Connors Friends
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Too many angels.......
FOR THOSE WHO CARRY THEIR CHILDREN IN THEIR HEARTS RATHER THAN IN THEIR ARMS.


So many months I carried you
and I couldnt wait to see
what a wonderful little person
you would turn out to be.
I had my dreams of how it would be
just to watch you grow,
but now those dreams are faded
because I shall never know.
For God in His great wisdom
looked from His throne above
and saw how beautiful you were
so He carried you away with love.
Now the rocking chair sits silent
and the lullabies wont be voiced,
but in heaven there's a celebration
as all of the angels rejoice.
My tears, they wont be quiet,
they flow like a river roars
and I know my life is forever changed
to be the same no more.
I must be a special mother
because I have been set apart;
some mothers carry their children in their arms
but I carry you in my heart.

Beverley Tinney





Emily Margaret Grace
        Boneham
Full T18 -  Born Asleep
25th February 1996
Warwickshire , England
             Gareth Stephen Cotton
         Full T18 -  Born Asleep
         14th November 1999
           Stoke on Trent, England
                      Dominic Cotton
                Cystic hygromas
                     Born Asleep
                 23rd July 2000
         Stoke on Trent, England
       Olivia Anne Grant 
          Womb infection
           Born Asleep
      7th November 1998

  and her precious sister

     Georgia Louise Grant
Full T18 -08/09-09/09/99
      Berkshire, England
Martha Michaela Douglas
Full T18 -  Born Asleep
    10th May 2001
London, England
"we love you, Mummy,
Daddy and baby Harry
Rose Marie Sours
Full T13 -Born and died
November 18th 1999
  Virginia, USA
Alexus Tatiana Narmin Siddiq
Full T18 - 08/10 - 17/11/99
   Alabama, USA
Mathilda Jeanetta Wentorf
    Isochromosome 13
      12/03-13/03/00
     Wisconsin,  USA
    Grace Elisabeth Town
Full T18 - 21/06-25/06/01
      Michigan,USA
"we love you sweetheart and we will one day see you again"
Kyle Nathan Perez Young
  Full T13 - Born Asleep
       18th April 2000
            England
Brandon Wilcox
Full T18 - Born Asleep
20th January 2001
   Canada
LIFE WITHOUT HIM

Life without him
has a hollow sort of feel.
Nothing to do with the time,
no place to put the future of my dream.
No more hopes or fears, just the vacuum of my tears
and the knowing I could not save him
after all.

Was I meant to be humbled
to know what I could not do?

To bring him this far into the world
and then not get to keep him,
this is a defeat I never imagined,
would not have wished on my worst enemy.
Beyond the greatest sacrifice,
like being burned at the stake
for some God you dont even remember
and looking for meaning in the ashes.

I want to believe
there is a purpose to this,
but life without him is so empty,
so vast.
I had no idea how much my life was filled with him,
until there was
life without him.


Doesnt this speak to the size of him?
The Person of him?
The Soul of him?
That I can remember him after our brief encounter
better than anyone else I ever knew
and know Ill never forget a bit of him,
no matter how long life may be
without him.


Kathy Hansen



       Tiara-Lee
       Full T18
   /07 - 10/08/2001
  Brisbane, Australia

  
Sarah Elizabeth Hogan  Lyle
    Full T18 - Born and died
        10th August 2001
       Dumfries, Scotland
Jacob Lloyd Billinsley
Full T18 - Born Asleep
     26th April 2001
        Texas, USA
Gabrielle Evette Kials
         Full T18
    09/06/01-18/09/01
      Alabama, USA
More Precious angels
Joseph Christian Lamar
Full T13 - Born and died
    March 4th 2002
  St Louis, MO, USA
Briton Ray DeLeon
       Full T13
29/10/02-06/12/02
         USA