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Title: Am I Really Alive
Artist: JBird
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im as dead as can be lost whats tooken away
i feel as selfish as can be dead inside my heart
can i love anymore or is it the outside that loves
whats really in my heart am i truely loving something
or is it just my thought process loving what i see
do i really love what i know in the inside confused
person like me oh why do i live like its all cruel
with me gone it wont matter im so confused am i alive
or am i just playing myself just to truely love again
nothing ever meant for me, nothing to be for me lost
inside my head why do i feel so low feeling lost within
can my pain ever end but do i feel like im smiling but
within i feel so closed up inside so dark within me
with me gone it wont matter any less am i just alive
all my denial of pain i smile in the outside but cry
in the inside, no knows my pain what it is to feel it
feeling so lost within as i smile on the outside
am i already lost in my own world, am i really alive