Title: 1,2,3 Realizing Artist: JBird ---------------------- as i watch the sun rise realizing my day doesnt last everytime i stay awake it feel as my day rips apart but will i ever stop to look away from you... or will the feelings within me forgive... when will this stop like a nife in my heart waisting my time all the time always the same day at same time everyday gets alot harder till i wont live today looking for the place where i cant stay so unreal pressured into society do i need this unfamous life everytime i look in the mirror something i can be like some god damned freak i feel it takes mind over can i really believe whats going on here i feel dead seeing dark days ahead of me nothing left anymore do i realize whats mying just left away from me everything i see not wanting to be something unreal burry me into..1-2..give me peace..3-4..darkness fills 5-6..nothing left..7-8..take it away..9-10..i'm dead hiding myself as i see fate run away as i see death im insane make me run away as i feel my own pain today cant see my own future up ahead of me its fading away whats meant for me will go any farther or end up unreal so throw me away my day is fading today my life is... all the love is fading away whats my time to die today 1-2..give me peace..3-4..darkness fills my mind..5-6 nothing left..7-8..take it all away..9-10..im dead why isnt anyone there for me how long will this be when will i go insane and die can you ever feel my pain when im gone its all dead when i wake up its bad for me its bad for me..my day has gone insane for me bad for me everything left abandoned from me can i ever be alive god damned me what can i can do its already went bad for me..why cant i be alive why is it tearing my reality apart when will i leave this world am i truely lonely or is it the world empty its ripping from my mind crushing me down takening and hating what i never done to get this far.. seeing my ownself in a dream but yet so far, hating it all never feeling happy never feeling real my life isnt real what does this mean for me will i ever get ahead again what have i failed to get this far back from my own reality as its haunting destroying what i have been not realizing what did i expect to win i can never win anything im tired of trying to deal with my life never wanted to be this way my life will never achieve complaining to noone why does it seem this way feeling empty inside dreams are far away from me will i last in my own twisted realm of reality cant look far away as i remember today is always the same bad for me i just went out of this realm of dispair keep dreaming on nothing to give nothing to keep nothing accept nothing there all i wanted is to be free from this pain, just free from it what does it take to be free from it all i die again..i will noone here to listen to me as i fade away i dont realize...
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