Not a whole lot happening outside of Dorney.

Jen decided she didn't want to be in my life anymore. She thinks I never loved her or something which is the ultimate crap. I never did so many things for or felt the way I have about anyone else in my life. But I'm tired of having to reassure her how important to me she is. Yeah, I'm not at the emotional stage she wants me to be at...so I can understand that part. Fine. But I can't help that I don't know what exactly I want out of my love life. I want to date. But for her & I, it has passed that stage and it's either be super serious or don't be anything at all I guess. I don't think that makes me a horrible person though. I dunno. I'll miss her a lot more than she thinks if she decides to go through with this.

Caitlin IMed me and said she missed me tonight...so that made me feel a little better. Other than that...my life is boring.