Frustration, guilt are

built up inside of me.

I feel like I'm blindfolded,

being spun around

and, once stopped,

I'm told to say where

I am.

I am so dizzy,

so disorientated,

up becomes right

and down becomes left.

So I try and stand still,

though teetering.

And so I don't say where I am

or even who I am,

because I can't break

through the blindfold

to know.