Because she didn't say yes.
She still doesn't trust me, and never did in the first place.
Ha! What an insult! Do you know how that feels? Oh it just feels sooo good to know my opinion, has the same worth as a snails might!
That really chafes me, just when it did look like she was finally in the light, she hits the switch and has broken the bulb,
Pulled the wires and left the room too.
God Dammit!

But don't worry. It's not all like that. It's also me, trying to be something I'm not.
I can never be that, but why not let me atleast how it could be?
Without you drunk? Oh forget it, lie where you will.

Time shows many truths. Through the pain of confrontation, and the realisation of what you never heard before,
many things become apparent, and you feel sorry for not listening.
I admit I was a fool, all is well as ever it were, I should learn to be more trusting.