All About Me So you wanted to know about me huh? Can I ask why? Well, you're here so you might as well read on. I'll tell you a bit about me. Oh, and those quotes that are everywhere? They describe me, that's why there on this page, duh. So stop reading this and go learn about your typical Moody, hidden, happy depressive (yes u read that right) teenager.

Ahh, where to start? Well, My name is Teresa. I have about 45 nicknames, no joke. Some recent ones include "The negative girl" and "TD/Touch Down"  Although mostly people call me Rease now. It's been 14 years since the lab accident that created me. Wanna know what I look like? Well there are some pics in the pic gallery but none up close. There's an close up at the botom of the page of me at a dance [blah] I have red hair now. My hair is like...copperish? No Somewhere in between red and copper I guess with loads of streaks of like...fire-engine red. Do you like this backround? It's confusing. Just like me. I'm a confusing, manipulative, lazy, and flat out strange person. I am a bitch.. It may seem to some people that I have multiple personalites and maybe I do. It might just be that I have mood swings to the max and I'm ever-changing. I am a pessimist, I hate optimists. Well, I hate optimism anyway. I'm really quite negative a lot of the time (that would explain being called 'the negative girl') I'm anti  A LOT of things (Guys[i'm still straight, i just mean they're jerks] people (in general but I love my friends) school spirit, peppiness extremies, over-bearing discipline, etc) I'm a lot of different things at once. I'm negative but I'm really goofy at times with my friends. Often I act crazy and don't care if people think I'm nuts but I'm actually kinda shy around big groups of new people, sometimes anyway. I hate people but I do seem to meet people fairly easily (aquaintances, not close friends) I'm VERY sarcastic, it's one of my most noticeable and identifying traits. I'm blunt and bitchy a lot of the time too. I consider myself a good advice giver and great listener but I myself don't take advice (especially my own) very easily. I think I condemn myself to being prone to feeling depressed because I'm a drama queen. I express most of my emotions through my poems.   Here's some general shit: Favorite Color: Black (I'm not goth but Rock On Goths! Hobbies-Reading, being a internet junkie, Writing (Poetry mostly) I love finding out about new music. I'm mostly all about listening to Heavy stuff now but I do like a lot of songs that aren't in the genre. I just got into the heavy stuff so I'm actually not too educated on all the bands. I also like going to local shows for metal and punk bands but I just got into that too so I haven't seen/heard many. Sports: Tae Kwon Do.(I'm only a yellow belt) And the art of standing in the outfield and "guarding the baseline" for Omega Plumbing Softball. I suck at all sports, including the ones I play. I'm awkward, clumsy, and not at all flexible. I do like them but I refuse to participate in stuff that I suck at so I don't play many. Eh, life. Siblings: 1 brother-Billy. 1 evil leprechaun (Benjy, AKA el duende malo)  Steps-1 hygiene problem, 1 crybaby, 1 daddy's girl, and 1 poser. Oh, and a half sister-Michelle Hometown: Some house that the government knocked down. I live in Missouri. If you are thinking of visiting a state anywhere in the US my suggestion would be DO NOT COME HERE! Age: I'm 14 years old and hating it. It's a crappy age to be. You're so close to freedom, yet so far. I want to skip to 16 RIGHT NOW. I'm pretty young even for my grade [lowly freshman] I look like I'm around 12 though so that sucks too.

I am the type of person my parents warned me about

"I was born with a heart of gold but the way of the world turned it cold"

**I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's just a dream - and pretend that no one is hurting me** ^^My fav quote on this page^^

Some people have one of those days, but I have one of those lives

I found I couldn't be a good example, so now I'm a terrible warning.

I never understood people who considered their time youth of time of freedom and joy..." ~Margaret Atwood

I would like to thank a world who never understood me or accepted me, family and friends that never believed in me, and a God with one hell of a sense of humor. You have made me what I am today. Let that weigh heavily on your consciences. ~David Draiman-Lead singer of Disturbed- *What a speech...*

I see myself as a huge fiery comet, a shooting star. Everyone stops, looks up and gasps "Oh Look at that!" Then-Whoosh! I'm gone...and they'll never see anything like it ever again...and they won't be able to forget me-ever. ~Jim Morrison *I want to be like this...*

Okay, you've successfully scarred me for life. Get me the hell outta here.

If you can't solve it otherwise, get violent.

You may cut me with your words, you may shoot me with your eyes, you may kill me with your hatefullness, but still-like air-I'll rise

I'm independant and abusive. Stay out of my way.

Born with no soul, lack of control, cut from the mold of the anti-social

So very scared..

..Take me home...

I want to be remembered as the girl who could brighten up everyone's day, even if she couldn't brighten up her own.