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HOLLOW You left me with a good goodbye. You left me with a kiss. You left me alone for my drive home. Your presence I already miss. And I'll pray and you pray We'll find eachother. And you pray and I'll pray We won't be alone. My eyes are flush, my chin is quivering. I can't speak to you cuz I'll cry. I'm fighting the emotions of my heart. I'm having withdrawals for your kiss. And I'll pray and you pray We'll find eachother. And you pray and I'll pray We won't be alone. I'm so alone. I'm alone without you. I need to find you But don't know where to. And I wonder Are you looking too? And I wonder Do you think of me? Do you wonder If I'm even out here? Do you wonder? As you left me I watched you walk to your plane And my heart said to me, "Hey! These feelings inside I don't recognize. I really like that girl." - October 2001

Birthday Wish She asked me to sing her a song while I was searching for that special someone. I looked into her beautiful eyes and I think I found her. I see you there with your arms open wide and I hear you're leaving my world yeah I'll cry and that's fine if you only take me with you cuz I'd miss you. I know what you do when you do it. I hear what you hear when you speak it. I'll feel what you'll feel and we'll know it. I know we'll know, I know. I'm sorry I wasn't home when you called. Now midnight lying in bed with lights off. My eyes wide open thinking of you. I'm falling in love with you. Hours go by I'm still thinking of you. I wish to close my eyes and know you're here and when I awake to see my wish came true. I just wanna be with you. I know what you do when you do it. I hear what you hear when you speak it. I'll feel what you'll feel and we'll know it. I know we'll know, I know. I wish you to hear my heart beating for you. I wish you to know I'll forever be true. I wish you to see our galaxy white. I wish you to be my girl... I wish you to hear my heart beating for you. I wish you to know I'll forever be true. I wish you to see our galaxy white. I wish you to be my girl... tonight. 07-22-01

AUGUST 12TH I picked up the phone and dialed your song, to my surprise you were home. Looking for that special someone I look into your eyes. 25 years ago it was August 12th. Why is it always the stars that I wish upon the ones that fall out of the sky. I don't know why. I wish you to know I wish you to see. I wish you to hear I wish you to be. My girl tonight. 5 years later my star fell. It was you that wished me here. I was in love with you then as I am in love with you now. We dwelt upon a star. We lived there we loved there then your star feel as I watched you say goodbye. You picked up the phone and said, "Hello." As I heard your voice the chills ran through my spine. 25 years ago that same voice said "Goodbye" 5 years later my star fell and it was you that wished me here. It's always been the stars that I've wished upon the one's that've fallen from skeis. I now know why. I wished you to here. I wished you to me. I wished you to know what we would be. I wish you to hear. i wish you to see. I wish you to know I wish you to be my girl tonight. 8-12-00

THE GLORY OF GOD Faith in the Lord, Jesus Christ and in His atoning sacrifice. Faith, for He died for me. My Savior, God and King. Through faith I follow thee through all eternity. Faith, for He walked upon the sea. Faith, I know He loves me still the same. Through faith I follow thee, Ye take away my pain. Faith, I love thee. Ye purify my stains. For thus Ye say: "And I say unto you, come unto me. And I say unto you, come follow me. And I say unto you come learn of me. And I say unto you come call on me for I am here; my hand is stretched out still." Faith in the many miracles, for the blind their eyes are open. Rise and walk for they faith hath made thee whole. Sent from the Father to take the world upon himself, the sins, the pains, in Gethsemane He knelt. "Not my will but thine be done," for me to live again in the Glory of God. Upon the cross He died for me. Oh how I love thee my God and King. Ye showed me how to love and for thus Ye say: "And I say unto you, come unto me. And I say unto you, come follow me. And I say unto you come learn of me. And I say unto you come call on me for I am here; my hand is stretched out still. Reach, take my hand. Come, follow me." Here's my hand, Lord, I come unto Thee. 07-11-99

LIFE IS LIKE... Life is like a roller coaster ride; full of ups, downs, and the all arounds and it's hard to get back up, and once you do, the ride's not through, you start all over again... Life is like a pair of shoes, all tied up and on the go until one day they're all worn out, for that's what life's about... Life is like the cottage cheese, yeah that's right, that's trapped inside of me. 'Till one day one decided to eat you up, then spits you out the door. It's not fun sometimes and it's not good and sometimes the air stinks really bad. That's life, but it's worth it, yup it really is cuz Life is like a BIG red rose that one may give to their love. For a moment you'll look o.k., but then she'll stick a needle through your heart and leave you there to rot, which eventually she'll throw away; if you know what I mean... Life is like a smooth flat rock just lying near the bay, 'till one day a lil lad picks you up and skips you across the blue, and there you'll be drowning, helpless and nothing to do... Life is like a vacuum. It sucks pretty bad and it seems like someone is always pushing you around and they're always feeding you garbage full of lies, lies and more lies. You lose some, you win none, that's the way it seems. You choose, you lose. You'll say... Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get. 'Till one day you'll stumble across a box of rocks, and trip and fall over it. Life is beautiful, yes it is. It's like a lightbulb when some things turn you on and some things turn you off. Once your light goes out or when you're broken, you're always replaced by another. Is it fair? You betcha! Cuz in the "end" you'll feel Life is like a swelling hemroid, it's a BIG, fat pain in the butt. The pain will go away, but come a again another day... Life is like a jigsaw puzzle, pieces scattered everywhere, a real BIG mess. Where do you start? Well, a piece at a time can turn that mess into a beautiful piece of art. Only once you've figured out how to fit the pieces all together, the picture will have a story to bare. But, it seems there's always atleast one missing piece to flaw the final look. However, there is One who can fill that emptiness in your life. He has those missing pieces. Do you want them? He is picture perfect and He will make you whole. You will be happy. Let Him put together the pieces that you can't seem to work out on your own. Life is beautiful when you have all the right pieces fit together. Sometimes the puzzle falls apart. Life is like that, but the pieces are there. Work it out and put your life together again. As you go, you'll find pieces already worked out, closer to a masterpiece. Life is like that, it seems. 2-1-00

SHATTERED PIGGY BANKS Beyond the eyes of America, behold, the over-clouded sky, when angels cry where do the children sing? A rage is blazing in the eyes of the people. Children are crying, memories go up in flame. A hush calms the carnal air. There's nothing left but shattered piggy banks; shattered hopes. No food, no clothes, no family. All that is left is the hope of faith, that everything happens for unknown reason. Sense the fear in eyes of a child. She sits alone and stares at nothing, it's the world she's thinkin' about. No one knows what's happening in this periodic mind game. Through the eyes of a child can we look up tot he world? No, we look up to the Son. Beyond the clouds there's a bright blue sky, a passionate essence of culminating light, here comes the Son. Beyond the eyes of America the over-clouded sky, and behold, the Son of God dressed in all Righteousness and Majestic Power. Shaded of blue and white and gray, faded between the mists of Ray. Through the eyes of a Savior we clearly see that only He can heal the world. When children sing, the angels in Heaven sing along; with downpour love, now all are edified. 10-7-99 - 10-8-99

HE ASKED FOR BREAD The skies are falling. Peaceful, he is alone. Beneath the rain a man is sleeping in the woods. His wife and kids have died, his love died. Two years agao a car went off of the street and he left his wife, but his eyes didn't leave her. He asked for bread and nothing more. Why can we open the eyes of the new born, bittersweet bitterness, come and see. How can we open the hearts of the broken hearted. Love one another. An oasis of tranquility. he asked for bread and received a smile on his face. he asked for bread and nothing more. he received love and he showed how to love life. He asked for bread to share with others. He asked for bread to feed the ducks. 5-10-99

A MIRACLE OF LOVE From sea to shore; between love and peace and humanity we're livin' in a land; a land of beauty, a land of God. The earth orbits around the sun on a perfect tilt. The planetary motions how they're wondrously built. There's love all around us and beauty everywhere. Life is beautiful His love is everywhere. The nature of God, like a marvelous stream majestically flowing between rock and sky. The rushing sound of thoughts and water as fish pass by. All of His creations all under one sun, the moon, the stars... There's love all around us and beauty everywhere. Life is beautiful His love is everywhere. Through eyes of faith one could behold the miracles of God. The stars like wondrous magic twinkling in the sky. Through the eys of the faithful we'd look up and sigh. Take a look around you what do you see? It was made for you and me. Up up in the clouds against the blue sky hologram the sun sets beautifully, with His hand it only can. The stars like wondrous magic twinkling in the sky. Through the eys of the faithful we'd look up and sigh. Take a look around you what do you see? It was made for you and me. Look up at the birds sailing through the air, I look up with an awesome wonder stare. There's love all around us and beauty everywhere. Life is beautiful His love is everywhere. 11-10-99

THE GOOD SAMARITAN While walking along a path one evening I saw a man lying in the gutter with no clothes and half dead. Tears were streaming down his face. The sound of thieves running and shouting in the distance. Like the good Samaritan you came unto me, you bound up my wounds, you gave the life back to my soul. Many walked by pointing and staring as this man lie there helpless... hopeless. He hadn't a possession. Tears were streaming down his face. Like the good Samaritan you had compassion on me, you healed my wounds, you restored the life I had left to my soul. You are true love, You are the light, You are the one who rescued me. Took my hand and took me in. Tears were streaming down my face and like a sponge you dried them with your kindess. Like the good Samaritan will I be likewise. Luke 10:25-37

THE WAY THINGS WERE When I was a little boy life wasn't so hard. Papa taught me the rules of the game as we'd play catch in the old front yard. He told me how good I was and how I'd be a star. Oh if he knew this made me feel wonderful, yeah, wonderful inside and how he blessed my little heart. When I was a little boy things seemed so clear. Mama taught me how to tie my shoes and how to wipe away a tear. She was always so proud of me, so proud of me from the start. Oh if she knew this made me feel wonderful, yeah, wonderful inside and how she blessed my little heart. I smile; these were wonderful days for me. Now that I'm all grown up I think back of all those years. It's not as clear. I wanna go back to that time. I wanna go back to that day. I wanna go back to that hour and play and laugh and smile again... the way things were. When I was a little boy I'd place pennies on the railroad tracks and watch for trains to come to make 'em flat. I'd place my shoes in the road somewhere, sit back and watch the cars drive by right on over them. I used to sit back and laugh at that. 11-25/26-00

I DON'T KNOW THE WAY In a corner a young man sits, alone and curled. He hides from anyone, he hides from the world. it's not suppose to be this way. You're not meant to feel that way. But it's just another day. He says, "I'm lost, I'm confused. I don't know the way." He can't seem to get back on his feet. he tries to listen, but all he hears is lies from the blind guide. Cheat. He's searching for the boice of the Shepherd that calls out, "Here I am, come follow me." and then he'll be free. This life, it's not so easy. I feel I could cry but something's not letting me.(but then they'd laugh at me.) I want to see the reality of things so I can see the reality of me. But I can't see so catch me when I fall. It's becoming late. help me find happiness from this lost and fallen state. The young sheep has lost its shepherd running from the ravenous wolves. he hears ahead in the distance the words, "Here I am, come follow me." Through the fog he can't see. He turns his head the wolves to see. "Here I am, come follow me." A hand held out in front of me. I reach to grab, I fall, yet my Shepherd rescues me and sets me free. 1-15-00

YOU ARE THE ONE As I sit on the brink of reality I watch my life as it quickly subsides. Like a boy struggling the survive helpless as the rush of a rivers water nears the end to a raging waterfall. Like a candles wick that burns so strong and shines so brightly when seconds later the flame goes out being drown in the ashes of the molten wax. I'm drowning in the rivers depths. The wax is inching higher and higher and higher and higher. Can my flame live on? Will my light glow long? You are my rope in the raging waters. You are my lighted match when my flame has been drown. Yours is the light that shines within me. You are the one that surrounds my being. You are the one who pulled me in now. You are the one whose hands I held onto. You are the one who embraced me so. You are the one who rescued me. He is the on that spoke I am the light. I am the light which shineth. I am the light which shineth in darkness.

AFTER HOURS... After hours on a snowy night in front of the fire is the only light. hiding from the nights cold chill. The blazing fire my eyes do fill. After hours and my mind runs blank then the thought of kneeling, my Lord I thank. His Spirit sweet so warms my soul bringing me in from outta the cold. Now the fire is dying and I can't see making my writing to be sloppy. the fire is out and blind is my sight. I pray and I walk and the Lord is my light. Goodnight... November 6th 11:11 P.M.

ONLY YOU I knocked at your heart you invited me in. We drove to the mountain is that a sin? We went to the dance and took a picture that night and the short time we spent in the moonlight. I can see you through the window of my dreams. I can hear you, your heart calls out my name. I can smell the sweet incense of you. Only you. Only you. Now all I have to remember you love is the picture we took is that enough? I was lost in your eyes, you were lost in mine; an angel that night came and showed me a sign. Is this love or am I just a fool? What is this feeling deep in my soul? Only you have loved me so and it's only you that I wanna love. I can feel you still holding me tight. And the sparks you aroused in me from inside. I can taste you from the sadness of my heart. And you know that I love. Only you. Only you. 3-20-24-01

8 SYMBOLS UNDER SIGNS Time has ended beneath oblivion an open keyhold only for me, now I remember my name and now on to her everlasting restoration I can't explain. Each side turns a man endlessly never turning over for just eight symbols under signs. Can he run in story time? Time has ended crossing her under rebellion. Crash here, open, fall, just eight symbols under signs, can he run in story time? Out for laughs and this there everywhere running down a year. She asks if never time ever stops. What can he say? The man never talks. People rushing, running everywhere, over the sun, the sky, and between the moon. They miss the meaning, they understand it not. Waiting for a sign dull and confused what do I do? They miss the meaning of it all. She gives me a wink so what should I think my mind racing, running everywhere here there anywhere I don't care. Will she stop in time? It matters not. A piece for me and a piece for you choose the path in which you live my life and I'll live your life the way I see. Now on to the necessaries. It's empty, no more shells, no more seeds to feed the need. Another year run down down, still confused, still lost. The mind wants to make sense of it but is there sense at all? Flinging forward she waves and passes by, she laughs. If you go to sleep, sleep well while I think myself to sleep. Running down a mystery, running down a slide, I twist and toss and run and hid a 3 cent nickel worth a dime just eight symbols under signs. 6 cents, 7 cents, 8 cents, no cents to you, but my dreams make to me 10 cents for just eight symbols under signs. Figure it out. 11-5-99 - 11-10-99

BRING ME THE "NEWS" I woke up this mornin' to not know if it was snowin' or I was dreamin' and it's rainin'. Waitin' for the paperboy to bring me the news. Yeah, paperboy bring me the news cuz I'm so confused. He says, "I don't know who I am, don't know where I stand until he brings me the news I'm stuck on confused. Until then I'll be sippin' my coffee and booze. Sittin' back readin' old yesterday's news. Laid back smokin' them same old cigarettes and all night havin' dirty dirty dirty dirty sex. He says, "I don't know who I am don't know where I stand until he brings me the news I'm stuck on confused. We are all paperboys in this world of ours holding together eachothers hearts. We are all paperboys in this world of ours. 10-9-00

BEIN' A MISSIONARY ISN'T DAT E-Z Livin' in da city of Orlando where people walks around dressed like pimps and hoes. Bein' a missionary isn't dat EZ cuz we lives in da ghetto off of OBT. We chill wid da nuggas, wid da hookas and hoes. Dey call us white crackas, FBI and Po Po. Dey say, "A Bible, a Bible we gots us a Bible." Everything dey say is so undeniable. We whoop out da BOM and say yes it's fo free. Dey say, "Pass it over honey, give dat book to me. Bein a missionary isn't dat EZ, matter o fact it's sometimes scary as can be. We try not to get it, sometimes we even fight it, but da Jungle Feva craze you just can't deny it. The blacker da berry do sweeter da juice. Da nugga aks for a dolla but he's eyein down yo' shoes. Venezuela, Brasil, Penelope Cruz. With her on top jungle feva's gonna lose. Costa Rica, Colombia, Shakira, Thalia. In my arms baby I'd sure like to see ya. Wid da beach down da street and the women next do' it keep the mission life far from a bore. Dreadlock, bumbaclots, Hatian creole.. .................... Chinese, Japanese, Americanese too. All these freakin' foreigners I don't know what to do.

OUR SONG I hate those songs that remind you of a time when you were with your love when you choose a song to call it "our song" You memorize the words while listening to it over and over to sing to her to show her your love. Well, the years go by and your are alone. She's gone. You listen to the radio and on comes "our song" I was with her 8 different times 8 different love songs. She left me, I left her 8 different times. Senior year a year later we went for number 9. You're makin' me want you. We fell in love, true love true love true love. The time came soon to say goodbye I admit I cried. I told you I'd always love you and said goodbye. I wasn't mistaken cuz still it's you I love. I heard our song on the radio today. I want you. I sang along word for word hoping you would hear me, but I'm alone and far from home and you're gone. I turn off the radio as tears drip from my eyes. I'm one of those suckers I took a step away from what was true. We'd sing our songs together as we'd taste eachothers scent. 10-9-00

LIES... CRIES... Well, I don't wanna be the one walkin' away from your lies... lies... lies. I feel I'll be the one to see your eyes disguised. Every time I hear the sound of a train I can hear your cries... cries... cries. I taste your tears and smell the sadness in the skys goodbyes. Train track treasure just leave it behind. I find the big white ball and stare at it shine. Can you see me through looks of the satelite? I see you're my heart. It starts beating... It's a fight. 12-29-30-99

LIGHTNING SHOW How could I ever fall in love with someone? Well, I'm in love with you. We're riding into a storm watching the shapes the clouds form. Well, I'm not scared cuz I know you're there. And I know it's not safe, but it's in you that I put my faith. With a smile I go about thy work. As I gaze into the sky the clouds begin to perk. And I see you smiling down on my too. I love you. Lighting up the night sky, it's a lightning show tonight. 8-30-99

BECKY The countless stars from the starless nights adds up to equal you... Ya disappeared outta sight. Gone... gone... far away never seen or heard again. Release me, release the pain from this broken heart, release me my love from these chains of love. My life was my gift six years of one-fourth of happiness lost. Becky I hear you, I see you in dream. Becky friends forever is what it seemed. Oh Becky can't you see we were meant to be... Beck Is this reality? Beck... Changing times and faces to see it your way. But hey I'll move on and see it my way; the way it's really meant to be and I'll turn the other cheek. You left me, so stop freakin' showin' up at the doorstep of my dreams. Just leave me... yea leave me be. Cuz it ain't that easy. I'll move on, you'll see. Just leave me be. No more sunlight, daylight it's all the same. Starnight, no light, you blew out the flame. 1-8-00

WHO IS SHE? I'm wondering who you are. Do you even live very far? Are you doing your best? Or are you all messed drinking in some old bar? I guess I'll wait and find out soon on our first date on that afternoon. You were meant for me if you give me the chills. Can't wait to see till my heart spills.

MARY JANE Walkin' down da street chalkin' up da beat. Showin' my teeth to every one I meet. Don't you wanna see? What ya gonna be? Den I hear da police stompin' deir dirty feet. What you want wid me? I didn't smoke dat weed. Don't you know dat I and I makes we? How's it gonna be when I pay dat fee? On my knees I plead won't ya let me free? Hey nugga G pass me dat little key. I is on my feet from the PO I flee. Walkin' down da street dancin' to da beat sharin' my green with everyone I meet. WONDERFUL... FULL OF WONDER I wonder what it's like to meet me, to see me in the street. I wonder how it would be if I wasn't me. I wonder how my life would've been if there was on thing I'd change. Who would I be? What would I see? I wonder about the stars in the sky, the moon, if somehow I could reach. I wonder where I am, where I'm going, why I'm here. I wonder where you are, what you're doing, what you're thinking. I wonder about tomorrow for what it will bring. I wonder if I'll see her again, when will I meet her or will I meet her at all? I wonder what it'd be like to be a bird and fly way up high in the sky to look down and see me on the street walking by. To be a fish in the deepest sea to live without air, to live without water, to live without love. I wonder if I'll wake up from my dreams or when and how. Will I wake up at all? I wonder what I'll say to make you happy, to make you sad or to make you laugh. I wonder if I'll laugh. I wonder why things happen that just can't be explained. Will I receive the fault or will I blame another or just let it pass by. I wonder shy people do the things they do when they know what they know. I wonder what Heaven appears like, will there be music and dancing, laughter and love. Will the sun still need to shine? I wonder if the wind would blow, the cool breeze in the hot afternoon. I wonder what time is, a mere image of nothing, a faint memory of something or a mere memory of a faint image of time. I still wonder what is time. Is it time to wake up, time to get ready, time for lunch, time to leave or time to go to bed? I wonder if I'd see things differently if I looked through your eyes. Would green be blue, red, white? I wonder she she'll call. I wonder why the sky is so blue through my eyes, why the sun is so bright. I wonder why I do some of the things I do when I know what I know. I wonder if the seeds will grow. Will they turn into beautiful seeds of love or will they be lost? Will the butterfly ever land on my finger? Will I ever dance with you again so romantically, beautifully sweet? I wonder why the sunset doesn't last as long as I'd like, why did that night have to end, why did the day have to begin? The trail of the orange blossoms, I wonder where it leads. To more trails of rose blossoms, to a celestial sight or is it a dead end road? I wonder why Goldilocks didn't try to fix baby Bear's chair, she didn't even make the beds! People wonder over miracles. People wonder where we came from, a monkey, a blast, a Heavenly presence. People wonder how others die in accidents, Gee... I wonder why! I wonder if the words you say are true. I wonder why I feel the way I do when I see you, how will I feel? I wonder what true love really is like. Have I truly been in love? I wonder upon my Creator, His voice, His love. I wonder how He loves me so, how He hears my cries. I wonder when I'll see Him again, how sweet the warmth of His embrace. He's so wonderful to me. 10-16-99

STITCHES I'm thinking of you. I know you're the one cuz there's too many stitches in this broken heart. Only you can heal this. It seems you're lost and I can't find you. Still I know not who you are. It's said I'll know. How will it show? All my words are for you. I say, until that you I'll keep singing this song. I know where you can find me I'm here. And if you hear this on the radio this song's for you. I've been waiting all my life I can hear you calling my name. I can't make it on my own. Sometimes I feel I'm all alone

A NEW LEAF OVER When Angels fly, when children cry the symphonies sing of miraculous love. Tears fall to the ground from the eyes of the broken hearted. It's raining, another palm tree swaying, the lack of love in the sea in the air upon the land. No more fears of the enchanted lullabye, no more tears off her softly silken sky. It's 3:00 p.m. another leaf falls to turn a new leaf over. Happiness of heart angels of love our friends in the sky. Her tears dripping, drenching me to the bone. No more love, no more hate. The tears of Heaven chants of peace ring through the air. She's falling, softly yet slowly... falling. 10-15-99

YOU FOR ME FOR YOU We're each here for our different reasons. For you to help me and me to help you. I see you wandering through the different seasons. Walking aimlessly, lost and confused. Once again the leaves are falling. Only I can hear you shout. On your knees I see you crawling. Searching... looking for ways out. My brother, now please let me help you. You're walking your life over quicksand. You can trust me, I've been there too. All you have to do is reach for my hand. I've watched you fall, You've had one too many shoves. I've watched you rise, That love comes from above. Now rise and stand, My brother... stand tall.

A CHILD'S PERCEPTION She looks into the midst of a Heavenly Light. A child's perception; Celestially white. An Angel descends and resides beside me, That of which she, only she can perceive. She recycles love for the world to share, While into something she fervently stares. A burst of smile shines upon her face, While gazing valiantly into space. She leaves me looking around in awe, Make me ponder at what she just saw. A child's perception, a questioning blunder, That leave the world in a state of wonder. With a child, God sends us His love, Because with a new born, that's what love's made of. From a child's perception they can see The things of this world only they can perceive. 02-24-99

ANGEL Weeks ago are just days to come. Seems like yesterday it was weeks to go. But now you're leaving, maybe never seeing eachother again. I'd watch you walking through the halls and sit at home hoping that you would call. It was then that I realized you're an Angel and all the time I was ringing your bell. The bell that gives you you're precious wings. I can hear the Angels sings. The sweet voice when bells ring pierces my soul to the bitter sting.

DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HERE? Do you know just why you're here? Do you know where you're going? Ya start as a baby and come to life. You take your first steps then ya find your wife. You go to work and y a go to school. And all your friends they think you're cool. How do you feel about that? How do you feel about that? So you buy a house and have a kid, but your wife she leaves now look what she did. Your kid will grow up just alright, but life now feeds a constant fight. Now how do you feel about that? yeah, how do you feel about that? You turn to booze to ease the pain. You say, "In life there's nothing to gain." Well, I contradict the lives we lead, cuz there's more to life than what we see. Now what do you think about that? Yeah, what do you think about that?

DREAMS CAME TRUE I can't stop thinking of you. Ever since I first saw you, I dreamed to be with you. For some reason my dreams came true, but now I'm feeling so blue without you. The distance is so far but you still have my heart. Thousands of miles away... When I first saw you I thought I had no chance, it now seems I'm looking at it at a different glance. I've never missed someone as much as I do you. Please come back, come back to me. You see, there is something between us that both of us didn't know of until our last night together. Donde esta la otra parte de mi corazon? I know that you'll keep it safe inside your heart. You're such an Angel, an Angel who comes to me while sleeping and gives me a kiss telling me to hold on, hold on for just one more day. Will I ever ss you again? Only the future holds the answers. The way we embraces for the first time and then the kiss. The memories of the dance and all our romance will stick forever. I can't stop thinking of you. there aren't any words that show how I'm feeling now. Te extrano! I can smell the sadness everywhere I go. I feel I'm dying without you. It just hit me the other day that I might never see you again. That's really hard for me because you are my dream girl. I've never been so alone, living without you. I will never stop thinking of you. It's so hard to say good bye to our last night together. Remember when you held me tight. Seemed very tight. I'm feeling cold without you. Love tastes bitter when it's gone. The taste of your sweet lips. The scent of you. The way you looked into my eyes. The sound of your smooth voice. The touch we shared between us. I miss everything about you. I could cry myself to death. There's no one left in flight now that you're outta sight. The days are long, nights are longer. The way you held me seemed very tight. I'm feeling cold without you. Love tastes bitter when it's gone.

FORGIVE ME I see you in the streets and I'm walking away from this myster. I feel you next to me. I'm down on my knees begging you please... forgive me for every little thing. I know you love me. Will you cry, will you talk, wil you walk with me? It is dark, it is cold, it is hard to see. People refer to it as the "End of the world." It's not the end of the world... it's a new beginning. 3-20-99 FALL IN LOVE TONIGHT Well, they say people fall in love all the time. Yeah, for the wrong reasoning. So... what do ya say you and I fall in love tonight? Well, O don't even know what you're doin' and I don't even care what you're thinkin'... will you fly? Will you fly with me to another day? I believe in love at first sight, yeah well, wherever you are! 3-27-99

FROM MINE TO YOURS From my heart to yours, I give you my love. From my hands to yours, I give you my life. From my heart to yours I give you my love. I knock on open doors to the realm above. From my hands to yours I give you my life. I feel my Spirit soar to thy Kingdom side. 3-30-99

WHEN FOREVER COMES When forever comes I'll look in your eyes and tell you, "I love you." When forever comes I'll embrace you with love and the tears will stream down. When forever comes the Angels will play on the their trumpets of Gold. When forever comes the Heavens will open and we'll see the God of love come forth again when forever comes. 4-2-99

FALLEN ANGEL There's an Angel on every star looking down on us. You must have been on that falling star because you're an Angel to me. You seemed to have fallen in my eyes and now I've seemed to have fallen. You don't need to help me up, cuz I've fallen in love. On a cold January day I'd hold you tight and keep you warm. You're safe in my arms. I would die for you 'till death to us part. I've already longed for you, O my aching heart. It would be an honor. it's been my dream. You're becoming an addiction. you showed me what love is. I'd catch you if you fell. I'd help you up when you're down. You are my best friend and I'll be here if you ever need a helping hand.

BROKEN HEART Each night before I close my eyes I pray to God above. And as my tears drip down my face and drench my pillow. Please take this love of mine, this feeling inside away. I lvoed her with all my heart and she broke it. To love... to die for. I still can't take down your loch of hair or your pictures from my wall. I guess they give me hope with memories of it all. When I finally close my eyes I see you and I hear your voice say I love you. As I wake up I realize that these are tears in my eyes. I dread a new day knowing you won't be by my side. I sleep in late hoping the day will go away and as night approaches I stay up late staring at your pictures on my wall. It hurts to see me smiling with you by my side. The smile on your face, what does it mean. To love? To die for.

THE GAME OF LOVE Love is just a game that dreamers play. I quit that game today. I've been playing all my life and haven't won it once. I used to believe that I'd rescue a Princess and we'd live happily ever after. That's why it's only in fairytales. I used to be a believer and when I was I thought I won but time later showed me it's all a joke. I thought that I was in love, but it's kind of hard to love someone when that someone doesn't love you back. Don't fall in love my friends, it's all just a hopeful trap. All love does is distracts your views to a happy life. Now, let me clarify, there are two types of love. Love thy neighbor? Yes! Love God? Of course! All you need is love? NO!

BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I DO There's this empty feeling inside my chest that only beats when I think of you. When I have a rough day at work you're the one I wanna come home to. When I think of you you make me laugh, when I dream of you you make me cry. I smell your hair to stay alive, I inhale youre essence while my eyes are closed and it fills that void that is deep in my soul. I kiss your soul to get high. Believe me when I say I love you. Believe me when I say "I do."

GONE TOO LONG You've been gone too long... I can't remember the memories which we shared together. I feel I don't even know you but I am in love with you, atleast all that is still in my mind. Our song comes on the radio and I try to imagine your image, but there's nothing there. All I see is the pictures which we took and that's all I have to remind me of you.

I'M SORRY I'm sorry to let you know what's on my mind, but it's been there for some time. I'm sorry to ever let you down. We should've know from the start that it would break both our hearts. We fell in love not knowing the end, now our hearts are needing a mend. It's like you said, "Don't ever fall in love, you'll be hurt before it's through." Just remember this and never forget that I will always love you.

ANOTHER HERO DIES I can feel the sunshine on my face. I can see you hiding without disgrace. Another year goes by. Another hero dies. We ask ourselves "now where do we go"? We can feel it getting cold, again. We can hear the traffic flow. It's another world reaction of our different lives, of our different ways we're going. We will meet again someday in our busy lives. Somewhere in the future we will meet again. We hope you can feel our love growing but we've gotta go. We've gotta go live our lives once more.

PLEASE DON'T GO Another passing loves heart dies yet another beauty Queen comes by. The distance is much to far, to see you(r) rising star. The smile of your distinct face, gets me mvoing without retrace. I see you everywhere in my mind. It's another groping sign that you'll be gone in less than two but my heart cries out "you had no clue, how I've fallen in love with you." Now I'm begging "please don't go!" Don't leave me here, you just don't know. My heart in anguished lullabyes sees you leaving saying bye. One more thing before you go, say you'll write me, don't say no.

WASTING TIME I've waited my wasted days to be without you. And it comes down to this, the days ahead will be wasted too. I've led myself on again in this mindless game. And the fear strikes again of that life taking, heart breaking shame. My mindless, suicidal thoughts I know I won't do cuz I've been there before and this isn't the last. Expecting the worst yet hoping for best. I knew my heart would blow up soon. No more tomorrows of hoping for good. I've left them behind, but now I'll keep walking on this jagged path not looking back into the past. And I'll strive to find my way back into the shrine. A lot of deep thoughts won't cure this mind. Broken hearted on Friday night doesn't sound right. It's the game of love life. It's a love story gone bad. And in the end it turns out sad. As she watches you cry, she says, she says goodbye. I'm afraid we won't have our chance. We'll all be gone in six months. You'll find the luckiest guy in the world. You can see the fear in my eyes and hear it in my voice. My body trembling looking for advice.

THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG Meltdown city and a tropic disease, I'm down on my knees. A stork bite, cat fight, I'm begging you please... why can't we see what's going on? And why can't we hear the words of this song? We all are here just humming along there's something wrong... I'm crawling through shadows of my dreams, how does it seem to know you're alive?