So often i feel distant
away in someplace else
I've given up so much of me
there's only bad bits left.
My anger, my hostility,
my violence kept inside,
but coz I gave away my heart,
i also lost my pride.
i've lost my inspiration
(after all, it was you)
lost my soul, lost my mind,
lost my sanity too.
Left with a life of emptiness,
nothing else to lose
'a life filled with giving'
a dream i could not choose.

G Brown - June 26 2002

This poem...um...i can't remember who the 'inspiration' was, lol. But its about how when bad things happen to us, we close up and lose the ability to give to others. Well...this is juts my perspective anyway.