Well, since this is my first entry, I guess I should tell you all why I am up at this time in the morning. My sleep is screwed up and I usually sleep from like 8 am til 6 pm and stay up all night. I haven't gone to sleep yet. So anyways, yesterday (April 16), was pretty normal. I got up at 6 cuz my g/f Jen called and wanted me to come over. I went over, we went to Burger King to eat dinner...I was a pig. I got a double cheeseburger value meal, a chicken sandwich, and an 8 piece chicken tenders. I ate all of it but felt quite stuffed afterwards...LoL. After that, we came back to my house and hung out for a while. We watched the MTV movie "Jailbait!", which was a comedy about statutory rape. It was OK...some parts were really rather funny and the blonde in it was darn near as perfect as a girl can get in the looks department. Oh well...I took Jen home and came back, was on the comp for a little bit, and then did the paper route. My sister and I are doing our mom's paper route for the time being because she just had surgery. That's all I did pretty much. I am going to start my job up at Dorney Park on May 6th and I'm excited about that. I'm gonna make a ton of money and plan on going to Florida with it in December. I wish someone I knew would work there so we could ride together when they have the test day and do other stuff together but nobody really wants to. Jackie is gonna work there...:o)...but I think she's gonna be at the water park so that sux. I want to go to Great Adventure before I start work but I dunno if I can find anyone to go with cuz Jen doesn't really like rides and she's saving her money to go to Florida in May. I have a few internet friends who I would like to meet and have actual friendships with but I don't think they want anything to do with me personally...they just want to be penpals...that gets old to me after a while though. I haven't heard from alot of people...maybe cuz of school and stuff so I'll wait til summer and see what happens. OK, well, I'm tired so I'm gonna stop writing now....

April 21, 2000 - 6:00 AM

I'm once again just about ready to go to bed. I really need to work on my homepage more before this summer starts but I doubt it so it'll have to wait until after the summer to get finished. On the 19th, I went up to Dorney and trained on the rides for 5 hours. I'm gonna be doing the Ferris Wheel, Paratrooper, and Chance Carousel. It was pretty cool...they seem pretty easy except the ferris wheel is kinda confusing due to the fact it needs to be balanced and stuff. I got a check which I'm planning on cashing today and I'm getting money from the paper route within the next week so I should have enough money to do some stuff in the near future. I was planning to go to Great Adventure today but it's supposed to rain so either next week if it's nice or some weekday in May I might go...dunno yet. Jen and I will have been together for 8 months on May 3rd so that's an accomplishment. It has gone pretty fast actually. I love her alot so right now, my life is going really well. Those internet pals that I wanted to eventually meet really don't seem interested...I hardly hear from anyone thru e-mail and I suppose that's cuz of school and stuff but I figure I'll be extremely busy in the summer and won't have alot of time to meet them then. I figure if they don't want to talk to me anymore than its their loss. Jackie H. is someone I want to get to know a little better and she'll be working up at Dorney this summer so we'll see. I keep thinking maybe she doesn't want to see me but she did always ask me to come and visit her at work so maybe I'm being an idiot and reading into things too much. I dunno...girls are really confusing and I don't think I'll ever figure them out. OK, well I'm out of here for now.

April 25, 2000 - 10:00 AM

I've been up all night working on this page and another page and I'm still not tired at all so maybe I'll stay up so I can get my sleep back on track. I have a Ride Simulation Day at Dorney Park on Saturday and I have to be up at 7 am so I gotta get a regular sleeping thing down. Other than not being able to go to Great Adventure, I had a pretty good weekend. Friday Night, I took Jen out to dinner at the Olive Garden, which is her favorite place to eat. I had the Tour of Italy and was stuffed. Saturday, we went to BK and then I took her bowling...I did pretty good and she didn't...LoL. I kind of slept right thru Easter...oops! I didn't get up until 8 PM and I missed a dinner at my aunt's and everything. Jen got mad at me cuz I really hadn't planned on calling her since I had just gotten up and it was 8 and all...I really don't like phones but chicks don't seem to get it. I dunno...I just don't like calling people that much at all and especially when it's getting late. I know 8 isn't that late but oh well. So anyways, she got mad at me for that and then I said I'd call her yesterday after she got home from school but I didn't get up til like 7 PM cuz I'm sleeping wacky so she got mad at me for that too. Needless to say, we didn't have a happy Monday night together and things just seem to get worse and worse...I dunno. It was our first major arguement if you want to call it that....I tend to just shut up when I get upset so I don't argue really. She's probably mad at me now so we'll see what happens with everything. On a good note, Jackie and I are talking to each other more and will be getting together soon I hope. She's actually very cute but I don't think she likes me saying that...LoL...but it's no biggie...just stating my opinion. Have yet to meet her and see how she is but I'm sure she's nice...seems like it. She's only 17 though so she thinks she is too young for me...LoL...bummer...:o). But I'm with Jen now and she has a b/f so it's no biggie...I like having friends. Jen gets jealous over other girls but I'm not the type to stray or cheat so she has nothing to worry about. Hopefully Jen and I are staying together and everything so we'll see how that pans out.

April 27, 2000 - 1:50 PM

Tired again...what else is new. Jen and I are doing okay now...we have talked and stuff so everything is fine. We'll probably be getting together tomorrow. I have to mow the lawn, get my haircut, get gas, and go up to Dorney tomorrow for my uniform and crap. Last night, I went to court to finish this whole thing that happened last year b/c of my sister. We went at like 7 and the first few people took forever so I didn't get to go until like 8:20...it only took like 10 seconds for the judge to dismiss everything and then we left. No biggie. I've been talking to Jackie more lately and I dunno, she just seems like a really great girl so I'm really starting to think of her as a friend. I think about her alot cuz she is having romantic problems so I kind of worry about her cuz she deserves to be happy. I do my best to make her feel better and I listen to what is going on with her...I dunno what else to do. If I can do anything more, she will let me know I'm sure....can't make out the keys anymore...blurry....tired....later!