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Title: Lost Control
Artist: JBird
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everything hasnt been right for me
all though all my nightmares is comming true
my life is becoming so darker, its killing me
i am here standing alone, noone here for me
i will be here standing, as i am becoming hollow
i know that i am stuck being this way
as if i am going to turn to a statue, so hollow
trying to find my sanity in my screwed reality
nothing but hate, nothing be twisted dreams
trying to be something that i am not
what a screwed reality, how to be something i am not
i dont even know why, trying to be the way i am
but without my insanity, what am i suppose todo
nothing left but my insanity, i need my sanity
trying to be something that i am, but being something else
as if i am going to die, my life is becoming a disease
as if i am going to die, but will i survive my own torment
feeling as my reality is caving in me, nothing but madness
all my suffering and pain, is haunting me, why do i live this way
my reality is so twisted all my suffering and pain is tormenting
such a infecting effect, everyone is trying to kill me
i have nothing much as a desire or dream, i am so tired, lost
cant find my own sanity inside of my reality, hating me always
everyone has been growing hatered towards me such a confusing desires
this is the last place i will keep myself locked up inside a nightmare
just more last thing to say, please help me, i am suffering so lost
cant find my way out of this twisted reality, cant find my sanity
i am living insanity, as all this confusions goes over my mind
never wanted to live this way, dont tell me it will all go away
its time to forget it all away, wishing it will all go aways from me
my time is running away from me, hoping i will keep going
loosing my control of my reality, dont want to break, i lost my control
all my hurt, suffering corrupted reality, tried to escape from it
i have already lost control, but all you can do for me is pray