite to someone else. Wonder why I don't trust anyone.

    Wednesday, July 7th

    It was rainy today. Caitlin left without saying anything to me. While we were closed for storms, Nicole & Lydia talked about dick sizes and how they are so important. And Nicole wonders why all of her boyfriends are losers? LoL. Maybe look for something a little less shallow. I talked to Phil & Chad on break. Maria called me dumb & a whiner. That's funny...I whine a lot less than certain other people. And what is with these internationals calling people dumb? It makes me laugh. They always think they are better, their society is better, and that they are so smart and always right about everything. Kinda sad.

    Thursday, July 8th

    When I was driving in, Caitlin was crossing the crosswalk so I sped up. She didn't even notice that I was going to run her over. I had to say "Hey!" out my window to get her attention. Before we opened, Caitlin talked to Nicole about SpiderMan 2 & ruined it for me. We didn't speak all day...she completely ignored me. We were at boats together and nothing said. She was at lower height check while I swept in front of the ride and she just gave me an angry look. Wojtek & Nicole said maybe Caitlin is just distancing herself from me because she doesn't want to get close before she leaves. Maybe she should have thought about that before making it known that she liked me, huh? I'm so mad right now. The Jewish skirt girls were at the park today. They were fine...no problems for me. But some other kid apparently took his shirt off and a girl in the boat with him threw it out during the ride. I walked around the ride but couldn't find it. So Nicole wrote him a note for his counselors telling them about the situation...LoL. Caitlin sent me an IM explaining why she has been upset lately. It's a good reason. I feel bad for her. I wish I could make her feel better. But even though it's horrible what she is going through, I don't think it's right that she screws with my head because of it. I know she doesn't mean to but she still upsets me. She says she doesn't feel like talking to anyone because of her situation but yet, she talks to other people at our ride with a smile on her face. I don't totally believe her...I think she just has something against me.

    Friday, July 9th

    I hugged Ashley 2 times today. I want to try and get rid of this relationship we have where we pick on each other & she hits me all of the time. While I was on break with Bobby, some guy ripped the special access gate off! LoL. Security & Cynthia eventually caught up with him in the water park.

    Saturday, July 10th

    My last day before vacation. I was going to come in at 8am for the Thunder Canyon Challenge but I was too tired. I went to the park around 12 to hang out with Cynthia and Bobby's brother, Scott. While we were waiting in the line for Talon, 2 girls got into a fight. We only went on Talon, Steel Force, and Revolution before heading to the cafeteria for lunch. Went into work. Caitlin was REALLY sad. She looked like she had been crying...I wish she would just let me in. I mean, fine, if we can't have a relationship, that isn't a problem...it isn't a big deal at all. I would still like to be friends. I would still like to hang out with her. I would still like to hug her & be there for her when she is sad. I care about her. But she doesn't want to let me get close at all....it's disappointing for me. Ashley gave me a hug before she left today so that made me feel better. I was sent to ecology to sweep for the last hour and a half of the night. It's so much fun sweeping in the dark when you can't see anything and your little dustpan has a hole in it so everything you sweep falls out. I was just going to go home when they sent me to ecology but vacation is here so I decided against it. When I got home, I talked to Caitlin online. She says she will be sad that I won't be at work for a week. That was nice but I doubt it's true. Ever since she found out I liked her, she has ignored me. I don't think she really likes me. I don't know...she is confusing.

    July 11th-17th

    Yes, this is my vacation week. I talked to Caitlin online during the week. She said she is over me already. That's kinda funny since 2 days before that she said she still wanted her 2 nights of passion. She says she doesn't want to get attached before leaving. I really wish she would have thought about that before flirting with me and telling me she liked me.

    Sunday, July 18th

    It was rainy & my 1st day back from vacation. Caitlin didn't talk to me. Everyone asks me about her & if we are going to hook up or if we are together. They talk about how her & I like each other. Blah. She doesn't like me & there is not going to be an US. She says she wants to be friends, which I would LOVE, but we don't talk or hang out so it's not really gonna happen either. I found out that Nicole broke up with her b/f and is after other guys now. She & Caitlin are like best buddies now for some reason. They ask to go on break with each other. Funny how she doesn't have a problem talking to other people or getting attached & making new friends before she leaves. I guess that only applies to me. Caitlin completely ignored me the rest of the night except for when she said hi once when she came to get water. I hear she has a crush on Rob & Josh now. LoL. All I can do now is laugh. At the end of the night, Caitlin and Steven were walking like 20 feet ahead of me and Wojtek. Caitlin looked back at me and then walked faster. Whatever. I have off already tomorrow...lol. After work, I went to the diner in Bath with Jen & saw Bobby there. We chatted a little and then left.

    Tuesday, July 20th

    I brought extra clothes because Lydia asked me to hang out in the park after work. I was at towers all morning. I hugged Lydia. She said she loves me...I'm not sure why. I went on break with Nick & Bobby at the waterpark. There was some lifeguard with a nice, tan ass in line in front of Nick. Haha. That's so guyish of me to say but tough. I'm sick of being caring & nice...it gets you nowhere. Yeah, so we ate with Georg and all of those other people that eat at the same time. They kind of annoy me. Nicole said hi to me and was being nice for some reason. Who knows. Lydia gave me another hug...Ashley said she loves me 2 times. What happened to these people??? They are all being nice. Ashley doesn't love me though. I wish she wouldn't say that L word. Lydia didn't act like she wanted to hang out after work now so I stayed a few extra hours with Phil, who was supervisor at the Canyon for the night. We screwed around and talked to Ashley. She said she loved me again and I told her to prove it. She said she would so I made a list of things she could do to prove it. She signed it and is contractually obligated now! Hahaha! Andre was getting scared at the guys who went on our ride that looked like Bin Laden. LoL. Caitlin gave me a high five at height check when I left.

    Wednesday, July 21st

    Courtney came to see me at work today. She walked with me while I walked down to go on break. I'm setting up going out to dinner on Friday for Caitlin's going away party type thing. Phil & Ashley said they would go already. I talked to Caitlin online and she said she didn't mean it when she said she wanted those 2 nights of pleasure. Suurrrreee. That's why she said she did like 6 times. Nice try hun but you meant it. She was denied her change of End of Contract, meaning she will lose her bonus when she leaves. This is the management at the park...they are pricks. After everything she has gone through the past few weeks and having to move, they won't accept her change of end date? It's pathetic. SHE IS MOVING! How can you say that is not a valid reason. She should fight it but I don't think she will.

    Thursday, July 22nd

    Still setting up tomorrow. Caitlin doesn't like Friendly's. Everyone else thinks we should go to Applebees. Tek, Steven, and Nick are going too now. Nick is trying to persuade us to go to King Koffee or some shit. Nah...not happening. Today Chris hurt his ankle on the CCC tracks. He took the shortcut that we aren't supposed to take and hurt himself...wtg Jr. I had to go and get water with Ashley for the Hang Time group. Ugh. I saw Heather in the cafeteria and she got an attitude with me asking what I was staring at. A bitch would be the answer. I also found out that I have to do my safety audit over. It sucks. I wrote a page and a half and answered the question right. Shara didn't like that it had humor in it. Whatever. Some people don't appreciate humor and/or originality. On break, the whole table was full of people until Jonathan Pinkerton came and sat down. Everyone got up and left at the same time. I'm not sure if all of their breaks were actually over but it was kind of mean. I talked to Steven & Ashley about tomorrow. Steven talked with me a lot while we pushed boats. I walked out with Caitlin but she was in a hurry to leave so it was a quick goodbye.

    Friday, July 23rd

    Today was Caitlin's last day. It's sad. I'll miss her a lot. In the morning, Ashley almost ran me over in the parking lot. Then she told me she can't go out with us. Ugh. Her & I walked to the ride together. Bobby, who was pulling into the parking lot as we were walking down towards the gates, somehow beat us to the ride. I picked Ashley up and was going to throw her off the edge and into the water...hehe. When Bobby went on break, I was in charge. First, we had a lady complaining that Victor let some kid go on the ride with shoes that were too big. The policy is that if a child is too short without shoes, they have to wear shoes that fit them in order to be able to ride and make the height requirement. I had to tell that group that the little boy needed different shoes to go on. They bitched. Victor was telling me it was ok for the boy to go on. Ugh. Victor got pissy and handed me the height stick and went to the bathroom for 20 minutes. Then some little chinese boy didn't want to go on the ride with his group so I made him stand outside the special access gate. He kept opening it and coming in under the chains and into unauthorized areas. 3 or 4 times I had to send him back. Ahhhhh! Finally, I put another chain up and pushed the trash can in front of the special access gate. Then some old guy in a wheelchair came up and the little girl that was with him was too small to ride. So he started saying "F--k this and F--k that!" Whatever. Later, Rob asked me to stay until close. Umm no. I had plans tonight dumbass. I had things to do after work so I let Bobby know I had to leave at 4. I didn't get out until 4:45...I was pissed. Now I caught the 5:00pm rush hour traffic and didn't have the time to do what I needed to. I couldn't pick up my car. I ran to Walmart to buy wrapping paper and a camera beforehand. I wanted pictures of my Cupcake! I had hoped to get one with her & I but that didn't happen. I wrapped her present very badly...LoL. Then off to the park. I saw her walking out as I got there. I walked her back to her locker to get her key and then she left to get ready. I stayed and hung out with Phil for a little...we rode Revolution & Steel Force. Then we went to Applebees. When we got there, Nick was already there with his friend. Then Tek showed up. We were waiting outside for Caitlin when 2 pretty cute girls walked up and stood a few feet from us, waiting for someone too. One of the girls was really cute. And then we found out they were Caitlin's friends who she had invited along. Everyone went inside and sat at our table. Caitlin showed up a little later and sat at the opposite end of the table from me. About 15 minutes later, she moved next to me so I was happy! :o) But she didn't talk to me at all! She was talking to Nick & her friends, who she would see again after this dinner. Meanwhile, she was ignoring me, the person who she supposedly liked so much she was afraid of getting attached before moving. The same guy who set this whole dinner up. The guy who she would probably NEVER see again after the night was over. It was rather rude and pissed me off & upset me quite a bit. I feel like I had every reason to be upset too! She barely noticed I was there...if I hadn't snapped a few pictures, she probably wouldn't have noticed me at all. When she rushed off to leave, she said her goodbyes to everyone while I got her gift from my car. When I gave it to her, she wanted a handshake and had nothing really positive to say as in, "goodbye", "I'll miss you", or whatever...nope, nothing. Screw a handshake! I hugged her...that is the last time I am going to see you...stop being so emotionless! It was messed up. She doesn't see anything wrong with it & her friends blame ME for trying to make Caitlin feel guilty...what-theFUCK-ever. I miss her but I feel like she treated me really shitty. I mean jeez! I found out that she liked like 5 guys from the park. A couple of them are total asses too. Whatever.

    Saturday, July 24th

    I was in a crappy mood today. Everyone was asking me how last night was. Bobby said Caitlin must have been happy that I was there. Wow...these people don't know Caitlin too well. She didn't even know I was there! She probably would have liked it better if I didn't go. Actions speak louder than words and even though she said she liked me & wanted to be friends, she sure didn't act like it. I wanted to cry when people kept asking me about last night. I was quiet & sad all day at work. Some lady fainted in line while I was at height check. The ride just seemed empty without Caitlin there...very gloomy, at least for me. I didn't think I would miss her that quickly. Ashley said she loved me again before she left. She doesn't mean it though. Lydia gave me a hug. I hung out with her after I got out & she was on break.

    Sunday, July 25th

    Seems like Chris is trying to move in on Ashley already. She is supposedly going to talk to Bobby because he is still in love with his ex. Chris is all about physical stuff though...hopefully she doesn't fall for that because I don't want to see her get hurt. I was at towers for 4 hrs. I brought out SuperPimp & was trying to be hyper and seem happy. I sang in the booth for Chris and Ana but they didn't like it.

    Monday, July 26th

    My day off but I went in for Games night. When I got there, I saw Lydia outside eating so I talked to her for a little. Then I went inside and talked to Bobby & Phil. I found out it was games night, Talon ride night, and free ice cream. I walked up to the ride with Lydia. I talked to Steven, Ashley, and Nicole and then walked down with them because they left at 8. Ashley asked me to stay and hang with her at the park. So I did with her & her cousin. We went to visit Phil at Revolution but he wasn't there. So we went to ride Steel Force and see Phil leaving from there as we get up to the platform. Steel Force broke before we could ride it though so we went back to ride Revolution. When Ash & I got in line, Phil left and went back to Steel Force! He's totally avoiding us! Ashley & I talked quite a bit during the night...it was good. I enjoyed myself with her. She thinks that no guys like her now...well I do. But I don't count I guess. We went on the green tower of the Dominator and then on the Cedar Creek Cannonball! Woohoo! It was so romantic! Haha. I held her hand jokingly(sorta) on our way to find our seat in the back. During the ride, I made faces at David to try and screw up his speech. And it worked a couple of times! haha! We yelled to Lydia & Pawel at the towers during our ride as well. We talked to Bobby for a little while before heading to the Talon and talking about more stuff like Disney World. It seemed like she was flirting a lot but I can't be sure. I don't know what to believe anymore. When the games began, we didn't even play any. We got ice cream & our free ticket for the drawing at the end of the night for prizes. Winning at games gets you more tickets and thus, more chances at winning something. We went on Talon like 3 or 4 times. We met up with Lydia, Brian, Tek, Maria, and Victor. Ashley had to leave at 11:30. I should have walked her down to the gates. *sigh* I'm dumb. I didn't win anything in the drawing. I went in the parking lot and talked to Lydia afterwards.

    Tuesday, July 27th

    It was rainy all day today...YUCK...and my raincoat smelled horrible like ASS. Cynthia went home right away cuz we had too many people. Lydia came out to Tower 3 in the morning and chatted with me. While I did height check, some girls in line told me I should be a counselor at their camp because they do all sorts of fun stuff. I tried to make it more fun by breaking out my secret identity as SuperPimp and flying around the ride with my raincoat as my cape but I don't think people liked it. They think I'm crazy now. Haha. I just hate standing there in the rain all gloomy so I needed to do something. Maria says she likes the regular Jason better. I told her I didn't like him...he doesn't get the girls...hehe. I tried to explain to her that Peter Parker & Clark Kent don't get the ladies...Spider-Man & Superman do! Oh well, SuperPimp is going into retirement for now. He may be back. I tickled Ashley a little bit while pushing boats....she is soo ticklish...haha...awesome! She thinks I don't like her for some reason. I don't know why. I do. More lately actually. But I just don't like to open myself up because when I do, I realize that most people don't like me as much as I like them. I don't think she wants to date me or whatever for a few reasons:

  • Distance...we live kinda far from each other.
  • Age...there's a difference in our ages & that is probably the biggest problem for her
  • I'm not really religious...and she wants a religious guy
  • She probably likes Chris or Rob like Caitlin did
  • Last but not least...I'm ugly.

    She says guys don't like her for her, they like her for looks. And it's probably true for the most part. Megan said that same thing...but she kept going after those kinds of guys for some reason. Ashley wants a guy to genuinely like her and I do. But I don't think I am ever going to tell her that. It would just make things weird like when I let Caitlin know I liked her. It would just mess things up. I think we'll just be friends.

    Anyhow...the rest of my day at work. I had break with Bobby, Jen, and Eric. Eric commented to me that Bobby goes into a trance whenever Jen is around. Haha. I told Nicole before I left for break that I would bring her a sandwich back so I snagged a turkey sandwich for her & took it back to her. Ashley gave me a hug before she left...ahh. Gordon was in charge of the ride from 4-8 because Bobby was with Eric. Gordon is really weird...he is too serious. We got out at 8pm though cuz the park closed early so that was good. While driving home, a deer casually walked across the street...lol.

    Wednesday, July 28th

    Ashley IMed me and said she is coming in on her day off. On my way to work...some guy cut me off like the asshat he is. Cedar Crest was backed up so he flies into the center lane, which is for left turns, NOT PASSING! Cars were bumper to bumper so he goes into the center lane, passes a bunch of people and then flies back into the right lane in front of me. Ass! While I was at Tower 3, Ashley & Caitlin came on the ride 2 times at the same time but not together. Ash said hi and talked to me both times while Caitlin blew by me without saying anything...that says a lot. Each of them told me that they didn't dislike the other but apparently they do have something against each other because Caitlin refused to ride in the same boat with Ashley according to sources. And those same sources tell me that Maria told Caitlin there was someone waiting for her at Tower 3 (that would have been me!) and Caitlin was like "eh whatever". So yeah...whatever to you too. I brought a camera in to take pictures of Ana because tomorrow is her last day. On my break, I was a pig and spent $7. Grrr...I'm supposed to be cutting back. I sat with Chris, Jen, Jon, and Area David. Jen didn't even know what my name was...grr. How many times have I gone on break with Bobby while she was there? I am so easy to not notice. Adam wanted me to play a chain game with him and see who could flip the chain around the most times...it was dumb. Shara & Heather came up because apparently Chris & Lydia were talking about porn over the radios or something...haha. After work, I went to Wendys with Lydia and we talked. She said Caitlin liked me because I was mysterious. It completely depressed me. If that is the only reason she liked me and all I have, I might as well give up now. Oh yeah, and apparently Lydia's change of EOC was denied just like Caitlin's. Wow...and the park wonders why they can't keep workers.

    Thursday, July 29th

    Work was boring. I got sent to the Wave Swinger as soon as I came in. Soooo...I couldn't stay all day and get my extra hours like I had planned because I wasn't about to close on that dumb ride. On the 2nd ride of the morning, some kids were spitting so I had to yell for that even though I didn't know who it was. I made sure I worked as slow as possible too. Some girl fell and cut her knee...I sent her to First Aid. I went to my ride and grabbed my water bottle after my break so I would have a reason to come back later and see Ashley. During my break, some kid called me a frontrunner because I said I like LA in baseball. Yeah...I've liked the same team for the past 18-20 years and I'm a bandwagon person, right? What a retard to say that without knowing shit about me. I took my bottle back to the ride at 4 and got to see Ash...:o)

    Friday, July 30th

    My first break was to the water park for Taco Salad! I'm addicted to it...it's good. I went with Cynthia & Bobby and Ryan, Georg, David, Rob, and the rest of their crew was there. Hmm...whatever. Bobby left me & Cynthia in charge while he went to a meeting. Cynthia told Magda she had to go to a tower or something and apparently Maggda got an attitude. So Cynthia got all upset because she thought everyone was mad at her. Then Cynthia got an attitude with me so whatever. I stayed all day to see Ashley but really didn't see her much anyways except for break. She greeted me with a punch to the stomach at Tower 2. I ate too much on break AGAIN! I gotta start losing this gut! Nothing really exciting happened though except for when Ashley ran into someone when we walked past the stage show...hehe. And Victor gave her a Beanie Buddy named Puddles...he is a soft, cute duck. Awww. Now Victor has a thing for Ashley too...LoL. I was sent to the CCC crossing for what was supposed to be 30 minutes but ended up being over an hour. Chris told Ashley her looks were all that mattered. Hmm. So then when he asked her to make out and she said yes, I just ignored her. That shows me either she is willing to make out with anyone or she is just being a tease when she flirts with me...either way, I wasn't happy. At the end of the night, I walked quickly with Lydia, leaving Ashley behind to walk with Victor.

    Saturday, July 31st

    I got sent to the Wave Swinger again! Yeah I'm pissed. I took my time too. If they send me there again, they will be lucky if I get 1 ride cycle every 20 minutes. It's the 3rd time I have been transferred in the past 3 days...2nd time to there. I don't know if they realize that's why I quit last year...they probably do. They like to try and be pricks and get people to quit or find stupid reasons to fire them so they don't have to give them their bonus. They deny people who try to change their end of contract due to moving to another state or school...then those people don't get their bonus. It's pathetic. They treat their employees like shit & then when their precious internationals leave, they are screwed over for staffing because of it. Yeah....well when the internationals leave and they NEED me to work and/or stay extra hours, I'm not going to. I told Shannon, another supervisor, to tell Jeremy, my supervisor, that he can bite me. Don't know if he got the message or not. Then a little girl came in through the exit while the ride was running...ahhh. I yelled at her. I saw Ashley when I was leaving at lower gates.

    August 2004

    Sunday, August 1st

    Work was ok today. It was HOT! I was sweating so much while I was pushing boats...it was annoying. Chris decided to have a meeting in the morning to let everyone know he didn't care if they liked him because he doesn't like a lot of us. Well, he said he doesn't like how some of us work. Are you serious? At least we WORK. He sits in the booth all day doing nothing and/or sleeping and has the room to talk about other's working? Umm...no. Other things he said were that people will get points for being late to work or late from break. He also let us know that he doesn't like guests and isn't the same as Bobby because he doesn't "pray 4 times a day". Eh. I liked the kid for a while but he has let the supervisor thing get to his head a bit & is becoming really assy lately. Not necessarily to me (at least not to my face) but I don't agree with a lot of things he says or does. And the way he has been talking about girls & relationships in general is kind of annoying because I didn't talk to this kid that worked at Ponderosa for that exact reason. He would date girls for like a week or 2, get in their pants, and then dump them. So he couldn't understand why I didn't like him when started trying to do it with people I worked with & cared about. I can't stand guys like that. Anyhow...back to the present. Maria didn't take to well to his little meeting either...I guess we'll see how he acts for the last 3 weeks before passing judgement. Chris did bring doughnuts in for us to eat. I didn't have one until I left at 4...I ate a jelly! Other stuff...Rob asked me to stay until close but I didn't. If they keep transferring me, I'm not doing them any favors. Georg came to the ride for a little and Chris & him acted like 5 year old retards. Ashley tripped over the chain twice. Ugh! Ash! I wanted to run over and help her but it happened rather fast and I didn't even see the 2nd time. Plus....eh, I just have to try and hold back some of the things I would like to do or say because it's for the best that I don't open myself up again. While I was doing height check, some little kid tried to come through special access and went under the handrail in between the boats...I had to yell at him or he could have fallen in between the boats. And before I left, Niky was talking about all of her ex bfs and how their dicks were so huge and how that's so important to her....blah, blah, blah. The season is winding down & people are showing their true colors....so I'm starting to have issues with more people.

    Tuesday, August 3rd

    It was really hot again today. While we were pushing boats, Bobby collapsed on the ground holding his leg. I thought he broke it or something but he said he just had a cramp. About 20 minutes later, I started getting cramps in my thigh...ugh...weird! Ashley decided to show me her bruised leg from falling 2 days ago before she left. Then somehow a pregnant lady got on the ride...hmmm. I had break with Lydia and we talked some. The track for Hydra is laying on the ground now...it's a pretty green color! Heh. Niky was being nice to me...hmm. Later while I was pushing boats, some girl showed me her horrible looking bunny tatoo on her leg. Magda told me stop flirting. Eh?? I wasn't flirting but whatever. I scared the crap out of Lydia at Tower 1...hehe...it was great! After work, her & I went to Wendy's and talked some more.

    Wednesday, August 4th

    I'm not in a good mood AT ALL! Ashley apparently is going to hang out with Chris. Why? Who in fuck knows. She complains all of the time about how guys always want to use her for physical stuff and here she is going after a guy who is the same way. He told her TO HER FACE that her looks are all that matter & he needs to have a fling before he leaves. Is she that dense??!!?? I didn't think she was. She told me that she knew most of the guys at the park liked her for her looks only...and she included Chris in that list. I have no idea...I'm baffled and floored. I really really hate when girls complain about guys being jerks & players all of the time and yet they always go for those types. They have no room to complain...sorry. Their tears when these guys hurt them mean nothing to me because they choose these assholes & blow off the guys that really care. Ugh. Chris tells me he could get Cynthia to sleep with him, which I know he couldn't. He also thought he could get Maria...but not after that speech on Sunday. I guess I just learned my lesson and deserve this. I always give these Dorney girls a chance and they all turn out the same. Ashley said she enjoyed spending time with me & wanted to hang out more but now it seems like her free time is going to be spent with "player boy". The other day when she tripped over the chain, he just sat up in the booth & didn't even check on her....yeah, he cares about you. Grrr.....I am SOOOO MAD!!!!!!!!!

    Bobby was going to give me my August audit today. But then Josh called & made Bobby answer it to him over the phone so now I need a new one. They wanted to send me to the Talon but I haven't been trained on it this year so they sent Tek instead. Apparently, Tek told Bobby that Chris lets kids on the ride that are under the height stick. So now he hates Tek & says he is going to make Tek's life hell. Power trip much?? Maria also thinks that I like Lydia now because she saw us talking in the parking lot after work last night. Later on, it stormed and we closed. Chris apologized for some of his little meeting/speech the other day. He asked how we could make the ride fun again and said we shouldn't talk behind people's backs from now on. So I told him to his face, "I hate you." I guess he thought I was joking...I wasn't really. I talked to Lydia & Steven during this little storm about stuff. Then we all played dumb games in the booth guessing animals that the others were thinking of and crap. And then the ride opened and things got INTERESTING. Chris, who had just told everyone not to talk behind people's backs, started talking shit about people. He made fun of Magda's facial hair & while on the phone with Georg talking about how Bobby has his evaluation on his fridge, Chris said, "He's a fag." Then after he was off of the phone, he asked me, "Would it be bad if I screwed around with a minor?" I said, "I don't know...why are you asking me?" Then he replies, "Hmm...ok, because I think I found a girl in Ops that I can bang." Right away, I knew he was talking about Ashley and I wanted to punch him in the face. Sorry...but I am protective of my friends. That comment just pissed me off. After work, I went to the diner in Emmaus with Lydia and we chatted for quite a while. We talked afterwards by my car for like 30 or 60 minutes too. Then Niky shows up and tells us how she just had sex with 2 guys at the same time like 30 minutes ago. *sigh* I hope she gets her life on track soon before something major happens to her. I also found out that Rob told Niky he hopes she is on birth control because he has an enormous cock and doesn't fit into rubbers. LoL...wow, these Dorney people are such stupid morons.

    Thursday, August 5th

    This morning, I got an IM from Ashley asking if I was mad at her. And I am sorta. Well, not really...just disappointed that she is going against what she said the other day about guys. Then when I got to work, she asked me again and I just told her not to talk to me. I really don't know. I consider her a friend & I care about her...especially since she told me she doesn't like getting used and I know that is what Chris intends on doing. Ugh. I liked her...2 times actually. First time was in June but she liked Bobby and I started liking Caitlin. And now again over the past few weeks, I started liking her more than before. I guess that was dumb. She flirted with me a lot but I guess that's all it was. She told me she flirts with guys but with some she really means it so I thought that was her way of telling me it was more than flirting with me. I guess not. I feel really stupid for always liking these girls who flirt with me & don't mean it. I end up looking like an ass. So I really don't know if I could like her as more than a friend now. I see what she likes and it is far from the kind of person that I am. She had her chance...she blew it. Well...at work, I pushed boats with her for 2 hours and ignored her the whole time. She kept asking me why I was ignoring her and getting in my way. Eh.

    Some funny stuff happened while I was pushing boats. First, these 2 girls from a camp went out towards approach and were talking to their counselor, who was still out in a boat waiting to come in. I had my bottle of ice water so I squirted one of the girls in the back with it and hid behind her as she turned around so she didn't see me. She turned around and thought it was the other girl that was with her. So she starts hitting this girl with something that was in her hand asking why she got water on her...it was great. Their counselor had to blow her whistle to break them up...hahaha. Then some group of guys, maybe 15-16 yrs old, asked me if Ashley was my girl and if I had hit it yet. Hmmm...thanks for making me feel worse. Then some dumb girl jumped into one of the moving boats as it was leaving and had to jump back out...sigh. My cousin Stephanie came on the ride & I asked her if she paid to get in. She said she had. I could have given her free passes. Oh well. For some reason, Ashley left her keys and her ID in the booth...so I put them in my pocket and took them on break with me. I waited down at the lower gates for her for like 10-15 minutes because I thought she might need her keys to get into her locker. But she didn't come so I had to go and eat. She came down about 5 minutes later and was mad at me because she was wondering where her keys & ID went. I ate with her & Phil, where she said I was acting like a little kid. Whatever. Better than acting like a typical naive girl who always chooses the loser guy. Cynthia was being sorta a brat today. Eh...I dunno. I just get easily irritated when I'm in a bad mood. I tripped up the stairs to the station and Andrew started making assy comments....I wanted to rip his throat out. Niky later was talking about how she is young and "needs to get her kicks" now. Hmm....that's a pretty crappy attitude. You can have fun but you don't need to spread your legs for every guy that comes along in order to get "your kicks". Kate from the Mouse came to our ride to close. Chris asked me if he sucked on her bottle, would it be like he made out with her. No. But you could always try to bang her too, huh? Why not. Before I left, I whacked Ashley in the ass with her unbreakable bottle. Ha. She deserves it...she has been bad lately. Grr.

    Friday, August 6th

    Last night was rough. I slept most of the night. I sent Ashley an email yesterday telling her everything that I know about Chris. I was afraid that she would be mad at me & I was having bad dreams & thinking of how she was going to be so mad at me. I found out she hung out with him last night...whatever. Now she has her boytoy & he has his trophy piece of ass. I'm really upset about the whole thing but whatever. I'll just ignore them both & let them have their fun. I walked up to the ride with Ashley in the morning but I didn't really say anything to her. When Bobby was getting water for the 3 people at the towers, he accidentally knocked Ashley's water bottle into the Canyon! LOL! He had to fish it out with a height stick. And then he rinsed it out and put water in it for her...hahahaha. I told him I'm sure her mouth has been on dirtier things. :-/ I was on boats with Maria in the morning...not much happened. Ash came down for 15 minutes & I pretty much ignored her. Later, I had to help clean the rails on the bridge with Cynthia...wooo so much fun! Then it was break time! Taco Salad at WWK! I went with Tek, Ash, Bobby, and Cynthia. I gave Ash money for her lunch...yeah I'm so nice...whatever. I went in and sat down first. Then her & Tek came in and sat at another table...oh well...I guess I'm not good enough. Then when I was done with my food, I moved over to the table with them & she moved to the table where I had been sitting. Fine. I ignored her the rest of the day then. I was in the booth being nasty to Cynthia & Ashley....they called me a jerk...I pointed out that the jerks are what girls like them like. The truth hurts. Chris came in and asked me if I could stay...I just shook my head no. That was my day.

    After work, I found out that Chris had told some people about his date with Ashley. He said he didn't really expect anything the first time they hung out but she made the first move on him by trying to cuddle at the movies. Then they made out & did other stuff that I really can't say here. Afterwards, she IMed him and he wondered how in the hell she got his screenname. He also said his goal was to bang her before he left, he hopes she doesn't want a relationship out of this, she's not a good kisser, and he wants her because he thinks she is a virgin & because Bobby was with her and didn't get anything. Unbelievable. This is all suposedly what he said...I don't know how much of it is true because I don't trust him at all. He was becoming an ass a couple of weeks ago but now, he is a total fuckwad...I hate him. And if any of it is true, then so much for Ashley saying they "just talked" and that she wasn't going to do anything with him because they were just gonna be hanging out. Hmm...why don't I trust people? I wonder.

    Saturday, August 7th

    I called off....I felt sooo sick! ;-)

    Sunday, August 8th

    When I came in today, someone had their car on the hill in the top row of the parking lot. The car was sideways up the hill, practically on it's side....it was odd...don't know how it got like that. Chris had to go and move his car because apparently he was parked near it....haha. I went to Tower 2 twice before 2 pm. *sigh* Chris was wearing his visor upside down, being an idiot. As if his piss colored hair isn't fruity enough and screaming "Look at me!" I totally ignored Ashley today. Eh. I just can't even stand to look at her right now. It's just a totally sad situation & I wish I hadn't gotten involved at all.

    Monday, August 9th

    Was off today. I emailed Ashley last night about everything that Chris said. I didn't want to but she pissed me off by saying I was being a jerk. So I had to show her who the real jerk was. She told me that she had a long talk with Bobby today about it and lots of other stuff & she cried. Now I feel bad. I was just trying to protect her but she was going to get hurt either way I guess. I'd rather her get hurt & not get used though. Everyone thinks I am doing it because I'm jealous but that's not the case AT ALL! I would do the same for any friend of mine. At least she knows what kind of a person he is now.

    Tuesday, August 10th

    Basically....one big SIGH! I will never understand some people...but I'll get to that later. I worked open to close today. Brian was at our ride in the morning as supervisor. There were some cute girls in the AM coming on our ride...eh. I told Brian that there was a lady in line that was pregnant and was cussing me out because she had it in her mind that she was going on the ride no matter what. He was soo ready to come down and get involved until I told him I was joking. I saw Andrew on boats checking out this hot girl as she was leaving...lol. And Steven almost fell in the water 2 times in the hour. I am also getting annoyed at how everyone is getting an erection over the construction of Hydra. It's a coaster...big deal. Yeah, it may be cool when it opens but who knows. People act like it is the greatest thing to happen in their lives. I dunno. I was operating and Magda was complaining she had been at Tower 3 for an hour and a half and needed to go to the bathroom. She was only out there for an hour at that time though. She was real pissy. Then Steven brought a backpack up to me & said someone in line gave it to him. They said they accidentally picked it up on a bench but it wasn't their's. How do you accidentally pick up a backpack that is light blue and says "Dance" on it??? Yea, cuz there are so many of them. Cynthia decided to take an hour & 5 minute break instead of 45 mins like everyone else. She's special like that I guess. She said that Bobby wanted to talk to her & thats why she was late. Yet, he knew nothing about this. Ashley told me I didn't have to keep apologizing to her about telling her things that made her upset. I dunno. I hugged her during the tower switch to let her know I still cared...but I'm still frustrated.

    Now...why I'm so frustrated. Ashley apparently talked to Chris and he said that the things that were told to me weren't true. Ashley says that everything I heard wasn't true & people changed things around...according to who?? Chris?!? LMFAO! She said people take things the wrong way and assume things. And also Chris "feels bad" & apologized & is going to talk to me when he gets back. And now she has forgiven him. LoL. Whatever. He only feels bad that he got caught in his game...that's it. He doesn't care about her. He wanted to use her and lose her...period. I obviously should have just let him use her, have her get hurt, and then been there for her as a friend. She would have learned the hard way but maybe it would have been better...who knows. Now he will change his tune and try to make me look like a liar. This is just funny...that's what this is. If you confront a liar, they are going to deny, make excuses, & lie some more. And that is what Chris is doing. She, for whatever reason, believes him. And this is why she gets used...she is naive. She trusts & likes the assholes while blowing off the guys who would care about her like she wants to be cared about. Chris is a two-faced liar, plain and simple. I know this for a fact. I've seen it. It is not things I have heard through others...it is things I have seen with my own eyes & heard with my own ears. He told everyone else not to talk behind anyone's back & yet, he does it more than anyone...still. Tek told Bobby that Chris let kids on that were too small....he denied it. And yet, more than one person told me that he has done it. I heard from his own mouth that he wanted to bang her...but I guess it doesn't matter...apparently it got twisted around, misunderstood, and things were assumed during the time it took those words to travel from his mouth the whole 14 inches to my ear...yeah. And he wants to talk to me? I don't really have anything to talk to him about. If he wants to flip out on me for messing up his "bang" chance, he had better watch himself. If he gets all assy and talks down to me...I'll punch him right in the fucking mouth. Bobby talked to me around 4 about the whole situation. He told me that the "bang" comment I heard the one night was probably about the girl in Foods. Umm...no. The girl in Foods was over 18. And Chris said to me it was a minor and in Park Ops. And if he was talking about another girl...doesn't that just show he is a player??? He made that comment the night BEFORE he hung out with Ashley. So on Wednesday, he found someone to bang & on Thursday he hung out with Ashley & really likes her???? Suurrrrrre. Bobby also said that considering the person I heard it from, it had less credibility. Bullshit. I trust that person more than I trust Chris or anyone else at the ride. Why would anyone make all of that shit up? They wouldn't. Bobby says he can't picture Chris talking like that. Well he does...I've heard it. Bobby, although I love him to death, likes to believe that all people are good. Chris has no good intentions here. It's so sad that Bobby & Ashley are making excuses for Chris. It really is. Every time they try to, I simply show them otherwise but I guess it doesn't matter. This situation would be different if Ashley never said anything to me about not liking being used. Yeah, I would have still been upset but not as much. And if it would have been a different girl or he hadn't made the "bang" comment, I wouldn't be so upset either. If he hadn't told me anything, he would have been able to use her like he wanted...and maybe he still will. I know what he wanted from her...he isn't fooling me. This is the same guy that made Lydia text message her friend from the control booth while we were working and ask her to bang him without ever having met him. And I was there...and it was no joke. He told Ashley to her face that her looks were all that mattered. Ugh. And she just forgets all of it because he says sorry. Sorry he got caught...that's all. After this, I don't think I like Ashley anymore as anything more than a friend. She isn't the type of girl who would ever appreciate someone like me. I don't like any girls (as far as crushes) that work at the park right now.

    I talked to Ashley for an hour in the booth before she left. She told me Chris isn't mad at me. I really don't care. I only have to deal with him for 3 days really so I'm happy. I don't like him...that isn't going to change. Maybe it's dumb for me to dislike him for that but he wanted to hurt someone I care about...I don't like that. She got off Monday so she can go to Six Flags with Phil & I. Yay! That should be fun. At 9:50pm, a huge group of loud, obnoxious guys came on the ride. When they got off and tried to run back to get on again, Robyn ran out and closed the ride before they could enter..hehe. Bobby had to retrain us all on height check because there were some problems in that area today. I took a High School ID to lost & found. The lady there said, "Oh, that looks like a little girl that just left here...see if you can catch her." Umm...it's a HGH SCHOOL ID! Not a little girl! LOL!

    Wednesday, August 11th

    Went in at 3:30pm. Georg from Talon was in charge. While pushing boats, some people were complaining to me that the seatbelt bruised their daughter when they hit the wall. I offered them First Aid but they didn't want it. I dunno. They said it wasn't safe but the belt held her in the ride, didn't it? Then Georg called me up and asked what to do because someone saw a board in the water. We had to close for that for a little bit. Later at night, I was talking to Niky & Steven in the booth. I was supposed to go down to boats but Camilo said he didn't like me & didn't want me there with him. So I went back up to the booth. Then I asked Niky, "What did Chris tell you about Ashley?" I wouldn't tell her what I heard because I wanted her to tell me and see if it matched. She told me that he wanted to bang her before he left. Ha! Ha! And double fucking hahaha!!!! All of us are wrong, lying, or just assuming things, right? Umm, no! He told too many people his plans and it is true. He wanted to use her. But Niky also told me that he said he wanted her because he liked the fact that she is a virgin (or at least he thinks). He said if she was "tainted", it wouldn't be as much fun for him to bag her. Now, that I think about it, I did hear him saying that while I was there once before too. But you really didn't mean that, did you Chris?? It was just twisted around to make you look bad, right? LoL. What-theFUCK-ever.

    Thursday, August 12th

    I operated when I came in today. Ashley put ice down the back of my shirt for no freaking reason...grrr. Tek squirted her with lots of water so she stayed in the booth with me for a while to stay safe. She choked on a piece of ice and I offered to save her life with the Heimlich (sp?) or mouth-to-mouth...hehe. I went on break with Tek & saw Phil there. Oh yeah, he can't go to 6 Flags now. :-( So it's just me and Ash. Sorta YaY! It might be nice to spend a day with her. But that means I have to drive...ugh. And I'm betting she'll pull a Megan and say she can't go at the last minute...we'll see. She reminds me of Megan in a lot of ways with the things she does. Let's hope she doesn't turn out the same. There were some foxy girls on the ride but too young for me. I made Ashley give me a hug every time she wanted something. She wanted to know where her water bottle was that Adam had hid...hug please. She wanted some Skittles...huggie hug. She wanted to use my pen...huggles. :o) I picked her up to throw her over the rail and into the water and had to grab her butt to lift her...hehe. I talked to Niky some as it got rainy. She thinks Rob is hot. I don't agree but ok. Then Lacey & some of her friends came on the ride...she waved at me. :o) Her friend was pretty cute actually...lol. But she is too. Niky & Victor got cuddly at the end of the night...hmmm...yeah.

    Friday, August 13th

    It's Friday the 13th...so let the weirdness begin. First off, I said I didn't like any girl at the park anymore. I don't know if that is true. I had a dream last night with a girl that works there in it. I have never talked to her but she's cute. In it, we talked a lot and hung out...it was weird...I don't think it means anything. Then there's Ashley. Not sure about her anymore. I think I'll just be friends with her because there is too much about her that wouldn't be good for me. She wouldn't appreciate me. And then there is another girl...I'll talk about her in a bit. As for today, I pushed boats with Cynthia in the morning. Then we had a power surge and we had to evacuate the ride. Lucky there weren't many people on. Later, Bobby was asking everyone what was happening to our radio antennas. They are being torn off or something. I said it was Chris...hehe...I was joking though. Taco Salad Friday @ WWK Cafe!! Cynthia asked me to switch hours with her tomorrow and I said no so she stomped her feet...and there was a huge puddle under the table so she splashed water all over my legs! Arghhh! But there was a bright side to break. Laura was there. Ahhhh. :-) She's soooo adorable! She works at Talon...and she is ahhhhh. I don't know how else to describe her. Hehe. I first saw her when I hung out with Cynthia & Scott in the park like a month ago...then I saw her again on Talon ride night. And last week she sat at the same table as me at WWK Cafe on Friday. Today, I was crunching my taco salad and she spun around cuz she didn't know what the sound was. Then she yelled because I wasn't going to use my sour cream in my taco salad....oops. *sigh* How nice it would be to get to know her better....too bad I'm not good enough for her. She's sooo ahhh and I'm soo ugh. She's too beautiful for me. Ugh. I asked Bobby about her & he can tell I'm just ahhh with her. LoL. I ended up telling Cynthia I would switch with her tomorrow because then I can get my haircut. After I left, I went in the cafeteria with Tek and ended up eating even though I wasn't hungry. LoL. I got a cheeseburger, applesauce, macaroni salad, an icey type thing, and a drink. I am starting my Dorney diet tomorrow...just eating fruits, salad, and/or sandwich. We'll see how that works out.

    Saturday, August 14th

    Had switched hours with Cynthia so worked 3:30-11. I started out the day operating. Andrew, who wanted to leave & was out at the tower, started acting like a 7 year old over the radio, making sounds and crap. He is annoying sometimes. Someone peed in our special access line so Bobby had to clean that up. Camilo kept leaving the unloading side to go to height check & chat with Maria or to come up to the booth to stand around. When it's not busy...ok...but it was busy and Magda was the only other person pushing boats so he was getting on my nerves...he is so lazy. I also brought my pictures of Caitlin & Ana in for people to see...I had picked them up earlier in the day. When I got back from my break, I was talking to Adam and asked him if I should attack Ashley with my tongue just as a joke. He took it seriously and told me to lick the back of her knee and her ear. So I went down to height check and while she was talking to people, put my tongue by her knee and her ear...I didn't do it though...I didn't feel like getting punched! LoL. Then Adam dared me to kiss her on the cheek...I'm not sure why. But when I went down, she got all paranoid and kept turning around before I could do it. Then she punched me in the stomach. Ugh. Before I went out to the tower, Adam squirted her in the butt with his water...I wiped it off with my hand...oops... ;-D

    Later at night, some girls came on and decided they wanted to take their shirts off & ride in their bras...lmao. Most of them weren't cute but one of them was. Adam told them to ride without the bras too. Then Victor & Adam started calling me names, saying I was gay, cussing at me...etc. They are getting an attitude lately because they are leaving soon I guess & they know they won't get in trouble. They were telling me I want to fuck people and all sorts of crap. They put down other people when they act like 5 year olds themselves. Whatever. I went in the booth and talked to Maria instead. She keeps telling me I should talk to Laura...I disagree. At the end of the night, I decided to sweep with Maria...we are the awesomest sweeping team EVER!!! :o)

    Sunday, August 15th

    I wasn't looking forward to today...Chris came back. I was down at boats first with Magda. I was talking to her and Victor about flirting, cheating, and other stuff. Magda was under the impression that I was a player that uses girls which couldn't be farther from the truth. I operated from 11-12. Didn't really talk to Chris much but things are ok I guess. I really don't hate him...I don't hate anyone I don't think. I dunno...I just didn't want him hurting Ashley. Speaking of which, Ashley told me she couldn't go to Six Flags tomorrow, which wasn't a huge shock. I figured she wouldn't like a week ago. I really want to go though so maybe someone else will go with me. We'll see. On break, I sat with Nick & Phil. I saw Laura there with Jason & Megan from Talon. Anyways, from 2-3, I did boats with Ashley & Pawel. Some kids in the one boat liked Ash so they wanted her to check their seatbelts so they could flirt with her. She didn't want to and stood by the stairs...she wouldn't move. So I tried to pick her up and take her to them but she decided she would collapse on the ground so that I couldn't pick her up. On her way down, her face smacked on my shoulder and her lip was injured. Then when I tried pulling her back up, her leg scraped the ground. Ugh. She made me feel bad. Pawel told her that she looked like Mike Tyson but her lip wasn't puffy or anything. I told her I would kiss it and make it better and got within a hair of giving her a healing smooch but I didn't. She wasn't stopping me though. LoL. At the same time, some guy lost his glasses on the ride so I called for a supervisor. That was pretty much it...Wojtek told me not to bother with Laura cuz she already has some guy after her. Eh...kinda figured. Not a big deal though. I really have decided once and for all that Dorney girls just aren't going to cut it for me. I have no luck with them for a variety of reasons. Plus, I've been thinking about someone else a lot lately so we'll see.

    Tuesday, August 17th

    In the morning, Bobby gave me my audit. I was kinda tired still so it wasn't really good. Then he told me that Chris has a talk with me that "is coming". Whoop-dee-doo. While I was on the bridge, some guy wanted to give me $5 to watch his stuff for him. He was trying to put the money in my hand and telling me that I don't make enough at my job. Ha. I didn't take his money though. Steven & Andrew came back from break late so Bobby said everyone could have long breaks. I went on break with Bobby & loaned him $5. I sat next to Wild Mouse Kate. :-) She is Phil's dreamy girl...I was going to ask her if she was going to break up with her boyfriend to date Phil but I didn't. He told me a while ago to ask her that. I don't think she's that gorgeous really but she's cute & she seems nice...which is more important than being super hot. Something I noticed...guys are extremely horny and/or desperate this year...more so than in the past. This season, they have been going crazy for pretty much any girl that has 2 legs as soon as they see her. Maybe people are just more immature than they have been before...I don't know. I've always known that Dorney was full of "jumpers". They jump from one guy or girl to another without hesitation. Some people will date/fuck/chase 5 or more people in 3 months. It's pathetic. But back to lunch. Kate & I talked a little about sports teams and crap. She asked what school I went to. I told her I didn't go to college...then she thought I was still a senior in high school! Ha. I tried to convince her I was 22 but Bobby had to ruin that for me. Coming back from break, I saw Courtney and talked to her for a minute or so because I had to get back to my ride. Bobby decided that he would start timing us to see how long it took to get all the seat belts checked. It's kind of gay because we were always done before it was time to dispatch anyways but whatever. And then you have stupid people who delay everything so you can't blame us for that. But Camilo & I kicked ass anyways. Through all of the dumb-dumbs, we still managed to get everything set within 36 seconds or so. Later on, I saw Ashley briefly while switching towers...eh. I think she hates me now. I went on my 2nd break with Bobby at 7 and there was no food ready so I waited 15 minutes for them to make me chicken bites. Grrr. I saw Courtney again when coming back from break. I made sure to scare Ashley while I was on my way to tower 2 at 8. I did height check for the last 30 minutes. There were 2 groups of 3 girls...some of them were cute. The 1st group wanted to go again but Niky decided she wanted to be a bitch and tell them in a snotty way that they couldn't. She proceeded to tell me that the girls were "skanks". I don't know if she was jealous or whatever....but to call someone you don't know a skank when you are fucking guys left and right just because you "love sex" is a little hypocritcal, wouldn't you say? Around the same time, she let me know that she will be fucking 2 guys at the same time on Monday....lolol. These are 2 different guys than last time. Hmmm. The 2nd group of girls came on and wanted to leave their stuff in the station...I told them that they couldn't. One of them was a lifeguard at WWK and she was a cutie. Niky decided that these girls were no good too and yelled at them. Then there was a loud bang that sounded like a gunshot or something....who knows what it was. Probably something on our ride breaking. LoL. We swept after work & Camilo was swatting hats around with his broom instead of sweeping garbage. Then Nicole & Ashley said I was dumb as we were leaving. Ha. If they want me to list all of the dumb things that they do, it would take a while but whatever. I talked to Ashley at the cafeteria for a while afterwards. I didn't really talk much because I don't know if I even like her anymore. There is so much crap. I don't like to be used and I don't like to be lied to. She always says "good!" in a way where it sounds like she doesn't care about anything I say, do, think, or feel. So why waste my time on someone who doesn't give a shit about anything having to do with me? I dunno. The season is almost over...and I'm happy. I'm starting to see that this summer was what I needed to realize some things that I already knew about the park. This year is turning out sorta how my 1st year was. I didn't really make any good friends who will really want to hang out with me after the summer is over. That's fine. Dorney people are really shady anyways.

    Wednesday, August 18th

    I came in to find out that a lot of people had been transferred. Ashley was sent to Talon so she's probably happy since she hates being at the Canyon anymore. I pushed boats with Maria and she complained about how I didn't say "hi" when I arrived. She is always looking for something about me to complain about. A little while later, she said I was worthless. And she wonders why I don't say hi to her when she is constantly putting me down. Later on, I was at boats with Magda. She asked me how my night with Ashley was. I assume she was talking about when we talked for 30 minutes last night at the cafeteria. I told her I really don't have a crush on Ashley anymore. Magda told me not to lie. Ummm...whatever. There are just too many things about Ashley that made me lose interest. The biggest is that she doesn't like me. And, of course, she flirted with me too much and apparently didn't mean it....I don't really like that. Hopefully we'll be able to be friends but I guess we'll see. Later on, I was at height check. There was a security guy sitting in our line & watching people crawl through the rails and try to jump in line...he didn't say anything. There was some really cute girl with some goofy ass kid in line...it was a complete mismatch. She was perfect looking....maybe she likes guys based on personality? Is that possible? Nah...he must have a huge dick or something. Anyways, their friend left line to go to a locker or something and I told them he wouldn't be able to come back in line. I told them they could go to the back and wait for him because it wasn't really a long line. But they decided to just climb over the rails and leave. I was in the middle of telling them not to climb over the rails but the girl climbed over and her ass was right in my face so I shut up and let them. :-) We only had 30 minute breaks because our staffing sucked...I ate with Phil & Steven. After break, I was at tower 3 when a little boy asked if there was anything in the water that could hurt you or eat you. Haha. After that, I pushed boats with Pawel. There was some hot chick on the ride but when I asked her how old she was, she said 15. Ach! All of these 15-17 year olds nowadays look like they are 18-20...it's crazy! I operated for like 5 minutes and Adam came up and called me a "blind bitch". For someone who talks like he has shit in his mouth and lets boats go through the gates all of the time, he really shouldn't be talking shit. I got to leave at 9:15pm...yay!

    Thursday, August 19th

    I went in at 3:30pm and saw Ashley for a brief moment before she left...she's going on vacation now. I had to do a 15 minute bathroom break at the swings which was just so much freakin' fun. Ugh. On my break, Jen went and sat by herself instead of sitting at the same table with me. I think she's avoiding me. Hehe. Later, when I was on boats, Magda & Camilo came on the ride. A few minutes later, Chris from the CCC left the gates down at the train crossing and went off somewhere to yell at someone. Meanwhile, people are waiting behind the gates on both sides, the crowds getting bigger and impatient. Eventually, people started picking up the gates and walking under...haha...funny. At 8, I went back to towers and scared Malu at tower 1. I operated for the last hour and talked to Micah. It was a fairly easy day. When I left at the end of the night, I stopped in the cafeteria to get candy & out of the bathroom pops Jen. She actually said hi to me! Wow! I'm making progress! :-)

    Friday, August 20th

    I woke up late so I was rushing to get to work on time. When I got there, I found out that Chris was working instead of Bobby because they switched or something...ugh. I went & got water with Tek & Malu. Camilo hurt himself on the train tracks. Apparently when he took the shortcut, he fell & tore his leg open so First Aid ended up coming to the ride to take care of that. The lift is finished on Hydra now...doesn't look all that special as far as height goes but we'll see. It was a pretty boring day. I went on break with Malu & we walked to First Aid afterwards so she could get aspirin for her headache. That's about it.

    Saturday, August 21st

    I could have gone to the Talon and worked but I didn't want to. Tek kept telling me to go because Laura would be there but it didn't change my mind. While I was at the towers, Tek kept calling in about a guy with floppy ears, pointy nose, and a shitload of other details that was standing up. Bobby believed him I guess because he went to check it out except that boat was empty. I was on boats with Malu & she said I worked poorly. It started to rain around noon. I went on break with Magda, Steven, and Andrew. Dawn and Nick were down there too. I ate a ham & cheese sandwich & a salad but then I got a Taco Salad too...haha. We were closed until 2 for storms. Pawel, Adam, Steven, and Andrew were talking about movies, bars, and other dumb stuff. I was at height check at the end of my shift and people were being retarded! They were getting out in approach, on the wrong side, going itno the wrong lines, coming up special access...etc. I hate dumb people.

    Sunday, August 22nd

    I started out the day at lower height check. Dawn was waiting for Andrew & helped me by opening the special access gate for people. A little girl was too short by the height stick but Chris said to measure her on the metal bar & she made it. So he said to let her go. Too bad the metal stand is shorter than the height requirement. Great supervisor. While I operated, Andrew, who was out at the towers, started making noises over the radio. It was like 4:03pm and he acted like a baby because he feels as though he should leave at 4pm sharp or earlier or else he starts making noises on the radio. Pathetic. At height check, I had to deal with some guy who told me I let other little kids on the ride that were the same size as his kids, who were too short. Umm no. Later at night, some guy asked me where the "choo choo train" entrance was...hehe. Nicole came up before she left because it was her last day and she had been transferred. She gave me her email and screen name. A little while later, Rob called & talked to Chris, who told him to bang Nicole during her exit interview. Sweet people I work with.

    Tuesday, August 24th

    At height check, some lady was telling me that info in the park map says that a child under the height requirement can go on the ride with an adult. Hmm...that's funny cuz I worked at the ride all summer and it has never been that way. Obviously, she can't read. Then another lady in line was screaming at some girls that apparently line-jumped. Bobby went down & the girls argued with him or something...I dunno...people are so dumb. Then, in between 2:30 and 3, I think Megan came on the ride. I don't know...so many girls remind me of her so maybe I'm just always hoping I see her again. But it looked like her. She sucked on her lower lip the same way she used to. She's still so beautiful. About 10 minutes later, our ride broke. It just shut off for no reason. And due to such intelligent break scheduling, both supervisors were on break at this time. The ride was down for a while. I had break with Tek. I ate too much again. Turkey sandwich, salad, cheese sticks, chicken bites, jello, and an icee. Tek was talking to the cute Polish cashier about me in Polish so whatever. We had to clean our ride for like an hour after I got back cuz the ride was still down. I decided to do a little dancing but since other people at the ride don't know how to have FUN, they didn't appreciate it. Tek said I have "problems" and when I asked him to name what my problems are, he said "stupidity". That's rather amusing considering I'm more intelligent than he will ever be. People are so insecure that they call people that are so much more intelligent than them dumb & stupid...humorous. Then Magda comes up to me and says she didn't appreciate me saying bad things about her. WTF? I found out later that Tek told her I said I didn't like her personality. I never said anything like that....he just enjoys lying about people to try and start shit I guess because he has done it before. Later on, I was pushing boats with him and he said I was slow & he didn't need me. It's just him showing his immaturity I guess...he's only 16. After we closed, Micah, Chris, Adam, and Tek rode the ride, people took pictures, both supervisors gave their little goodbye speeches, and we left. Micah, Malu, Tek, and myself waited for Bobby afterwards and he sang a couple of songs.

    Wednesday, August 25th

    I got to work 10 minutes late because traffic on Cedar Crest was backed up out the ass. So I wasn't in a good mood. Then, Malu tells me I'm late, which I already fkn know! Some of the internationals are power-tripping already. Victor & Camilo are telling me what to do & where to go like they are in charge. That really pisses me off. Later at height check, a parent told me that their child, who was too short, was on the same ride at Busch Gardens. Yeah, well this isn't BG, is it? Later at night, I was on boats and some guy threw his shorts on the side. He said he wasn't taking them with him. I told him he couldn't leave anything on the side and his comeback was, "Well, why is your bottle over there?" LoL...are you serious?! I work here you dumb shit! I went out to the towers at 6. Then, Camilo decides we aren't going to do any more rotations for the rest of the night. So leave the people out at towers for a longer time while his lazy ass sits in the station booth for the last 2 1/2 hours. Lazy people annoy me.

    Thursday, August 26th

    The highlight of this day was that there were hot volunteers. They wore short, tight shorts, which I believe should be required uniform for all hot girls to wear. :-p Not too much happened except Adam started bitching about rotations in Polish when they started like 2 minutes late. I really think if you're gonna bitch or talk about someone, do it in English so that person knows what you have to say. But no, they all talk shit in front of your face in another language...that is really cowardly.

    Friday, August 27th

    Jeremy started off by asking if we wanted to have someone be in charge. It came to a vote and since the internationals outnumbered us, they didn't want anyone in charge. They were having too much fun on their power trips. They like bossing people around but when something happens or someone has a complaint, they don't want to deal with it. They tell one of us lowly Americans to take care of it because "they don't speak English well" or some dumb excuse. If you want the power, you deal with all of the problems damnit! I found out I'm not scheduled off next week...LoL. Wonderful. Magda called me handsome. Hmm...she's blind now. Jeremy asked me to stay til close but I said no. They always ask me when I have plans. They wouldn't give me the hours all summer when I wanted them so why I should I stay now? They screwed me so I'm not about to help them out now. I went to WWK for Taco Salad with Malu on break. There was a super cute lifeguard in line! :o) Then there was a different hot lifeguard at the vending machine...lol. Oh well...then back at the ride, there was a super hottie...hmmm...I must have been really horny or something.

    Saturday, August 28th

    I was an extra in the morning so I watched Adam attempt to plan out rotations. I took water out to the towers also because I was bored. Rob asked me to stay...big surprise. People really make a major project out of rotations...it's funny. It's not that difficult but they make it difficult because they try to make it convenient for them. People also take FOREVER to do rotations...they talk and take their good ole time, doing as they damn well please. Then, when I operated, Camilo told me I was dispatching too late. Coming from Camilo, that means a lot. He's lazy and is horrible at operating so telling me how to do it is just comical. On my break, I saw an angel that fell from heaven. A gorgeous volunteer was in the cafe. I'm not usually into blondes but she was perfect looking. Blonde hair, blue eyes, great body, nice tan, perfect lips....wow. Too bad girls that look like that have shitty personalities 9 times out of 10. Laura was in the cafe at the same time...I was surrounded! :o) I'm not complaining. I saw Rachel too. Her hair looks better now...she's still pretty good looking. And the final cutie walked in wearing street clothes. I saw her walking towards the cashier and she looked hot from behind. Then she turned around and, since she was far away, I couldn't tell who she was, but she looked kinda pretty from that distance. She started walking towards me and I realized it was Jen. LoL. Oops!

    Sunday, August 29th

    Lalala....so much fun at Dorney. Magda told me about her problems with Phil and asked me what he had said to me about her. He really doesn't talk to me about her though. Tek took a really bad picture of Laura with his camera...he better get a better one for me. :o) At night, I figured out next week's staffing to see when I could get a day off. I swept a lil because our queue line was dirty. Magda called me sexy & handsome...I dunno why. She keeps telling me that she hopes things work out for me with Ashley and we get together because I'm handsome & she's beautiful. Well, that's not gonna happen unless Ashley starts taking the same drugs that have Magda's vision screwed up.

    Monday, August 30th

    Today I was seriously pissed off. I got to the ride at 12:04pm...4 minutes late...and people started bitching at me. It's ok that they are late all of the time though by more than 4 FUCKIN MINUTES! Grrrrrrrr!! Then, they start ordering me out to Tower 3 because poor Andrew needs to have his break because the whole world is supposed to bow down and cater to his every want & need. Bobby had hopes of us getting Team of the Year. If whoever makes that decision is smart, we won't because a lot of the people at our ride are selfish & bossy. Some girl felt faint later in the day and Steven gave her my bottle to drink out of...ugh. Malu & Camilo took a super long-ass break...typical. So I tore the list of rules down that Malu made because, quite ironically, she doesn't follow any of them anyway. I did a impression of Adam over the radio when I was out at the tower later. At 5, we had severe thunderstorms. Our ride closed and we had to run over to the CCC station. We got a lecture from Harry about crossing through the shortcut in front of the train & lightning struck our pumphouse. We didn't reopen for the rest of the night. Afterwards, I went to Applebees with Malu & Magda. Magda let me know that she liked me.

    Tuesday, August 31st

    Andrew decided that he needed to do rotations. It's either him or Victor...they both love being in charge. Everyone has issues with power tripping now...it's complete chaos. We had 3 different people working on rotations in the morning when it should take only 1 person. Then 2 people went to get water at 9:55, 5 minutes before we are supposed to be open. I told people we had 5 minutes but they all ignored me. Jeremy came up and got pissed because we opened 15 minutes late. Haha...it's just such a mess. Everyone messes with the rotations, which pisses someone else off and drives them to change the rotations, setting off an endless cycle of changes. People make things waaaaay more difficult than they have to be. Nobody wants to do rotations on time or work. Camilo went to the bathroom and then came back & sat in the booth on the phone instead of doing his job. The internationals only like when Victor is in charge. I was told that they didn't want me in charge because they thought I would treat them unfairly. Sure. Anyhow, Andrew took a minor dip in the water...haha. He was pushing boats from height check and his leg went in the water. I went on break with Malu and had a ton to eat. Malu's friend said I was cute. :-) I saw Caitlin's friend, Kathleen, who went to Applebees with us, in the cafeteria because she was volunteering. Everyone went through 3 different pieces of paper trying to do rotations for the day...lmao. That's horribly pathetic. I was left out at Tower 2 for almost 90 minutes until 6:30. Grrr. Malu radioed me and told me that I was sleeping...WTF? I don't sleep at the towers. They leave me out there and then accuse me of sleeping? Har-dee-fuckin-har! During the last hour, I got some hugs from 3 girls when they were leaving. Haha. Too young but it was funny. After closing, I walked around with Magda for an hour looking for Jeremy to give him the paperwork. Magda said he was going to be at the picnic area but we went there and couldn't find him. LoL. I wasn't sure why he would be there. We walked around a lot and then I eventually figured out that he was in the Camp Snoopy office. Jeez! haha.

    September 2004

    Wednesday, September 1st

    Well...Nick & Tek decided to do rotations today. Haha. They screwed up 2 sheets of paper by 9:45am...15 minutes before we open. LoL! I didn't even bother...I walked out to Tower 3 at that time and stayed there. Some kid got transferred to our ride and was pushing boats but not too well. When I pushed boats with him, I just spun them to him and he caught them and stopped them. Nic was looking at rotations while operating and boats were going through the gates & he was dispatching boats when people were still not ready. Sigh. Tek was taking pictures of hot chicks with his digital camera and then we zoomed in on the pictures...haha. Victor didn't like the rotations so he made new ones. We went through 4 or 5 sheets of paper today for roattions. Some guy said his son had ridden the ride already but he was actually too short. So Pawel came up and told me to handle it. Umm..no. I told Nick to take care of it. Ha.

    Friday, September 3rd

    Went in at 12. Started out on boats with Nick. Some black girls were saying I was racist & saying I wouldn't let them ride again because they were black. Adam was talking shit about how I don't know how to balance boats or something. Around 1, Bobby was coming in & Ashley was coming back from towers so I blocked them off and wouldn't let them pass to get back to the station. Ashley punched me in the stomach. Thanks. From 2-3, Bobby made me clean the exit stairs with him. Hmm....that was boring. Ashley told me that she missed me. I have a hard time believing that. I had break with her. :-) I walked down with her & her cousin. Afterwards, she went to Talon though. Blah. When I was operating, Bobby was down at height check so I told Victor I could make Bobby mad. I made a weird Chinese sounding noise over the mic, which caused Bobby to come up and talk to us. Haha. Victor couldn't stop laughing. Abu and Micah were screwing around down on the unloading side of the platform so I told them to stop messing around or someone would fall and get a boo-boo. It was just what we call Abu sometimes...(Abu boo)...so it was kinda corny but oh well. Later on, I danced at height check and Victor liked it. Tammy asked me at like 7:55pm if I wanted to go to the swings but I told her I was leaving at 8. Awww too bad!

    Saturday, September 4th

    There were 4 people in the booth chatting from 3:30-4. I took pictures of Ashley, Pawel, Nick, and Micah. I hid Ashley's keys & she told me that she hates me...of course she does. On break, I got a quick pic of Phil & saw the same blonde volunteer that had been there on August 28th. Damn...nice. On my way back from break, I saw Jen walking towards me so I told her to stop. She did...and then I snapped a quick picture of her. Hehe. :o) Ashley asked me if I would switch shifts with her the following day so I did because I'm nice. At night, while I was at Tower 2, Tek came over from T1 and talked to me. We chatted about different stuff, including that blonde beauty on the back of the train every time it came around...hehe. For the last hour, I operated. Magda talked to me about Ashley and other stuff. After work, I went to Red Robin with Magda, Malu, & Tek. They closed shortly after we got there though so we didn't stay really long.

    Sunday, September 5th

    We had a pretty volunteer today. Eh. While at height check, Andrew came over and talked to me because we weren't busy at all. Then some kid came on the ride alone and I told him to ask the volunteer to go on the ride with him. He started getting an attitude with me...haha. He came on the ride a few times in a row though. Then I went and operated and the kid still was talking smack. He said I was gonna get a black eye. I yelled at him over the mic to stand behind the yellow line even though he was. Then when he was on the ride, I used the course speakers to yell at him...lol. Then Victor went and asked the volunteer if she had a boyfriend. She doesn't! Woohoo! Haha...not like she would want me though. Then he pointed at me and was saying something to her. Hmmm. I have no clue what he said. I was supposed to push boats during the last hour of the volunteer's shift but I didn't because nobody else wanted to operate. So instead of being able to be down there, talking and flirting with her, I was stuck in the booth. Grrrr. Oh well...I guess that's a sign. Everyone that does the rotation keeps me away from Ashley too...haha. While I was on boats near the end of the night, I found a full, unopened can of soda in the boat. I kept teasing Nic, who was at height check, by shaking it and running over and chasing him like I was going to spray him. Eventually, I popped the top while chasing him and sprayed it all over him. Hahaha!!! I didn't really mean to do it but oh well...it was funny!

    Monday, September 6th

    The bottom of one of the boats came off soon after I came in so we were closed until almost 2pm. I stayed down at lower height check taking pictures and stuff. When I went on break, I saw Bobby & Jen...took a picture of Bobby. I was out at T1 from 4-5 and Malu came back to say goodbye because it was her last day. She was sad. I don't blame her...I would be sad too if I wasn't going to see me again. LoL...j/k. I'll miss her. During my bathroom break later, I took a picture of Victor & Lucia at the CCC crosiing. It was Victor's & Magda's last day so after work, we all said goodbye. I drove Victor and his girlfriend home.

    Saturday, September 11th

    I left my house early but was still late because traffic sucked. Andrew was getting bossy telling me to get out to the tower to relieve him so he could go on break. I took a little extra time getting out there due to that fact. I'm sick of his attitude bossing everyone around when he always leaves early and bitches if he has to stay any later than 4pm, even if it's like 2 extra minutes. After that, I did boats with Ash. She told me that Rob wants her now. Eh. Then I went on break with her too. Josh was standing watching the show at Center Stage so I snuck up behind him and scared him. I gave Ash more money for food while on break. I was back on boats with her later...she threw water on me & hit me. Ahh how I love being on boats with Ashley. When we closed, Victor Rosado called in and said he couldn't close the umbrella at the tower because he wasn't tall enough. Haha. Ashley smacked me in the leg with the dustpan...:-( Then she walked with me to Talon when I dropped the paperwork off. Maybe she went to see Rob? Or was she just wanting to walk with me? Hmm...somehow, I'm doubting it was to be with me.

    Sunday, September 12th

    Andrew decided to send Ashley to Talon when she came in. :o( Missed her...but less bruises for me for the day. Dawn & Victor came to our ride. Boring day.

    Saturday, September 18th

    Had a HUGE storm the night before...wasn't sure whether to go in or not. Drove out to the park...nobody there...went home. Found out Dorney called and left voicemail after I got back saying the park was closed...lol.

    Sunday, September 19th

    Rob & Jeremy asked me to stay til close but I had plans. Ash gave me dirty looks in the morning...I don't know why. We didn't open til 10:20am. From 11-12, I was operating while Andrew & Steven were in the booth with me. We had no people coming on our ride. Ashley was sitting down at T3 so I radioed her & said I envied the bridge. I was supposed to push boats with her but Tek got transferred & that messed up the rotation. I got to go on break with her. She kept calling me a jerk & saying she hates me. It hurts my feelings but oh well I guess. Later in the day while I was operating, I told her I loved her over the radio. She said I didn't. Sigh...day over.

    Saturday, September 25th