confessions of a lovesick thief/stalker
omg. i am such a stalker. guess who was in practice today. ica. (its actually aika but i prefer ica.) and guess whose things were in MY cubicle where I always put my stuff. yup, ica. anyway, back to the stalker part, i went though her things since i was left alone in the locker room. (i didn't take anything. well, nothing that she'll miss.) i took one of her neopics of her and her friends. she had other copies anyway. she's so messy and disorganized. her things were thrown all over and messy. (not that i'm a neat freak at least i don't go around throwing my clothes wherever i like.) then during break we talked and i asked for her number. (see? we're friends.) after their practice, i was doing the stretching and saw him and talking to her through the glass walls. (ouch!) it was short and sort of awkward. i was watching them out of fear that they'll leave together. not that i've been a good girl myself, watching "a walk to remember" with ahem. but thank God anyway that they didn't. unless they're doing the thing we used to do, not telling everyone. but then again, why wouldn't he want me to know about it.jert's girlfriend broke up with him today. he had told her about the girl from canada. the one he can't stop thinking of even back here. so she said that it might be better if they were friends. poor jert. he still loves her. after we had talked he said that he'll call her and beg for forgiveness. i wish more guys were like him. (ahem. why does this hit me so much. not that he needed to ask for my forgiveness then. what he had to do was sooo much easier.) piece of advice, if you still love the girl, don't let her go JUST LIKE THAT.
the germany delegation is leaving tomorrow. aww. i'm gonna miss sir rex.=( i wished him luck then he was like "be good and take care of the others.." i wished i had enough guts to wish HIM luck. it wouldn't mean anything anyway. i know that we really CAN'T be. i accept that now. but there's nothing wrong with being friends. i really want us to be friends again..
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its so boring today i can't think of anything to do. darn it. i've been to a couple of websites and i really recoment frayed-demin and punk paradise. they have great layouts and killer content. anyway..i just feel like plugging.posted by dyca, whenever she felt like it..=).
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