March 31st, 2004 - 5:30 AM

Jeez Louise, it's been 2 months since I updated this so I figure I should probably write something. Not that much interesting has happened. Well, there were some things. For a few weeks in January, Jen and I didn't really see each other at all. I also called Keri in the first week of January and talked to her for like an hour or more. In mid-January, I started talking to Melissa again, the girl I talked about a little in November. We talked a lot online and on the phone too. I thought she liked me but in early February, she kinda started talking to me less and now, we really don't talk at all. She's a really pretty girl but I don't think she wants me as anything more than a friend, if that. I guess we'll see.

At the end of February, I went with my mom and grandmother to see my aunt in NY. There was A LOT of snow up there...a few feet on the ground. On Saturday night, we played the DVD Game "Scene It". I kicked some serious ass. There were 6 of us playing and we tried switching partners because people wanted to either beat me or play with me and win. I won all 4 games...hehe.

And then there is Megan. When we left off in January, Megan had called me out of the blue, totally unexpected. I hadn't called her or written her in a long time before that so it was kind of odd. Anyways, I did call her back but there was no answer. Then she called me again on January 16th but I was sleeping or something. I wrote her a letter and on January 24th, she called me and we talked for like 15 minutes. She said we should hang out the following weekend. I was SOOOO happy! For those that don't understand, I was like totally in love with this girl when I worked with her in the summer of 2002. But those feelings were kind of replaced with a different love...the kind you would have for a really good friend or family member. So I missed her. I hadn't seen her or heard her voice since September 2002. Anyways, she never called back to set our meeting up like she said she would. So I called her and there was no answer. I worried about her so I called a few more times. Then, in February, I emailed her...and her boyfriend wrote back through HER email telling me to leave her alone, saying I was a stalker and calling me a bunch of other names. He and I sent emails back and forth...bla, blah, blah. Then she comes on AOL IM in mid-February while I'm asleep and sends me messages calling me all kinds of names and threatening me and crap. I'm completely clueless what happened to her to make her go from wanting to hang out with me to hating me. I didn't even do anything or talk to her so who knows. Quite frankly, I don't care. I have stuck up for her and still cared about her despite her trashing me on numerous occasions. I'm tired of dealing with these girls who turn on me for absolutely no reason at all. I'm sick of all of the games. I still care about her, which some people may not understand. But I don't think I could ever trust her again.

Jen, on the other hand, shows me why she is so special to me and will always be a great friend. Unlike everyone else I have ever dealt with, Jen cares about me no matter what and realizes that I am a much better guy than 99% of the rest of the male population. She is the only person who I have met in my life so far who has proven that she cares about me and not just about herself like so many other shady, shallow, and selfish girls I have dealt with. So through February and March, Jen and I have hung out a lot. We have gone to a few movies, gone out to dinner many times, and gone bowling. For Valentine's Day, we ate at the Olive Garden, went to the movies and saw 50 First Dates, and then came to my house and played some board games. On Saturday, March 27th, we went and saw Jersey Girl.

I'll be back working at Dorney this summer. Had my interview on Friday, March 26th. Fun. I need the money. Anyways, that wasn't such a great day. About 30 minutes after I came home from my interview, my dog started having a seizure on our dining room floor. We didn't know what was happening or if she was going to die or what so it freaked me out and I was upset for the next few days.

Anyways, hope to have a nice summer...we'll see how it goes. TTFN!