Just imanging.... think of yourself, take your soul, all that energy. Add all your thoughts, your feelings, cram it all deep down and imagine that your feet suddenly lift off the ground. You're floating, rising up, becoming enlightened. All your human emotion being stripped of its negativity. Joy for life, joy for love, only joy remains. Hope and Faith. She's an angel, she came from heaven and called me to her. In just lying with her, she gave me more pleasure and joy than all that compiled of the slaves when Moses led them out of Egypt. But she left. I can't even begin to describe that feeling. No words ever written would do it justice. Its like finding out everything ever felt was a lie, everyone and everything you ever knew was torn away and you were tossed into despair only to grieve in this darkness of a life. Never to know anything ever again, even yourself. I gave all of myself to her and she keeps him locked away, never to be released. My love, Ha! This is my love. Love is my life, why can't it be my destruction? I can die happy knowing there is this great love, having felt it, but knowing I am never to again leaves me in anguish.She knows the power of ruling a life and the flame burned a little too long for her it seems, so she snuffed it. So I is gone, we are gone. Say goodbye to me but don't forget me. Don't forget my face, my voice, the look in my eye. I'll be back. Look for me in the first winds of the storm, look for my eyes inside the full moon on a dreary night. Listen for my words through the thunder, my laugh in the crack of lightning. Look for my face in the alleyways, behind every dumpster, on the neck of every stranger. My death in the red river that flows from your wrist without me. For we are out there and we will be back. The world is a part of me and I a part of it. But I defy the world, so dark. For killing me in vain. I defy you stars for planting false hopes in my head. I defy the God above for sending me my love, my life, my pain, my death. Ah, the beauty of a friendly reaper. She raised her sickle and now, All is lost.
For Amanda Wright
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