ugh. i sometimes wish the world would leave me alone. let me write my stories and have the world trhen read them, and let me do as i wish. i don't want a happy life full of money greed and lust, among other things we all try to like and end up getting screwed by. I just want to have my words written and read by everoynm ein the world, so i might be able to change a few peoples lives and hopefully make a name for myself. i don't want to completely dissapeerar when i die.