June 29th, 2004
"TRUTH"

You hide behind your lies so long I've just put up with all your games. I just need some time. I need my dignity. I just want the truth.

"YOU WON'T WIN"

Now you know how it feels to be ignored. Come with me and we'll see where we will run to now, take my hand and we'll go to this place, straight fuckin' home. You won't win, in this game.

"10/20"

You said that you loved me. You don't know what love is. All you did was lie. I trusted you. Now I see how fake you are. I wasted so much time on you. All you did was lie. I trusted you.

"MY APOLOGY"

It's time to shed this cover that haunts me. I wash my hands clean of it all. Take this for what it's worth. This is my apology. I know this won't make things better. I know this won't erase the sins I have done. My Apology.

"TAKE THIS LIFE"

Where were you when I needed you the most? I feel betrayed. I don't like you. I'm not like you. Step into my shoes, and you'll see what I see. I don't like you, I'm not like you. Take one step back when the spit rolls from your face. There's one thing you should know. I don't need your help. Take this life. Take this from me. I don't want it. Take this from me. I don't need it.

"MY NEW OBSESSION"

Addiction isn't a strong enough word to explain how I feel. Feel. I hate you my new obsession. Someone tell Brad that I have found myself a new obsession. Obsession. I hate you my obession. I hate you. You. My new obsession is hating everything that you are.