Title: How Long Will I Live Artist: JBird --------------------------- what is it you do is bring me down release me bring your pain bring me down, im so bored i know that i am such a dead person to you with your reality gone, here we go now.. i feel so insane, i am unalive, i am a killer breaking me down, takening me down, i laugh.. at what you do, i am worser then you, i do all a small smile comes from you, it will be hated how long will we be dead within, with a smile here we go now, i feel so insane, i am unalive i am a killer, i am a lier, breaking me down takening me down, i laugh at what you do i am worser then you, i do all, a small smile comes from you, it will be hated, how long will we be dead within, with a smile on faces i forgot what i think,i wonder why is it hard facing my same mistakes make me wanna break always tried to live through it, it makes me dead take another step i want to drop to the ground its so fun to pretend whats happening i know im turning crazy, how long will i live through this turn my lights, its un-religous, i am unreal little girl lock the door, turn off the lights i do the best, i take my head and make it real hello is anyone still there, with my lights out i am so stupid here i am now,i am not alot though whats the point on going on anymore, i am dead take my nife and cut my wrists, take my pain away how long, how long, how long, how long, how long will i remember my own mistakes and pain, how long we are just teenagers how far will this go on its not so fun to loose and pretend it will go away and i know i saw a dirty whore, what will it take how long, how long, how long, how long, how long will i keep surviving, how long, will i keep alive take my heart and make me something to regert took my heart away i feel so blessed now... how long, how long, how long, how long, how long will i keep forgetting my own pain, how long will i how long, how long, how long, how long, how long i did all my best, a small smile will i ever forget feeling all that i had thrown at the dumpsters seeing whats mying being taken away to a faraway place twisting my pride within i suffer inside my house i beg to differ of happyness, i forgot about happyness i found what is so hard to find being forgotten within how long will i survive with my own pain,feeling insane i am so stupid, i am alive, and i follow my own denial take my heart and throw it away like your own reality took my head i know its wrong to beg, release me away i am so unsured of my own self state in life, im alive breaking me down, takening me down, i laugh.. at what you do, i am worser then you, i do all a small smile comes from you, it will be hated how long will we be dead within, with a smile here we go now, i feel so insane, i am unalive i am a killer, i am a lier, breaking me down takening me down, i laugh at what you do i am worser then you, i do all, a small smile comes from you, it will be hated, how long will we be dead within, with a smile on faces i forgot what i think,i wonder why is it hard facing my same mistakes make me wanna break how long, how long, how long, how long, how long... will i hold onto my reality, will i be crushed down with my wrists cut i am dead now, smiling at you i am a fly to you in a big world, smashed by you laughed and mocked by you, take my reality away regerting all that i had, wish to take it all back how long, how long, will i survive, how long, how long will i survive, how long, how long, how long, how long open your hands to my nife, take it and bleed within wake up, are you sleeping yet, wake up, are you dead whats good for me,is what i need todo,how long,how long will i sit here bleeding within myself,run away from me take my heart with you, eating my reality away from me i really hate you,if you dont stop this insanity i will slitting my wrists makes you want to wake up, wake up you think im better to be dead, god damn you hid away why wont you be there for me, cant you ever be there hey you say its ok to mess with suicide,how about murder you mock me, death will be today, i cant always be you your falling from me, you make dead within, the suicide your toss and turn, as i slit my wrist, you feel it too so slow and silent, it breaks you down, it breaks you twisting my reality, it wont go away, it wont go away it wont go away, it wont go away, it wont go away till i suicide,you broke me down,you never loved me you hate me its killing me, feeling my own soul screaming, it fades i cannot live without you, i cant be without you... make me go away, it breaks me down, touching my mind you break me down, why do you eat my reality away you mock me when i am up, you break me down when im down i dont know what to do, feeling like avoided within i need somebody, i need you, cant i ever win, why must i loose, cant i ever win, nothing left for me, breaking me seeing someone,hearing the screams of the suffering in me as i feel my heart fall from me, i feel it fall from me crushing me beating my sanity down, as you smile at me... why wont it go away, why wont it go away, why wont it go as you fall away from me like a curse, killing me away i am feeling like im fading within, i am broken down everyone left me, will i ever find them, why is it far i feel insane these thoughts i believe now, noone here why does my life unreal, why cant i give up, why cant i what will i be, what will i be, what will i be... inside i feel my heart feeling ripped, you laugh at me you left me, you ran away, you wont stay, breaking me i always hoping for it to all go away, fade away, hating you hate me and everything you seen in me, cant be this i cant believe i have been hiding from something unreal such drama, look within my eyes, do you see my pride cant i ever find what i have lost, why did you do this i am stuck in place never to be found, crying within today wont be the same, my heart isnt quite here watch as the blood flows down, slitting my wrists watching the blood flow down, slitting my wrists dont you know that you killed me, all your lies.... if you have helped me, you stole my heart away alive, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive will this be all fun and games, will this be this way creating your own fame, you feel your ways are real but its leaving your mind again, its so unreal to be all i did was look for you, the moment i saw you just to get some love and attention, what does it mean its just something i feel, i wanted something, i hate it i feel as you laugh at me, it already left me again its so unreal as the way i feel, it makes me so unreal i feel so unreal within,dont you feel it again its unreal it makes me dead, crushs my fate within, its so unreal why didnt you try,i just wanted to be with you,cant you see i tried, i tried to find, i tried to see, i tried to find i am lieing,i am dying within,why cant you be someone for me i needed you to be there for me, someone for me to be there i am hating somebody,i am hating someone,hating what is real all my unreal fantasies, was pushing me down, i want to see can you try to talk to me, why are you trying to be somebody when your someone, all my fate can be found within you you tried to look away, you brought me down, i wont give in throwing down my own secert thoughts, i want to kill within i tried to take myself down, cant you stop not looking at me each day more dying, always tried to kill, ending up feeling should i keep on take these slits, will i ever get away will i ever be happy, i wish you just looked at me, i feel the pain within, each day i feel more dead within, take me anymore contact, or should i just wake up and smash myself so tell me what will i fight for, what will i loose for i cant take this no more, what will i do anymore, will i die just cant let you go, why cant i take this anymore cant go will i end up dead this way, giving me a reason to suicide how close am i to be dead,holding on to you,it makes me alive staying the same way, what a way to regert what you done in my eyes i see you within my soul, you take me somewhere high will i regert my own suicide,will i ever regert for what i done can i ever be free from this pain, you took me higher, higher betrayed my own reality, on other words in my mind dreaming of pain, disconnected from my own network within my reality restated whats real, reowning what i am too be, but this pain the remake of my ownself, i loved you, i loved you, i loved you why did you been mean to me you think it will all be fine for me i find it hard to believe you anymore, nothing left for me here i am about to slit my wrist, feeling lost its all fine,no it wont i am about to slit my wrist, feeling all that was mying now lost what do you want me to be, why must i be this way, cant run away i cant believe whats to be, will i ever be alive, hating me always always trying to hope for you, that you will be there for me,hating i cant take this pain anymore, you want me to leave,cutting myself you always leave me to be, why must i live this way, cant run away how long, how long, how long, will i try to go on, how long, how long can i hold on, how long, how long, how long, will i be left for dead how long, how long, how long, will i be alive, how long, how long how long, will i be alive, how long, will i be alive, how long how long, will i carry on, how long, will i be set free, how long remember me before i am gone, bring your hate and pain just..,how long how long, till i hold on, how long, how long, will i be here, how long turn the lights on, here i am now....how long
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