I’ve lied to you.
 
  The same way that I always do.
 
  This is the last smile.
 
  That I’ll fake for the sake of being
with you.
 
 
 
    Linkin Park -- Pushing Me Away
 
 
Ken’s
POV
 
 
  “Ken... how could you?” Kari stuttered
as her gorgeous amber eyes filled with tears. My stomach was twisting inside my
chest as the crystal droplets spewed down her cheeks.
 
  “Kari... I didn’t mean to hurt you...
I’m so sorry...” was all I could muster up at the moment. It was sheer torture
watching her cry.
 
  “I thought I could trust you.” Daisuke
spat venomously as Kari, my girlfriend, launched herself into his open arms.
 
  “I’m sorry... I’m sorry...” I kept
repeating, falling gracefully to my knees. My cape swirled around my legs as I
gazed at the body before me.
 
  “Mimi no!” Matt screamed as he cried
into his girlfriends bloodied shirt. The eldest boy barely breathed as he wept.
His heart wrenching chocks made the guilt pile upon me even more.
 
  “Look what you did to her!” Iori wailed.
The usually calm, composed young boy was boiling over with rage. “Look what you
did Ken!”
 
  “Mimi God no...” Matt muttered
hysterically. He kept pulling her dead corpse closer to his, stroking her hair
softly. “Please come back...”
 
  “Matt I’m so sorry.” Tk stifled back a
tear, as he touched his brothers' shoulder. Matt twitched upon contact, and
just cried even more.
 
  But then he just stopped. He pulled
her away from him, kissing her lips gently; wiping away the blood drops on her
face. Red smeared across her once rosy cheeks, covering the deep violet and
blue bruises.
 
  “This wasn’t supposed to happen.” I
muttered again, shakily standing up and backing away.
 
  “I should kill you for what you did!”
Matt hissed as he stood up, leering at me. His olive green school jacket was
tainted with a crimson that covered practically his whole body. “If I get my
hands on you, I’ll kill you!” he barked, lunching for me.
 
  And he was out for the kill. His
muscular hands clasped around my throat as he smashed the back of my head
against the nearest tree. The blow was intended to phase me, not kill me. But I
knew that if he wanted to, he could have done so.
 
  “She wasn’t supposed to be here!” I
spluttered wheezing to catch some air. 
 
  “You kill her! You killed the one
person I loved you bastard!” Matt hollered, once again using my head as his
punching bag. His knuckles shattered into my jaw, drawing the bitter taste of
blood. 
 
  I had to kick him off me. One swift
blow to the gut. But he quickly recovered, tackling me to the ground. 
 
  “I swear to God I’ll kill you for what
you did!” Matt vowed, strangling me once again. He had the advantage, being
much stronger and heavier than myself, and all I could do was wiggle to get
out. But it was useless.
 
  I could feel the life being drained
from me, as his grasp tightened. He was really going to go through with it
after all.
 
  “Matt no!” Kari begged, throwing
herself at Matt, attempting to pry him off me. “You can’t kill him!”
 
  “Kari stop!” Daisuke demanded, pulling
her off Matt. 
 
  “No! Please Matt! Don’t! I beg you!”
she cried. I was amazed that even after what I did to her best friend, she
would still care enough to try and help me.
 
  Her heart was so full of love that it
almost made me sick. I knew from the first moment I met her, that there was
something about her.
 
  Something indescribable really. She
was perfect in every sense of the word, and ever since she told me she loved
me, I knew that she deserved better. 
 
  Someone with as much hate and loathe
in my heart defiantly didn’t deserve someone as pure as herself. And even with
her light. Her kindness, it still wasn’t enough to pull me out of the pit of
dread I lived in.
 
  Matt instantly let go of me, and
stumbled over to Mimi’s dead body. Falling over her, he cried again. His life had
just been extinguished. Literally.
 
  I knew the way he felt about her.
Staying up at all hours in the night just so he could talk to her on the phone.
Always e-mailing her every day, writing her ever week. And the way he talked
about her. God the love in his voice.
 
  And whenever she came to Japan, he was
never happier. She was his everything, and I took her away from him. 
 
  “Why couldn’t it have been me...” he
sobbed, clutching at her once again. “You didn’t deserve to die!”
 
  “Nobody deserves to die Matt.” Tk
attempted to comfort him. “Especially Mimi.”
 
  “Why?” he asked again, holding her
head to his chest. “Someone just please kill me now... please...” he begged.
 
  “Matt don’t talk like that!” Daisuke
shouted, still holding onto a weeping Kari.
 
  “Come on Ken!” Matt challenged. “You
already kill one Digidestined! Go for two! I dare you! Come on! Make it a
pair!”
 
  All I could do was look horror
stricken, as he stood up, holding his arms out wide, making himself
un-missable. “It was an accident!” I shot out, unable to control my anger
anymore. I already apologized to him, again and again! There was nothing I
could do to change what happened!
 
  “You know that feeling you have right
now.” Matt snapped bitterly. “I hope. No. I wish that you’re forced to live
with it your entire life! Because then you’ll understand what I’m going through
right now!”
 
  “I said I was sorry!” I shouted. “If I
could fix this miscalculation, I would!”
 
 
    “Is that all death is to you? A miscalculation?”
Kari stated numbly, as she looked up at me. Straight in the eye for the first
time since the incident. “I thought I knew you Ken! I thought that you were
gentle and caring and had a heart! But now I see that the only miscalculation
was loving you! I hate people like you!”
 
  “No. No Kari... you can’t mean that!”
I exclaimed desperately. “Kari I love you! I truly love you!”
 
  “It’s just a lie isn’t it Ken? You’re
just lying to me again aren’t you?” she broke down. “I asked you a long time
ago if you stopped living this way! I asked you straight to your face if you
got past all this hatred, and you looked me in the eyes and lied to me!”
 
  “Kari it isn’t like that!” I
proclaimed. “I do love you, and that’s no lie! I would never lie about that!”
 
  “Then why is she dead?” Tk stepped in.
“We all believed you when you said that your days of being the Digimon Emperor
were over. And Mimi had to pay for our mistakes.”
 
   
“No!” I spat. 
“I have changed-” but I stopped in mid sentence. “I
had changed.” I bluntly corrected myself. 
 
  Even though I thought I changed. And I
mean really changed, I hadn’t. I tried to mask up my bitterness with a smile
that tricked everyone. Even my family. But for some reason, it didn’t get past
her.
 
  Kari saw deep into my soul the very
first moment she saw me. I could feel the walls and barricades I so carefully
put up, just melt away whenever she smiled at me.
 
  Her smile... that had to be her best
feature. One of the reasons I fell for her like I did. But the way she was
looking at me right now almost killed me. The hatred radiating from her made me
wish that Matt had finished me off.
 
  “Get out! You don’t belong here!” Matt
bit, as he glared at me. Daggers in his eyes. 
 
  There was this odd feeling that just
crept over me. One that caused me to smirk. And it was such a familiar feeling.
One that I didn’t try to fight off. One that I didn’t want to fight off.
 
  “A shame really. Someone so beautiful
had to die so young.” I laughed. The evil once again shining through. “But all
things come to an end. Pity, but whatever.”
 
  “You heartless son of a bitch.”
Daisuke shot at me, stepping forward. His hand pulled into a tight fist.
 
  “Ooh! I’m so scared!” I laughed
maniacally. “But face it Ishida! You would have just killed her anyway. I’ve
seen the way you treated those that you supposedly care for! And let me tell
you, who needs enemies with a friend like you.” I snapped.
 
  And that snapped him. The look in his
eyes was a definite sign he was going to pick up where Kari had interrupted.
 
  “You go and hide behind that smug
personality of yours. It’s the only thing you have right now that isn’t out for
your throat!” he threatened.
 
  “Listen Matt.” I spat, yawning loudly.
“I’m tiring of this game. So your ditsy girlfriend’s dead. Just go take another
one, and get it over with!”
 
  “That’s it!” Kari screamed. “You
aren’t Ken! You aren’t the same person that I fell for!”
 
  “No Kari, this really is me. This is
the true me!” I laughed. “A shame though. You I mean. You’re just like me you
know.”
 
  “Kari could never be as cold hearted
as you!” Dai retorted.
 
  “Oh shut up!” I moaned, annoyed. “I
know what really goes on inside that head of yours! You smile for the world,
but you really just wish you could blow it up, and end your miserable life! You
act good and pure, but really, your hands are just as blood covered as mine!”
 
  “No!” she belted out. “You don’t know
me at all Ken! You couldn’t be more wrong! You’re just saying this to get to
me! But it won’t work!”
 
  “Believe whatever you want, love.” I
lipped. “Now, remove yourself from my empire. I have work to do.” with a
flutter of my cape, I disappeared.
 
  The feeling was growing stronger and
stronger inside me every moment until I could feel it coursing through my
veins. And it was glorious. I felt alive, and true. The feelings I felt for
Kari just vanished, replaced by a hate with even more fury than love could ever
possess.
 
  I found it slightly amusing though.
The blackness that infects your soul always hits when you’re least expecting
it. I thought I had finally pulled my life together. Became one of the good
guys. What a joke! 
 
  I knew I could never be one of them.
And what I’m feeling now, knows just that. It was calling to me almost. To come
back to it and become what I was meant to be!
 
  Hell, I was back. I was Ken again, and
I didn’t have to hide it. I acted the way I was destined to act. Cruel,
emotionless, devoid of feeling. And that suited me just fine.
 
 
Kari’s
POV
 
 
  There are some things in life you know
you have to do. Then there are the things you have to do, that destroy you.
Like what was going on right now.
 
 
 As soon as we got back to the real world, Matt had to
present Mimi to her parents. I can still hear her mothers deafening scream of
sorrow ringing in my ears. She collapsed on the group, sobbing uncontrollably.
And I though she would have just curled up in a ball and died right in front of
us.
 
  It had been four days since Mimi died.
Four whole days since Mimi, Matt and my life ended before our eyes. Our very
earth's shattered, splitting and crumbling around us pathetically.
 
  Matt hadn’t come out of his room since
it happened. He just locked himself up, refusing to eat or talk to anyone. Not
even Tk could convince him to come out.
 
  And as much as Matt was suffering, I
knew I was going though an even worse hell that he was. Ken had done this to
us. The man I loved crushed us, exploiting our one weakness. Our love.
 
  He picked the one emotion that he knew
we would fall to, and he used that against us in order to win. The hate once
again boiling over him. 
 
  And I hated myself even more than I
hate Ken. I was so foolish that I actually believed he had changed. I was the
one that brought him into the group, unaware he would break us apart.
 
  He proved that our friendship wasn’t
strong enough to last anything. But then again, since when have we ever had to
experience the loss of a friend?
 
  Matt sure was right now. His best
friend. His love. His soul mate. He was in his own personal type of hell,
letting his blinding hatred and sorrow take over his every breath. He would let
his rage control him, until he’s satisfied with what it turns into. 
 
  And I know that his fury will
eventually just kill him. Just like Ken killed Mimi. But Matt’s fate would be
much worse. It would be much crueler than even I could imagine. 
 
  “Hey Kari. Want some company?” Daisuke
asked as he sat next to me. I smiled at him, placing my school bag on the floor
beside my feet.
 
  “I need the company right now.” I
muttered, sighing deeply. School just ended and I was waiting for the bus to
come pick me up.
 
  “You shouldn’t let what Ken did affect
you like this.” he told me bluntly. “I know that we’re all grieving over Mimi,
but if a death had to make us realize that he was bad news, so be it.”
 
  I was shocked to say the least. I had
never heard him speak with such disgust in his whole life. But his features
were so emotionless. He almost resembled a statue. So cold...
 
  
 “I understand that.” I sniffled, squeezing my eyes shut firmly,
not allowing the tears to fall. “But why? Why did she have to die?”
 
  “Because. She just did. Sure this is a
great loss and such, but Kari, I would rather Mimi die again and again, than
have anyone else get hurt.”
 
  “How can you say that!?” I spat,
enraged.
 
   “Just because! Kari,
I don’t want to see you get hurt! I care about you so 
 
much!
And if could, I would give my life in the place of Mimi’s but I can’t! And we
have to just deal!”
 
  “Daisuke...” I whispered. I had no
idea he felt this way about the situation.
 
  “Sure, Matt and I had our differences,
but nobody deserves to go through the type of hell Ken put him through! Come
on! Look at him! He’s a mess, and I bet the only thing he’s thinking about
right now is ending it all! His life isn’t worth anything any more in his
eyes...”
 
  “How do you know this?” I asked him
suddenly. It wasn’t at all what I wanted to say, but it just slipped out.
 
  “I knew how he felt. When Ken and you
said you were together, I almost died. You really have no idea how I feel about
you do you?” he stated, not even looking at me. He kept a steady gaze locked on
his shoes.
 
  “I do know. At least, I think I do.” I
said numbly. “God, I’m not sure at all.”
 
  Before I could say anything else, Dai
look straight into my eyes. His intense chocolate eyes just stared right at me,
and I was frozen. His tanned hand gently moved in, tilting my chin up slightly,
and he leaned in and kissed me. 
 
  My first instinct was to pull away,
but for some reason, I just kissed him back. It felt amazing to have his lips
against mine. He was so gentle and sweet, that I melted when he pulled away.
 
  “I have wanted to do that for, well,
forever.” he smirked cutely, tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear.
 
  Then my second instinct kicked in, and
I wrapped my arms around him again, kissing him deeply. My fingers slipped
through his spiky fudge hair, enjoying the feel of my skin against him.
 
  Something unexpected happened, as
something sliced across my cheek, skimming the surface. But still, it was
enough to sting. Daisuke was violently yanked away from my lips as his body
slumped to the floor.
 
  To me, we were being torn apart
practically. And I wanted to know who disrupted that moment we shared; because
I was sure, I could have killed them!
 
  “Stay away from my girlfriend.” Ken
spat at Dai, who was cradling his swollen cheek. “You got that?”
 
  “I’m not your girlfriend any more!” I
yelled at him, barely able to keep my cool. I immediately rushed over to Dai,
helping him up. All Dai did was wipe away the traces of red from his lip, and
spit out a mouthful of blood.
 
  “I suggest you leave now.” he hissed,
pulling me close to him protectively. His hand slipping around my waist in the
process.
 
  “Don’t piss me off Daisuke.” he
hissed, balling his fist once again, ready to strike at any moment. And I knew
Ken. He would strike when we least expected it. “Don’t make me repeat myself!
Get away from her!”
 
  “Over my dead body.” he lipped,
smirking. “Or should we say Mimi’s. I’m sure the cops would.”
 
  “Oh, so he has a backbone.” Ken
laughed, backing away. “Very well Dai. I’ll leave now. But I’m not going to
walk away so easily next time.” he promised, turning around and walking in the
other direction.
 
  “I can’t believe him.” Dai snapped,
touching his sore cheek. “And why do I have this feeling this is going to leave
a bruise?”
 
  “Probably because it will.” I smiled
lightly, staring deeply into his eyes once again.
 
  “Shoot.” he pouted adorably. “Now I’m
gonna have some explaining to do to my girlfriends.”
 
  “There better not be any more!” I
exclaimed, slapping his shoulder playfully. “Because then I’d be jealous, and a
jealous Kari Kamiya isn’t a pretty person.”
 
  “I find it hard to believe you could
be anything but drop dead gorgeous.” he whispered, smiling widely.
 
  I found it incredibly odd. I’ve known
Dai all my life, but I don’t believe that I’ve ever seen him smile like that
before. So full of love and happiness. It was new, and I enjoyed it. 
 
  I felt my cheeks flush a little, not
realizing that I was practically drooling over him. Hell, I was drooling over
him...
 
  “Can I walk you home?” he asked
sweetly, holding out his hand.
 
  “Actually I was kinda waiting for the
bus.” I muttered, as the bus showed up. “But right now, I can’t think of
anything I’d rather do.” I smiled, taking his hand and leaving the bus stop.
 
  
Ken’s
POV
 
 
  I never really thought Daisuke was an
idiot. Not once, no matter what he did. But everything changed today. As far as
I was concerned, a maggot had more common sense than him.
 
  I mean, what kind of retard would
deliberately disobey me? Obviously one with a death wish or something.
 
  But come on! I gave him his warning!
What was so hard about stay away from her? Though, I can’t blame him. She was
remarkable.
 
  Beauty like none other, and a fire
matched only by my own. Challenging and compromising all in one. I started
laughing.
 
  Here I was drivelling on about her
when I had an empire to run! But a part of me couldn’t help but feel
empty.   She had changed me. I mean, when
nobody believed in me, she did, and she invested so much of her love and
kindness in me.
 
  But it was a colossal waste of time I
guess. Because I’m back to the way, I was. And I was happy about it. Hell, all
the nice things I did made me sick to my stomach. 
 
  “Master, where’s Kari?” Wormmon
muttered.
 
  “She’s never coming back.” I spat,
turning my attention back to the screen. I was busy putting up more control
spires. But for some reason, all I could really think about was her.
 
  I mean, did she really like that...
that jock Daisuke, or was she just kissing him out of pity? Wait, why did I
care so much about this? If she wanted to be with Dai, so be it. I didn’t need
her anyway.
 
  “Master, are you all right? You look
sad.” my Digimon asked, nuzzling the cuff of my leg lightly.
 
  “Perfectly fine.” I scoffed. “I’m
going to bed though. Goodnight.” 
 
  “Night master.” he sighed, squirming
off.
 
  I made my way over to the master
computer, quickly typing in my password and letting the bright light engulf me,
sucking me back to my world.
 
  I landed in my room, the first thing I
see is the picture of Kari I kept close to my bed. I smiled to myself, taking
the frame in my hands and lightly skimming my hands across the surface of the
photo.  
 
  She was beautiful. Probably the most
beautiful person I had ever seen in my life. It just wasn’t outer beauty, it
was also her inner beauty that made her special.
 
  Without even thinking I threw the
picture into my wall, ignoring the shattering as I pulled up my blankets and
slipped into bed. Sleep quickly attacked my senses as I fell into a peaceful
slumber. Probably the most peaceful sleep I’d had in a long time...
 
 
  “Why are we back here?” Iori moaned as
he yawned. The youngest child was still very much asleep as the group of
children made their way through the Digiworld. 
 
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 There was a whole new look to the surroundings in the minds
of the Digidestined. They had always seemed to arrive late in the afternoon,
and that were there for about an hour at the max.
       
 
  Mostly, all of them found that it was
so funny how one hour, at any point in the day can change so many lives.
Memories of that day kept replaying in their minds as they passes by a bush
with the same color flower, or a familiar Digimon crossed their paths. 
 
  “Because, Ken is most likely here.”
Matt muttered emotionlessly. Tk had managed to convince Matt that he needed to
get out of his room before he just wasted away.
 
  Though, they were all a little shaky
about bringing him to the Digiworld. This was probably the last place they
wanted to bring him back to, but they knew they had to. 
 
 
 “How is he?” Daisuke asked Tk, pulling him back. Both of
the boys stopped walking, and waited until the elder boy was out of hearing
range. 
 
  “Not doing well. And I blame myself
for that mostly. Yesterday I brought Amanda over to our house, and seeing us
together did not help the situation!”
 
  “Shit, I feel for him. If I ever lost
someone that I cared for like that, I don’t know how I would be able to go on.”
Dai muttered, looking at Kari softly. 
 
  “Let’s just hope that we never have to
go through that again.” Tk smiled, patting him on the back. “But we have angels
looking after us.” he joked lightly.
 
  Both boys chuckled lightly, and
continued on their way. Right now, they were on a very important mission. Seek
out Ken, and report him to the police.
 
  Matt wanted to kill him. He would
literally kill Ken if he crossed paths with him. So they opted for justice
instead of vengeance. As hard as it would be.
 
  “Master, they’re here.”Wormmon
squeaked, squirming over to me.
 
  “Very good. But you know what, I know
why there here. And I’ll be damned if they catch me and turn me in. Get the
Flymon. Tell them to destroy them.” I smirked, licking my lips in anticipation.
 
  “Even Kari, Ken?” he gasped, backing
away from me.
 
  “I said destroy them all, did I not
Wormmon?” I bit. He didn’t reply to me at all. Instead, all I heard was
silence, followed by a chock.
 
  “No.” he stated. Hints of disobedience
were laced into his words.
 
  “What did you say?” I glared, as my
fists balled.
 
  “No. I refuse to follow that command
Ken! You love her! How can you just forget about her like that?!
She used to make your whole world go round,
and now you’re ordering her death! What happened to you?”
 
  
 “You see Wormmon, the key word in that phrase was used. She now
means nothing to me and she is nothing but an insignificance!”
 
 
 “You’re a monster Ken. My God you are! I’ve never, ever
thought of you in this light in my entire life, because I always knew that you
had a shred of love in you that you would never abandon! But you did... and now
I finally see you the way those children do. Evil... and I want no part to do
with it!” he cried, rushing out of the room quicker than I had ever seen him
before.     
 
 
  
 “Like I needed a weak deadweight on my side anyway.” I told
myself, returning to the controls. Pressing a few buttons, the Flymon had been
alerted, and they were on their way there.
 
  I relaxed back in my seat, as a smile
curled on my lips. I couldn’t help it! I was happy! But was I really? I mean,
what Wormmon had said to me finally set in. And it stung a little.
 
  But what was he expecting me to do?
Give up my entire empire just so I could ‘be with her’? That’s just foolish,
and anyone that chose love over power in my books, was certified insane.
 
  “Just kill them all.” I muttered to
the wall, squeezing my eyes shut. There was this feeling of guilt crawling in
my skin, confusing what was real to me. It slowly began to consume everything
that I felt, and I could have sworn the walls were closing in, suffocating me. 
 
  I started to cry, sliding out of my
chair and hitting the cold stone floor. The tears felt like acid as they rolled
off my cheeks, and I couldn’t make them stop.
 
  He was right! I need Kari in my life
so badly, and the one time that I actually push her away, bitterness sweeps
over me, and drowns me in its sea of rage. She held all the light and joy that
I had felt in my life. 
 
  “I have to find her... and I have to
fix this!” I cried, pulling myself up, and soaring out the door. They didn’t
call me ‘The Rocket’ for anything you know.
 
 
Normal
POV
 
 
  “It’s not working on him master! He is
fighting it, and right now he looks successful! What do we do?”
 
  “Just leave him. Nobody with all that
hate can live without us. He needs us like he needs air. Without us, he is
nothing, and he knows that. Do not worry. All we have to do is wait for the
moment he snaps. No matter what bravado he puts out, we will eat away at it!”
 
  “All right master. So we are to just
sit back and watch our drama unfold?”
 
  “Yes. That is correct. But I do have
to merit you. I never got around to congratulating you for killing that
Digidestined. It was simply brilliance!” 
 
  “You are too kind master. But killing
a human is just too easy! I was looking for a challenge!”
  
 
  “She wasn’t just an average human!
Remember that! She was the guardian of Sincerity! But making it look as if our
pawn murdered her, it was beyond creative! Not even I would have gone that
far!”
 
  “But master, do we really have to kill
him? We’ve already proved that we can control his life! We already have him
where we want him! Do we have to eliminate her as well? There has already been
so much blood...”
 
  “It is essential that she perishes!
True, he is fighting us! True, he is strong! True, he will most likely our
cure. But, we have him!” he motioned, pointing at a running figure. “Now, end
this game! I tire of it.”
 
  “As you wish master.”
 
 
 
Kari’s
POV
  
 
 
  It was smoldering. The Digiworld was
unbearably hot this particular day. But for some reason, having Daisuke’s arm
around me didn’t seem to bother me at all.
 
  “You look tired.” he noticed, kissing
his cheek and brushing away a strand of my hair with his nose. “Wanna rest?”
 
  “I’d love one.” I smiled, gazing into
his eyes. At once, everyone halted, sighing praises of thanks as they plopped
down on the ground.
 
  
 “Anything for you.” he smirked. 
 
  “I’d like a glass of lemonade right
now, don’t suppose you have one of those up your sleeve do you?”
 
  “Sorry, all out.” he smiled cutely.
“Try your luck in about an hour.”
 
  I laughed at his lame joke, wondering
how I had ended up with such an amazing friend like him. And sadly, that was
all I could really consider him, no matter how much time we spent together. 
 
  And I think he knew that too, deep
down in the pit of his stomach. My heart would always belong to Ken, no matter
what he did. No matter who he killed...
 
  I saw him, and our souls linked. And
there was no turning back from that. Nothing could ever come close to the
thrill I got when we were together, and I would have gone to hell and back just
for one of his kisses. 
 
 
 “Listen Dai, I just need to get a little air. I’ll be back
in a while.” before he could protest, I covered his lips with my finger. “And I
will be okay. No worries.” “Fine,
I’ll let you go.” he said reluctantly. I stood up, and lingered into a 
 
group
of trees. I suddenly broke out into a run, just wanting to escape them all.
 
  For some reason, I wanted to be as far
away from all of them as possible. I just couldn’t be here! I couldn’t be in
the Digiworld! This is where my nightmares started as a child, and this is
where they still stem, all these years later.
 
  My life shattered here. And this is
why I hated it so much. I lost Ken to the evil here. The demons in this world
had proved to me that they could make my life even more miserable than it
already was. 
 
  “Why do I keep coming back here?” I
asked aloud, leaning against a tree using it as my support.
 
  “For the same reasons I do.” a voice
echoed. It was Ken. I spun around to meet his gaze, almost giving out in front
of him.
 
  He never looked more beautiful in my
eyes. His hair lightly tasselled in the wind and his eyes shimmering. His body
was heaving heavily, as was mine. But I could tell he had run a greater
distance that me. 
 
  Without even thinking I rushed over to
him, pulling him into a fiery embrace. I just couldn’t help it. And I would
have given anything so we could have just stayed like that forever.
 
  “I’ve missed you so much Ken.” I cried
into his shirt, wrapping my arms around his neck so tightly, I thought I would
have cut of his circulation.
 
  “Kari I’m so sorry. I’m sorry for
everything I’ve done to you and your friends. I’m sorry for making you doubt me
and I’m so sorry for giving up on us.” he cried, squeezing me firmly. “I’m so
sorry for not believing in us!”
 
  “Don’t be.” I sobbed. “Ken I love you
so much!”
 
  “I love you to Kari. And I always will
no matter what...” he promised, kissing my lips again.
 
 
 “So I was right.” Daisuke chocked, stepping out of the
shadows.  
 
  “Dai!” I exclaimed, shocked and guilt
ridden. “What are you doing here?”
 
  He numbly held up my Digivice,
indicating that I left it behind accidentally. And I felt as if someone had
kick punched me in the gut.
 
  “You know, you could have been decent
about it and at least told me that you still loved him, and that we were really
the rebound couple. It would have made this so much easier for you to keep up
that act, and I wouldn’t have even bothered trying to love you.” he spat,
viciously brushing away the tears that were forming in his eyes.
 
  “Daisuke, this-” Ken spoke.
 
  “Don’t even bother tying to tell me
that it isn’t what it looks. Because seriously, how dumb do you think I am? Oh,
wait. Ken, were you going to say that Kari tripped, and your lips caught her?”
 
  “Hey! Why the hell are we even trying
to explain this to you? Kari is my girlfriend! She always had been, and she
always will be!” Ken shouted, stepping in front of me.
 
  
 Before Dai could answer, I let out a piercing scream, as a man
dressed completely in black stepped in back of him. A hood covered the top of
his head, not allowing light to enter. 
 
  Before he could even react, the figure
reached out, clamping its hand on the top of his head, and lifting him several
feet in the air. He yelled out in pain as the being turned him over, and stared
him straight in the face.
 
  Ken grabbed onto my hand, and shoved
me violently in back of him using his body as a shield for me.
 
  “You have to help him!” I screamed,
cowering in fear. This man just wasn’t normal! He was radiating evil and hate.
 
  “I don’t think so Kari.” Ken laughed
manically, grabbing onto my arms and flinging me in front of him. He pinned me
to the ground, twisting my arms back painfully. 
 
  “What are you doing?” I hollered,
spinning around to look at him. And without even turning around, I could tell
it wasn’t Ken again. He was the same person that killed Mimi and the one that
tortured countless Digimon until they almost died.
 
  “Very good work.” the figure
commented, throwing a dagger at Ken’s feet. “Now kill her.”
 
  “No!” Daisuke screamed. “Just take me!
Leave her alone! Let her go!”
 
  “Do it now Ken! Prove your loyalty!”
it snickered, turning Dai back to me. “Take a good look at her Daisuke
Motomiya. Because it will be the last time, you ever see her alive again!”
 
  “Don’t kill her Ken!” he begged. But I
knew that Ken couldn’t hear him. He was under a very powerful spell, one that
he had probably been under since the moment he stepped into this dismal world.
 
  “As you wish.” he smirked, taking the
blade in his hands. The glint of the steel in the basking sun made me shiver
with dread as I shut my eyes. If I was going to die, I didn’t want to see the
look in Ken’s eyes as he did so.
 
  “Why her?” Dai hissed, chocking. I
could tell he was quickly losing oxygen and with him struggling to get out of
the man’s death grasp, it was no use.
 
  “Quite simple Dai.” it smiled. “When
the guardian died, we sensed a great deal of harbored evil in you. A quantity
that even surpassed the Digimon Emperor. We’ve been using Ken as our cover so
we could get closer and closer to you. And by killing the guardian of Light, we
will succeed in completely converting you.”
 
  “And what if I don’t hate Ken after
what he does?” he lied, glaring at it.
 
  “Then you will take pleasure in the
suffering of others, and death will become amusing to you. And by you suppressing
your resentment, you will become fully alive! Watch her die Daisuke! Because
then your future with us will begin! Just enjoy the endless suffering of her
death and accept your inevitable fate head on!”
 
  
 “Never!” he blared.
 
  “No matter what you feel now, it will
make no difference to us! One way or another, the side of evil will end up
getting you! Now Ken! End it all!”
 
  “Goodbye Kari!” Ken laughed, taking
the dagger high above me head. I was quivering like mad, trying to hide the
tears that were scorching in my eyes. And as I felt the knife plunge into my
back, I let out a blood boiling scream. The pain was exploding in every one of
my veins as I collapsed in a pile in the dirt. 
 
  I could no longer support my own
weigh, as all my strength left my shaking corpse. My eyelids suddenly felt like
they were supporting mountains, and had to shut them.
 
  “Kari no!” Dai’s voice ripped through
me. But it was too late at this point, because everything had just stopped. I
shut down...
 
 
Ken’s
POV
 
 
  My master then snapped Dai’s neck.
Through death comes light. Within a second, Daisuke picked himself up, and
smirked. His ascension was completed or so it seemed.
 
  “What are we to do now?” he asked as
the figure pulled down their hood. Flowing brown hair curled around its
shoulders. 
 
  “Whatever we want to.” the figure
chuckled. It’s eerie voice suddenly regulating to one that was almost normal.
And very familiar. And as it kept getting clearer, I would feel the treachery
begin to form. “Now come on. Let’s go see if my boyfriend still think’s I’m
dead.” it smirked.
 
  “Wonder what their reactions will be.”
Daisuke laughed softly. 
 
  “No clue. But Matt’s going to be in
for the shock of his life! Don’t you agree slave?” 
 
   “Yes Mimi.” I
replied, gazing at the floor.
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