Torn

"Please, i just need a moment. i'm not crying. Please, i just need a moment before You leave and i must stand up and start again .. Alone. i don't care if You see me naked. i don't care if You see my breast. That isn't me - i've shown You so much more and still You've not chosen me. i'm not hiding, it's just that ... i thought You were staying. Please, i just need a moment. Poem by Don Ewert" <

i thought i saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around like He was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well You couldn't be that man i adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what Your heart is for
But i don't know Him anymore
There's nothing where He used to lie
my conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine i'm torn 

i'm all out of faith
This is how i feel
i'm cold and i am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
i'm wide awake
And i can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
i'm already torn 

So i guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
Which crawled beneath my veins
And now i don't care
i had no luck
i don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That i can touch i'm torn 

i'm all out of faith
This is how i feel
i'm cold and i am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
i'm wide awake
And i can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
i'm already torn
Torn 

There's nothing where He used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right i'm torn 

i'm all out of faith
This is how i feel
i'm cold and i am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
i'm wide awake
And i can see
The perfect sky is torn 

i'm all out of faith
This is how i feel
i'm cold and i'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
i'm already torn
Torn.

 

Feeling lost is something that is frightening

those moments when O/one feels T/their heart

is empty and totally incapable of feeling

it's the pain in the pit of Y/your stomach

and the ache in Y/your soul ...

Feeling so helpless and so insecure ... unsure of what

lays ahead ... the want, the need the burning desire

to feel nothing but His arms around you...

to be completely lost in Him with all that you are...

the ache to wake up beside Him ....

knowing He is there ... and knowing He will protect you  ...

always ...

 

(These are my thoughts ... please enjoy them here ... as often as Y/you choose ... but please leave them here where they were intended to live... thank Y/you)

 

Torn - Natalie Imbruglia

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