Worship? That's what they mistake it for.
Imitation? That's what is classified as.
Love. That's what I call it.
I love you so much that if hurts me.
I try to be like you, in every way possible, so you realize we were made for each other.

People all around me, say that I hero worship you.
And it's true. You are my hero.
But not in the way they think.

When I say I love a Kamiya,
I'm not lying.
They just chose the wrong one.
How could I love Kari,
When you have my heart,
And always will?

It kills me, to not be able to tell you this.
To have this weighing down on my soul, every day.
It gets to the point that I feel like I'm dead when you're not here.
And when you are, it's the best time of my life.
You always make everyone feel better.
You always think about others, before yourself.

I wish you could make me feel that special.
I wish I could make you feel that special . . .
But I know better than anyone that if I tell you my true feelings,
It would change everything between us.
And if our friendship would dissolve, it would kill me.

I wouldn't be able to go on living.
I guess I have to take, what I've been given.
But what I wouldn't give, to just hear you utter those three words in my ear.
To have you close to me.

Well I'd give anything.
Absolutely anything.
But Tai. Just remember this.
You are, and always will be.
My hero.

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