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Title: Living This Way
Artist: JBird
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as i sit here watching you destroy your reality
where is all your love at you think it was fun
to destroy it, what can you do, can i help you
i feel all your reasons of hate become unreal
too be what do i see in you, a new perfection
and just to get some of the love of perfection
i hate to feel this interaction thats not real
why do i end up feeling this way again...
as i see you such deceiving why do i give in
can you hear what i say to you, do you care
something is tearing apart as i felt myself die
for you, the truth you cant handle, live your life
i become insane as my clock is running out of time
constantly surrounding you they torment you dont
you wish you could be left alone, do you wish to be
something thats not real, run away from your reality
do you feel dead within is it eating you alive
cant you see your insanity is taken over you
do you really want whats not real all the treasures
of this dark reality or will you fall down the blackhole
of doom these feelings i have so strong i feel but it
doesnt matter too you you will never want the truth
you know your clock is ticking, everyone follows you
as they watch you fall down into the blackhole of doom
the feelings you once had disappearing it doesnt matter
everytime you sleep you know the truth its painful
dont you want to be someone else not who you are already
the feelings you feel i wish i could take them from you
the truth you cant handle its devistating to you
wanting something else you feel some hope in your life
everytime you awake you feel the pain as it comes again
same life you live same way to live on always the same
do you feel the hurt inside its devistating as it seems
constantly feeling pain within as you watch from inside
do you feel as your pain is comming back to you again
can you ever be strong like you once did feeling pain
are you sick of being you do you wish you where someone
someone else to be for you making you feel dead inside
is not was meant to be knowning when pain will be
each time you reach for love its been takening away
from you as you beat yourself down verbally...not known
that someone cares for you, always tempting....always
always uncaring, always caring for something temporary
it seems too be, all your love today is grayed away
have you reach too far just to end up the same again
will you end up disappearing forever, just to be normal
again, feeling pain, hating everything, everyone around
cant you keep from falling down to the blackhole of doom
i can see it destroy you slowly, you went too far ending
up the same way, nothing gone something came this way
ending up insane this way falling too far away from you
do you feel it haunt you as it comes your way...your way
living this way all over again...living this way..