a bunch of songs and some nonsense in between
thank God it's friday. i wouldn't have to deal with stupid seatmates, annoying teachers, and homework until wednesday. we have no classes on mon and tues because of an election thing. (ignorante ba?)unfortunately, i have karate this weekend. i'm getting sick of the same old thing, over and over. i badly need something new. cat, hazel wanted to join the cocc (cadet officers and i don't know what cc means.) with me. i want to go because "g" is there. he's bugging me to join so that he'll have someone to talk to. argh. more like someone to annoy. (guys are so needy.) and for the last time, i don't love him. doi. so what if i can't stop talking about him? or if i throw myself on walls whenever he's absent? that doesn't mean anything.
hero - ost spiderman
can you help me - usher
leaving (always on time 2) - ashanti
cool with you - jennifer love
i believe in you - nsync and joe
candy - ash
57 - biffy clyro
last chance - allure
your winter - sister hazel
missing you - case
how do i say - usher
unforgiven 2 - metallica
damaged - plumb
somewhat damaged - nine inch nails
it's not her - ost snowday
fascinating new thing - semisonic
doin' just fine - boyz2meni just feel like posting it. i was supposed to get qara to write me this cd. but she's leaving for canada soon and i might not be able to see her. is there any kind soul out there who would write me this cd?=)
the philippine delegation for germany's leaving on sunday. anyway, the junior blacks were practicing their bunkai and their karategis were messed up for being thrown all over the dojo exposing their abs. (hey, i'm not pervert but i need to talk about this.) i no longer have the feeling i used get whenever i see HIS abs. i don't even feel the same admiration for them like before. i kinda like mine better..=) so am i totally over him? maybe, i still have a hate for ica though, who is supposedly his crush. (omg. should i be flattered that his crush looks like me? hhmmm..)
anyway, i'm starting to sound like butterfly girl who's all obesessed and lovesick. darn it.
11.56 pm
i'm listening to the song "separated" by usher. omg. that songs reminds me so much of him. damn. especially the part that says "we had some good times, except for now we have to say goodbye.." i thought i was over this. didn't i just say that i don't get the same feeling anymore? then why is that i get all emotional when i hear songs that had some significance in our relationship. and the stupid radio station my mom always listens to is not helping. damn. i'm going to sleep nah..
posted by dyca, whenever she felt like it..=).
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