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Title: Is It Meant For Me?
Artist: JBird
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i hate all this shit everything always ended up bad nothing but hate
ending up in pain all this time i been dying slowly is it truely to be
my god, my life, my feeling of death is what i feel, can i ever be free
why cant i leave, why cant i leave, why cant i leave, why cant i leave
all this time will i die slowly or is it all trapped in my mind...
will this time i die, will i drown in your pit of lies, cant be free
how can you earn love without creating how can you lie without telling
whats really meant to be is it meant for me, i think not, it isnt meant
to be, there you look at me wondering whats to be of me, yes i will be
here standing alone, you saw me in your head can you think of is it
really me, god damn have you gone insane, why werent you ever there
god is doing the same for me telling me its not meant for me am i insane
have i already created my own pain, when will i throw this all down
why are you never here for me, god damn you are the damn same again
you are never there, you are insane, you think i dont feel what you say
noone really cares if its meant to be but its really what i want to be
all this pain and memories of me where never meant to be insane i am
i believed your every word but it turned it out so unreal it rips me apart
my times of worries are comming when will i ever be happy im insane
my life is dying is it already early for me, what have i done this time
have i killed my own flame is my life too late for me to save,death for me
am i ready to die tonight will this be the end of my fight am i ready