It's So Hard


It's so hard to say "I love you," and not draw back
in tears
It's so hard to know that you're not there to help
me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phone's at reach
But I cannot hear your voice
It's so hard to know that this time breaking up
was not my choice
It's so hard to see you laughing when
I'm crying deep inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and now
Have to make them hide
It's so hard to live without you, when
I need you more than words
To want to scream how much I love you
But hold back and not be heard.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night
When I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might
fall in love with someone new
It's so hard to not start crying
When I hear your favorite song
It's so hard to sit and wonder
Where did I go wrong?
It's so hard to live with you
If I only would haev known
I will never love another
I would rather be alone

-Becca Woolf