Date: 28 March 2003
Title: No one but you
Author: Das Jessy
Rating: PG-13
Category: Buffy/ Spike, Songfic,  Buffy - POV
Disclaimer: Joss gave them to me as a present last Christmas. Really!!!
Spoiler: Just assume Buffy and Spike are a couple now. Post Grave.
This is actually part of the Sunnydale Series but you don't have to read it first 'cause this is pretty much a
standalone.
Summary: ...s suck. Well, Buffy thinks about her life with Spike.
Author's Note: Well, I suck at songfics, I really don't like 'Gone' but I felt like writing it. The song 'No
one but you' is by Patricia Kelly.
 
 
 
No one but you
by Das Jessy
 
 
I remember now the evening how I met you
how wrong I was to judge someone so quick
oh our love has grown so deep it even scares me
it´s so extreme living out this gift
 
Spike and I have been living together for a while now and I am as happy as one can be. Demons? Apocalypses? My ass... For the first time in my life I'm not afraid to be left.
I know he would never leave me out of his free will, not again. Well, yeah, he left for Africa after the bathroom incident, but he came back. That's what sets him apart from the other men in my life. They all left at one point and not one came back to stay.
 
I just want to be with you for the rest of my life
I just want to love with you day and night
 
I still think it is because of me being the slayer. My dad wasn't able to deal with me burning down the gym. Angel, I wouldn't have met him hadn't it been for me being the slayer. Riley, he couldn't deal with me being the stronger one and being able to kick his ass. He always thought he wasn't enough and well, he was right. End of the story was that he left. Even Giles, who was more a father to me than anyone else, left for my own good -didn't they all?! He came back, but not to stay.
 It all comes back to Spike, he didn't even stay away when I told him to.
 
no one but you I love as a fool
I wanted to say you´re just so cool
there´s no one like you you´re my dream come true
you´ve brightened my day and I thank god for you
 
Spike was the one who didn't want anything from me after I came back. He was happy being able to give me something. I used him. I never used the other men and they left. Spike only went away when he hurt *me* not the other way around. But the important part is he came back to stay for good and got himself a soul, for me.
 
peace and love are not just simple words
but believe me I know what pain and doubts are too
we might have to sleep under a bridge in hard times
but in your ams anywhere is hotel Hilton
 
I know it won't always be love and kisses. We'll face problems. We definitely will fight but for the first time I can say that I *know* that we'll find a way to work it out.
 
I just want to be with you for the rest of my life
I just want to love with you day and night
 
no one but you I love as a fool
I wanted to say you´re just so cool
there´s no one like you you´re my dream come true
you´ve brightened my day and I thank god for you
 
I know that this love will last. That he'll still love me even when I'm long gone and that heaven will never again be the place I'd want to be, because he wouldn't be there.
If I've ever been sure of something, then it's this. This thing that's between us, that's even so much bigger than love.
And this time I want to make it work. I am finally ready to risk the pain.
'Love is pain.' The first slayer had said. 'The Slayer forges strength from pain':
Now I'm ready for this strength. With him.
 
I just want to be with you for the rest of my life
I just want to love with you day and night
 
no one but you I love as a fool
I wanted to say you´re just so cool
there´s no one like you you´re my dream come true
you´ve brightened my day and I thank god for you
oh I thank god for you
 
 
Comments: That was bad. Don't care. *zungerausstreck*
Hm...I dedicate this story to Lioba and Kristine who are both going to be 18 next week.
Let's party. *lol*
Thanks to my beta mel.