July 27,2006

CHAPTER FORTY NINE

Removed from the light...

It’s raining today .. not like it rained in Washington .. raining all the same.
It’s a warm rain .
The kind that reminds me of my childhood.

Things have been quiet this week .. people on vacation .. people thinking to themselves and people just not being noisy. It’s good, it’s quite, it’s relaxed.

Do you ever wonder ? I mean do you ever stop and take just one moment in time and think if this went differently .. what, where would I be now. If that date back in college hadn’t been the worst date ever .. what if you had called her .. what if you hadn’t called .. ?
That’s my point .. Have you ever just stop .. came to a complete stop .. opened your eyes really wide and said “ WHAT IF ???”,.
I do.
There are so many thing everyday that hold you .. both in a good sense and in an empty restrictive way. If we could break these negative bonds without disrupting the bonds that hold us together, we would be able to explore the wondrous world we live in.
I don’t want you to get me wrong .. this isn’t about regret from making poor choices .. this is the constant wonderment about the other .
Every moment in our lives leads us some where … sometimes we loop back around to where we were and sometimes we travel off in a distance from where we thought we would be .. sometimes this is good and sometimes it sucks the life out of us. You’ll know. We can’t get back to where we were because our lives are moving forward all the time. Even if we think .. or state, that we’re going backwards … we’re not .. life in linear .. we live one day .. one moment at a time, one day after the other .
We do.
We are.
So there.

This day will travel .. we will pass thru and it will be gone to us forever .. except in our memories .. we can’t hit the rewind button .. we can’t have a ‘do over ‘ so in that sense .. it’s complete.

Today will turn to tonight .. the sun will set .. we will be removed from the light .. we will continue on in the light tomorrow.


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'Equilibre,pour l'amour de trilogie L

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