O nce we started climbing the rock...
C ould not hurt us, for we had trained our techniques, arms and leggs
K athy, Jane and Gwen said we would be the laughing stock...
C ould they be any more wrong, we thought, as we were about to reach the top
L iving life to the max.... That's what it's all about...
I found my balance on a good place to stop
M aking sure my safetyrope was attached as I admired a cloud...
B eautifully drifting by, my freedom this cloud represents
I felt more happy and free than I had ever felt before...
N ever before totaly free, just me and two of my very best friends
G oing on now, for allmost within my reach lies this great peak's lore...
S till I wonder what would have happended, if...
I would have checked the ropes myself,
L ying here lifeless, broken cold and stiff...
E nded my life in a second, allthough I was in perfect health.
N ow who tied that rope, was it you Frank... or Jeff...
C rying out from high above my body, screaming that question to you
E ventually they will here me, I thought, but you guys seemed deaf...
H ollow seems my soul now your joy doesn't fill it
E ndless seems the day when I wonder what I've done...
C ould you not explane why you decided to leave,
O ver and over our last day spooks through my head...
L ike a ghost it sneaks up to me, the everlasting grief,
D uring the evening I wonder what if.... but lonelyness instead...
N ow that the sun has set and brightens some-one else's day.
I realise that that is what you are doing too...
G iving your light, your smile and your body away,
H owever no longer to me, and why would you...
T his empty, old body just is no reason to stay.
Violets are blue
I'm feeding myself on your eyeballs,
Just look at me chew
E nded your existence in a fatal accident...
A ll that knew us, knew my greatest fear
T his is it, this is were our life together does end...
H ow some dare call you just a car, we know you were my friend...
R unning suddenly then, will he succeed?...
E nding all doubt in a flash with the kill
D eath is inevitable, like human greed...
A lways be cautious, always alert
T he predator is hiding in the shade...
O n your journey called life you will get hurt
R emourseless you must be, design your own fate ...
I'm thinking of you
On the middle of the day I can't eat
I'm thinking of you
At the evening I can't eat
I'm thinking of you
At night I can't sleep
I'm starving of the hunger
As you fill me with your plentiful, pleasurable fluids our souls meet and for that moment i shall be free from the darkness that holds its existence inside of me.
And after you go I shall die once again,
Only to be born on the night you come again.
Do you see how much I love you?...
I want you to see...
The joy you bring me...
Look into my eyes and see my soul...
The soul you keep alive...
To watch you sleep...
And listen to you breathe...
From my eyes...
Heavens tears fall...
Falling from the sorrow...
Of knowing I have hurt you...
Yet...falling from the joy...
Of knowing you love me...
My love...Look into my eyes...And tell me...What do you see?
A friend to confide in
I need a home to rest in
A talent to be best in
I need a bed to lie in
A large pillow to cry in
I need the rain to run in
A world to have fun in
I need my Spider to trust in
No other man to lust in
A ction not of love, although pure with delight.
S urging with warm pain, that is all too lovely.
S topping is not an option, continuing is inevitable.
I nnocence is lost, insanity is born...
O rgasms are marked by full and complete satisfaction.
N aked and nameless, you were a dream that was too good.
