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Title: Pushing Myself
Artist: JBird
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Verse 1:
looking through the pages of my life
cant never ever find a happy moment
i feel as i am pushing all my love down
its like i am pushing myself in the ground
why am i laughing, laughing at my self
all my life it has to be funny to me
its always been beating me to the ground
as i look through the pages of my life
feeling hate and envy throughout it
its always about hate, always on
why am i trying to take myself down

Chorus 1:
all my friends can be found, dead
they all where already dead inside
taken my enemys down, going to take them down
going to take my enemys down, going do it
they cant make me dead anymore...

Verse 2:
all my hate seems to be found in my pain
they try to see me down, and beat me down
but i wont give up, this hate inside is rising
so they think they can tear me down
they will see, all my hate keeps rising
i dont know why it all started, just happend
i am going to punish them, with my hate
i want them to pay so badly, i am burning

Chorus 2:
right here before them, i cant love anymore
i am falling from happyness, all my hate rising
no more loving, all my hate is rising up
i am so mad, i am hating all this
cant take me down....

Verse 3:
cause i am going to push myself to the edge
before they knock me down, my hate rising up
i want to break them all down, rising up
i dont care, i am going to break it all
cause all my hate is rising up in me
as i am pushing myself down the edge
all my hate keeps rising such a mad rush

Chorus 3:
right here before them, i cant love anymore
i am falling from happyness, all my hate rising
no more loving, all my hate is rising up
i am so mad, i am hating all this
cant take me down, cant make me drown
you cant find myself anymore, i am new again
hate is flowing through my skin
my pain is breaking, my hate pulls over me
reacting like my enemy, feeling hating all over
there so much pressure, i am feeling hate rising up
as i am pushing myself deep down to the edge...