This Poem is about me, and last part is about my grandma, who passed away in 95'.

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Still Alive
DP 2000
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You got me thinkin
I wasn't even worth it
You got me feelin,
That I had no chance.
I'm losin all my faith
In taken what I take,
But These pills just help to keep me awake.


Here I'm livin
But I guess I'm dyin
These nights get darker everyday,
There's no use prayin
So here I am alayin
Drownin my sorrows away.


Here is my heart,
Won't you please crush it?
So I won't have to play these little games.
There's to much heartache
You know it isn't worth the heart break,
Or dealin with the pain.
I'm going crazy
I can't even take it.
Sometimes I don't even know why I try.
But from all I've learned
All that I can say is, I'm still alive.


Now I'm doin better,
My life seems much more peaceful
I think I found where I want to be,
But it seems to me
That everytime the phone rings,
Its time for me to leave.


But still I keep going on,
You know I'm not about to quit,
'Cause my hopes and dreams will never die,
But if they do,
Then when I get there,
I'll send you a signal from up high.
Just so you, you won't have to worry
, Just so you, so you won't have to cry.
You can go on, knowing and believing,
That I'm still alive.


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