Title: Cant Hide Away Artist: JBird --------------------- cant think anyway eachday the love fading away cant you ever be something true, something real cant always give whats comming back to me today cant think of whats truely your real life always hidden away, troubled by your own lies you live the lie of your life cant accept it take your time bring back the joy of living time consumed manipulated by the few taken heart crushed soul make me one of your kind i am true everyday life gets too harder wishing to hide away im heading for my own fall, just one question.. do you really care, everytime i ask god damn it you advoid the damn question everyday hide away like some god damn punk freak i feel you take control should i keep going on this way the only thing i got for now everytime i look at you i see something that makes me like some god damn punk freak i feel you take control something i cant believe, you take the whole me watching you it seems to be what i been longing for something i cant seem to pass just something meant to be i stare and wonder is this meant for me, do i really need you something i cant get away from,i remember it builds up inside i feel so loved inside i feel so sad, will i die again... so will you ever run away, never listen, never listen too me so will you ever run away, run away, run away, run away do you find it hard to listen, hard to listen, hard to listen do you wish to bring the past back, bring the past back.. i wish i could hold you today, wish you knew how much i care the chaos brings me to be left alone, leaving me to be here i am running from my own insanity, my life trapped within waiting for the day i see my own life becomes happy... nothing waiting for me tomorrow, i find my self trying to run running to nowhere left in a trapped as i lay here looking knowing what i thought im loosing, living this way eachday something waiting something lost, something gone away... i want to feel what they all feel, learning it doesnt exist i find it hard to listen, do you seem to be whats real dreaming of death is the only thing i have to live anymore watching the rain fall, wishing myself to die away... i want to wash away all my hurting, the dreams of death makes me more depressed then what i seem, the madness why must you avoid me, im waiting for the day i will die i feel like something not meant for you, something unexisiting noone around me, feels like i am left here nowhere to hide eachday giving into death, wanting something real, something feeling like im the only one left to be alone here it is dark trying to hide away from something turned away from me.. no true feelings, no reality left for me, giving into death its a very risky moment in my life, if i should die before awake makes me feel good, i want to be someone, feeling like noone am i good enough to be someone, such a large dark silent world living through each day finding it hard to speak about my life just another person in a hollow world, frozen within time...
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