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Title: Finding Whats Not There
Artist: JBird
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lately i been feeling tired lately i hate
as i still care as i always did hate controlled me
as i feel there is no escape so my anger controlled
is this what i have created myself too be today
did i try to look too far for some love or is it
there is no reason why i should give my heart away
hating everything breaking my sanity, creating insanity
falling down to my own defeat why did i give in my hate
everything collapsing inside of me it breaks me down
as i listen to the silence in my world as it kills me
lately i wanted something lately i been trying to hard
feeling like im lost feeling nothing but hate...
what is my angery way today whats my nightmare for me
why have i became nothing locked out of the world
feel as there no hope searching hoping hating something
as i look listen to my insanity as it haunts me within
i cant handle it all my pain breaking me down, breaking
breaking me down, so what do i have todo just to be ok
will i end up dead or will i end up lost inside here
i cant keep finding whats meant for me, nothing left
just to live a good way, just to live a good way...
everyone around me disappearing from me trapped within
locked inside, feeling the same as i try too hard to find
finding whats not really there i've been trying to hard
all my hate i feel inside all these days of pain within
have i been banned from reality or is it my true defeat
why hasnt this been my way why must it be something
unreal how can this be the same for me again why me...
why must i fight to find whats truely mying my hate